Posts by thewolfgirl0819

Castiel smiled at Dean before going and grabbing an extra towel and wrapping it around the both of them. "Cold." Was the only thing he mumbled as he pressed his face into Dean's neck.

Castiel nodded before kissing him on the nose. "Oksy, let's go get dressed then go look at the cats." Castiel said with a warm smile as he walked to the bedroom.

(Heh I forgot about the other towel oops. I edited it out)

Castiel looked over at Dean and gave him a small nervous smile. "I cleaned out half of my dresser so you could actually, ya know have a place for your stuff." He said once he noticed Dean was still using his suit case.

Castiel shrugged and looked at Dean. "You pick." Castiel said, knowing Dean would pick the Impala. He moved to grab a pair of tight, black skinny jeans and a blue tshirt that was actually his own for a change. He smiled over at Dean, looking him over approvingly. He liked that the t-shirt was tight enough to show the muscle underneath. He smiled and walked over, kissing him softly on the cheek.

"Really?" Castiel asked, excitement heavy in his voice. He smiled widely and walked over to Dean, pulling him into a hug. "You're the most amazing person in the world, you know that right?" He asked softly against Dean's neck.

"Dean, I don't care if they aren't pure. I just want a cat." Castiel replied honestly, giving him a quick kiss. "We should probably leave though so we have time to get back home. I need to clean and I want to cook for you tonight." Castiel said breaking the hug to take Dean's hand in his own.

"I don't know." Castiel said as he took Dean's hand in his own. "Maybe Harley if it's a girl." Castiel said thoughtfully as they walked.

Castiel chuckled softly and nodded in agreement. "Okay, lucifer if it's a boy." He agreed as they walked out to the Impala. Suddenly Castiel stopped and spun Dean around so they were facing Each other. "Hey Dean, guess what?" He asked happily.

"How did you know I was gay?" Castiel asked in mock shock as Dean unlocked the car. He walked over to open Dean's door for him smiling softly at him. "I was actually going to say that I love you more than anything."

Castiel pouted and rolled his eyes as he got into the car on his side. "Ya know, normally the man tops and you haven't let me bottom in forever so shush." Castiel said poking Dean's arm for emphasis before kissing him on the cheek, smiling softly.

Castiel smiled and scooted over to cuddle into Dean. "Alright," he said happily, leaning his head onto Dean's shoulder. He glanced up at Dean and smiled slightly. "I love you so much Dean, I've never felt this strongly towards anyone else in my life." Castiel murmured softly, feeling as if he didn't tell Dean he loved him enough.

When Castiel saw Dean's smile fade he pulled away and looked at him in confusion. "What?" He asked quietly, wondering what he had done wrong. He'd told Dean he'd loved him before and didn't understand why he seemed upset by it now.

Castiel looked at Dean, his face a mixture of shock and hurt. "Dean, how could you even to begin to think that I would stop loving you? I just, Dean you fucking proposed to me and I said yes. Why would you think-" Castiel cut himself off, shaking his head, tears stinging his eyes even though he refused to cry. For some reason he felt as if Dean were about to break up with him, and Castiel didn't think he could take that. "What do you mean 'if I knew everything'?" He asked softly.

"Dean, I know about you going home with him. You told me about him and you know that he doesn't affect the way I feel about you." Castiel murmured softly as he wrapped his arms around Dean's torso. "You honestly thought I wouldn't love you because a few assholes at school called you a slut?" He asked, pressing a kiss to Dean's temple.

"Dean, you aren't a slut." Castiel murmured softly, moving closer to Dean and resting a hand lightly on his thigh. "You are amazing, sweet, perfect, and the love of my life. You've gotta quit thinking so poorly of yourself, baby." He said gently, meaning every word he said.

Castiel smiled faintly and took Dean's hand, leaning over to kiss Dean softly on the cheek. "Okay." He said with a gentle smile, kissing Dean once again on the cheek.

Castiel sighed softly and looked at Dean doubtfully before smiling faintly and slipping out of the car. "It's okay," Castiel said with a soft smile as he put his hands into the pockets of his jeans and looked up at Dean, still looking happy but not as cheerful as before.

Castiel smiled and looked up at Dean as he gave Dean's hand a soft squeeze. "Dean, it really is okay." Castiel replied reassuringly, pulling Dean close as they walked. "I love you too Dean." He replied with a smile that was a bit brighter. After what Dean had said, Castiel worried that maybe Dean didn't really want to be with him anymore.

Castiel smiled faintly, trying to push any thoughts of Dean not loving him to the back of his mind. He walked into the shelter, smiling at the space. Castiel enjoyed the warm feeling the shelter felt and found that it was easy to relax once he was in there. Castiel grabbed Dean's hand, needing the closeness to help him know that Dean still wanted him and loved him.

Castiel stayed quiet while he and Dean followed Ellen. Cas was a bit to nervous to actually speak to Ellen for some reason, afraid that maybe she would turn out to really hate him. Honestly what Dean had said to him earlier was really making him feel as if he wasn't good enough. He felt like he was in a way not good enough for Dean, like maybe he wasn't attractive enough or maybe Dean was emberassed to be with Castiel and his scar littered arms. Still, Castiel kept a small half smile on his face as they walked to where the kittens were.