Posts by Alaska .

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A little late, yes, but she still wanted to play a good natured game of whatever truth or dare is. "Is it too late for me to join?" Alaska asked whoever was willing to answer, trotting over to the circle.

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Alaska gave a little grin to Zach and nodded, taking a seat in the ring. Let's see what messed up shit happened to everyone else, and maybe, if she allowed it, to her.

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Alaska didn't know what she was doing out in the desert at this hour, but she did know that something odd would happen. The dirt chaffed against her paws as she trudged on, yawning slightly as she stared up to the bleeding sun that burned her fur and melted her eyes. As she brought her gaze down, the chocolate smoke spotted something in the distance. Whoever may this be? "Hey, who're you? What are you doing on Bloodclan turf." well, she wasn't on it yet, but dangerously close.

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Alaska felt much more then happiness at his words. Wait till she could tell Luca! The she-cat had never gotten proper training, all of hers had been either through Luca, or just her inquisitive self. "That's amazing! Thank you so much, honestly, your offer is so kind." the smoke mewed, practically glowing with happiness.

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> /strokes

Alaska pouted, and though he could not see her, she made a great deal of making the pout loud as she stuck out her lower lip. "Okay bye…" she mewed sadly, hoping that Luca was alright. She just didn't know what had suddenly gotten to him! Sure he was always a grumpy little sod but why now?

The Next Day

"Do you wanna build a snowcat?" Alaska beamed, knocking with her paw against the entrance, a little skip in her step. He should say yes today, right? Maybe he wasn't feeling good yesterday, today he had to say yes! "We-We could even run around the halls. I mean, it is a bit overdue, right?" the trainee mewed with a little sigh, plopping down on her back. "I've even started talking to the the carvings on the walls!" Alaska groaned, imagining the days she had spent laughing at carvings of the cats. She'd even said 'hang in there' to one of them! Ugh, how stupid. "It gets a little lonely, all these empty caves, just watching the hours tick by…"

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Alaska wanted to scream and tear out her insides and cry and just die in that very minute. Luca, coughing up blood, being as skinny as a stick, and where was she all this time? She was doing nothing! All those days, where she had been asking if the two could build a snowcat together, he had been in his cave, suffering, and she didn't even know. "LUCA!" the chocolate smoke crumpled up into a little heap beside her boyfriend, not giving two shits if he coughed up blood or threw up all over her.

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Alaska looked rather foolish by Luca's side, and though she hadn't a clue he had cancer, she was still a wreck. She could not stand to see him this way, sick and ill and just all upset and broken. The female's chest rose and fall as she pressed against her boyfriend, a little tear dotting her cheek.

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Alaska made a little 'tick-tock' sound, clucking her tongue absentmindedly as she rolled on her back. "So, do you wanna build a snowcat?" the smoke mewed with a little yawn, only to quickly be replaced with a devil-may-care grin. "It doesn't EVEN have to be a snowcat." Ally added, reminding him of what she had said the previous day.

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Alaska bit her lip, listening to his scratchy voice. Maybe it was just because they were separated by a wall, maybe that was the reason he sounded so… so broken, right? Plus, he didn't want to see her, and she needed to accept that and leave. "Okay…" the she-cat mewed with a little sigh, padding away gloomily.

The Next Day

Sliding up to the door, she would propose again, yet this time, it was not full of life, but more filled with confusion and slight sadness. "Luca? Please, I know you're in there. Cats are asking where you've been!" Alaska mewed with a little breathy sigh, looking down at her paws as she spoke. "They say have courage, and I'm trying to… I'm right out here for you… please let me in." Alaska held her breath, hoping the door would budge, hoping she'd see his beautiful grey eyes, but then again, Luca was stubborn, he'd never let her in if he didn't want to.

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Alaska chewed her lip, trying to harden her emotions but they just kept coming out. "Y-You're going to get better, alright Lu-Luca? I love you." the chocolate smoke mewed, nuzzling into his bony cheek. "I'm not m-mad… I love you…"

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Alaska leaned against the door herself, holding in tears that threatened to leak down her cheeks. "We only have each other… It's just you and me… What are we gonna do?" the chocolate smoke's voice was full of angst and regret and just a pure mixture of torn up emotions. She loved Luca, she loved him with all her heart, from hell and back, she just was so lost and confused. She did not know what to think or what to make of anything… "Do you want to build a snowman?"

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Alaska backed up slowly, letting the others do their work as she watched Luca, her gaze not straying from her boyfriend for more then a second. All she could do was pray, and she was not religious, so that was saying something. Please get better Luca. Oh god oh god, please make him better.

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Alaska heard what he said, even though the words that ebbed from his lip were shaky and barely audible, even for her pert hearing. "L-Luca?" she heard the sound of him collapsing, and instantaneously got up, trying to budge the door.

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"But it really is, well, not a problem, but a big deal. At least for me." Alaska meowed with a little purr ebbing in her voice, tail bobbing in the air out of pure happiness, euphoria, and whatever else that was.

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Alaska held her breath, silencing her own noise as she listened to him wretch. "N-No. L-Luca y-y-you nee-need a m-medic." the chocolate smoke stuttered, eyes alight with fear, not for her safety, but for Luca's. "L-Love, I-I want you t-to-to be okay."

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Alaska smirked, but nodded nonetheless, stuffing her emotional side for Luca or someone else she could spill happiness onto. "Sure! Should we go somewhere else, where we have more space?" it was a no sh*t question, but still, it seemed right to ask.

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Alaska froze, a little tear rolling down her cheek. Oh how she wanted for him to be alright, but she knew he wasn't… But what could she do? She had to listen, it was what he wanted her to do. Luca was dying though, and she needed to act, but how?

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> rushed

"Maybe we can go out into the desert a bit?" not too far, but far enough to have room to practice.

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"Can I come along?" Alaska asked casually, padding over to her friend with a smile. She loved hunting, it was one of her absolute favourite pastimes, and to do it was a couple awesome people? Even better.

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> do you want her to come in or not? just wondering before i post c: