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    male - 15 - straight (he thinks) - tired -
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    As I neared the Chemo room I felt a hand grab my own and spun me around so quickly I felt a bit dizzy. I was about to start yelling at whoever had decided to practically assault me in the hallway, when I saw a small, dainty woman standing in front of me.


    "Glynda?" I asked in surprise, tilting my head slightly to the left. Glynda was my favorite nurse at the hospital. She didn't treat me as if I were some sick child that needed help to heal, instead she treated my like an actual person and it was great. I remember on the day I'd found out I had cancer, she's been in the room with me. When my parents and I both started to cry as if our lives were over, which was partially true in my case, she shook her head and crossed her arms. I still remember the exact words she'd told us, she'd said "Don't act as if everything is over. The worlds still spinning, the planets are still in orbit, the sun still has a gravitational pull. Nothing has stopped and nothing is over." I still have to tell myself that sometimes.


    "The one and only," Glynda said cheerfully, "I have a surprise for you, no chemo today." She said, hooking our arms together and leading me away from the chemo room.


    "No chemo?" I asked doubtfully. I was never aloud to skip chemo. Ever. Skipping chemo was the equivalent to slicing the tires to a car. The whole entire trip was now put on hold because of one small detail.


    "That's right! You have group therapy instead today." She said, pulling me towards a different hall.


    "You've got to be kidding me." I grumbled in annoyance as Glynda led me to the group therapy room. I hated group therapy. It was depressing and it made me feel like I was just some kid that was slowly dying and had no hope what so ever.


    "The doctors said they want to quit giving you Chemotherapy for a bit. As of right now you are in pretty good health and other paitents need chemo more than you do right now." Glynda said apologetically. I sighed because this wasn't the first time for something like this to happen. To often the doctors would say I was getting better, only for me to fall right back down again.


    "Yeah," I replied, not knowing what else to say. When Glynda and I reached the room I paused for a brief moment, unsure of myself. "Do I have to?" I asked pleadingly.


    "You'll be fine." Glynda said with a soft chuckle as she opened the door.


    And now begins the longest hour of my short, tragic life.


    (That's fine! I'm almost always jumbled up in my thoughts, and I liked your post. C: )
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    Castiel pulled Dean closer and pressed his lips to the top of Dean's head. "Baby, shh it's okay you're okay." Castiel murmured softly as he ran his hands up and down Dean's spine. "You're okay, I love you too. You're safe I've got you." Castiel let the words of reassurance roll easily from his lips as he ran his hand over Dean's back.

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    you take my fucking breath away
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    WORK IN PROGRESS


    BASIC INFORMATION


    Full name: Gerard Arthur Way


    Pronunciation: Jur-Are-d


    Nickname(s) or Alias: Gee, Geebear, Party Poison


    Gender: Male


    Species: Human


    Age: *15


    Birthday: April 7th


    Sexuality: Bisexual


    Nationality: American


    Religion: Atheist


    City or town of birth: Belleville, New Jersey


    Currently lives: *Belleville, New Jersey


    Languages spoken: English


    Native language: English


    Relationship Status: *single


    PHYSICAL APPEARANCE


    Height: 5' 5


    Weight: 125 pounds


    Figure/build: Gerard is a bit 'soft' in the middle. He doesn't have an especially muscular build, although he is far from fat. He has narrow hips paired with average shoulders and average sized arms. He is fairly short and has a bit of adorable chub on his cheeks. Gee isn't especially intimidating due to his stature, and he doesn't see any reason to be ashamed of that. Gerard doesn't want to be intimidating, what Gerard does want is to be more fit. He is extremely self conscious about his body and longs for what society believes to be the "perfect" build.


    Hair color: Gerard has a habit of dying his hair, so it often varies. His natural hair color is light brown. His favorite color to dye his hair is a "fire truck red".


    Hairstyle: Varies, although he does prefer to keep it longer.


    Eye colour: Hazel


    Skin/fur/etc colour: Gerard has olive skin due to his Italian genes.


    Tattoos: *none


    Piercings: *none


    Scars/distinguishing marks: *Gerard always has scars and bruises on the right side of his chest due to his chemotherapy and other treatments.


    Preferred style of clothing: Gerard likes to wear band t-shirts paired with dark colored skinny jeans and vans. He also really loves hoodies.


    Frequently worn jewellery: None


    HEALTH


    Smoker? *No, although he used to be.


    Drinker? *Yes


    Drug User? Which? *No


    Addictions: *None


    Allergies: fucking pollen


    Any physical ailments/illnesses/disabilities: Thyroid Cancer which has spread to his lungs


    Any medication regularly taken:


    PERSONALITY


    Personality: Gerard is a pretty out going person. He loves to be able to talk to people and make good friends. He likes to talk a lot and speaks in an overly poetic way.


    Likes: cats, pancakes, painting


    Dislikes: war, fighting, yelling


    Fears/phobias: spiders


    Favourite colour: green


    Hobbies: painting, sketching, writing


    Taste in music: punk rock, alternative


    SKILLS


    Talents/skills: painting, writing


    Ability to drive a car? Operate any other vehicles? He can drive pretty well


    EATING HABITS


    Omnivore/Carnivore/Herbivore: omnivore


    Favourite food(s): skittles


    Favourite drink(s): monster


    Disliked food: dried/cooked fruit


    Disliked drinks: milk


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    Note -- the second fancy post is mine, the first one is not. The first one is credited at the bottom.


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    (Note -- I will be using character names simply so the plot can be understood better. Feel free to use any plots listed)


    - Castiel has cancer (what type doesn't matter) and meets Dean during a round of chemo. Castiel and Dean begin to talk and hit it off instantly. The doctors at the hospital decide its best to send the patients to therapy to help cope emotionally.


    - Castiel after trying to kill himself is admitted into a long term mental hospital. There he meets Dean. Dean is a mute and The two become very close during their time there.
    (Will add more later)


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    [font=georgia][size=10][color=black]thank you for our little infinity

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    Castiel leaned towards Dean and pressed a gentle kiss to the corners of Dean's eyes. "Dean, why are you apologizing? You haven't done anything wrong." Castiel said softly, running his fingertips lightly over Dean's cheek. Castiel was very concerned about Dean and worried that if he made one wrong move, Dean would shatter completely. "Baby, don't get yourself so worked up about this, okay? I know it's scary having him here, and that's okay. It's normal for you to be afraid him, I just don't want you to be afraid and upset all the time. So whenever you feel upset or scared remember that I'm right here and he's not." Castiel said gently, pressing a kiss to Dean's jaw.

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    [size=36pt]gerard;[/size]

    male - 15 - straight (he thinks) - still tired -
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    When Sydney saw me I let out a soft sigh and for a brief moment wished to be anywhere but here. It wasn't that I didn't like Sydney, the girl had a lot in her. I know how hard it had been for her to overcome her depression and become the little energetic ball of sunshine she is today. She was tough and wore her scars as a reminder that she didn't have to let things get bad again. A reminder that she was capable of so much more. For that, I respected her and found her to be a person whom I could enjoy talking to. The only problem with her was that she was a bit… overwhelming. I tolerated her spew of energy though, because I know that she really does mean well.


    I offered Sydney a slight smile just to satisfy her, before moving to sit in the only empty seat. I was just about to sit in my seat when I froze. I had never seen this boy before, which was strange because I knew almost everyone in the hospital, patient and staff alike. I'd been pretty much living in the hospital since I was eleven, meaning I'd had a lot of free time to get aquatinted with everyone. I looked curiously at the boy, wondering what his story was. He seemed to pretty and young to have cancer, so I ruled that out immediately.


    Cancer patients looked different from regular ones. People with cancer looked sick, pale, and thin like other sick people did. The only difference was in their eyes. People with cancer had this look in their eyes, like they had already accepted death. It was as if they were trapped in this void, and no matter how hard you tried to claw your way back out to the open, it pulled you back into the darkness. This boy didn't look as if he'd been trapped into oblivion.


    I didn't even look at him for a full ten seconds, but it had felt like hours. I shook my head and slid into the seat beside him, still wondering why he was here. I noticed his leg was missing. He must have been in a car accident. There was no way someone that didn't look broken and lost could have cancer.


    As the circle went around I waited patiently for it to get to the new kids turn. I knew all of the other people's stories already.


    When it got to the boy's turn, I listened carefully. I found myself to be very interested in most everyones story here, and this kid was no exception. After he'd finished I watched him for a brief moment, wondering why bad things happened to people that probably didn't deserve it.


    When I noticed it was my turn I looked out at the pitiful group of people before me and shrugged slightly.


    "Gerard Way, 15, cursed with Thyroid Cancer since I was 11 years old. I haven't so much as left this damn hospital for four years." I said, not bothering to make my voice sound even remotely cheery.


    (Neat? I've never thought of my writing to really be anything, so thanks I guess. I like your writing a lot, your posts are waayyy longer than mine.)


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    nicotine
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    Okay, so first you need to give me an example of a normal role play post you would make! ^.^
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    Castiel looked out of the car window to see that the road was completely empty, letting out a soft sigh of relief. "He hasn't followed us." Castiel replied softly, pressing a soft kiss too Dean's cheek. "Are you ready to go home or do you want to sit here for a bit longer?" Castiel asked gently, pulling Dean a bit closer. "Maybe you will feel better after we get home. You can take a nice hot shower and I can cook something nice for you." Castiel suggested, trying to distract Dean from the problem and make him feel a bit better.

    Castiel chuckled softly and leaned over to kiss Dean on the cheek. "Are you alright, love?" Castiel asked with a soft smile. He pulled the car off of the side of the road and began the drive home, glancing over at Dean and giving him a reassuring smile.

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    I N F I N I T Y
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    Does anyone want to do a bxb Roleplay with me? c:
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    I N F I N I T Y
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    Okay! Any particular plot?
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    Castiel leaned back in his seat, resting one hand on top of Deans thigh as he drove. "Hey babe, what are you lookin for?" Castiel asked curiously as he drove down the road. He smiled softly at Dean before looking back at the road.

    Castiel let out a soft laughed and turned his hand over, twining his fingers with Dean's. "Hmm I can imagine I am after three days in the hospital." He said lightly, giving Dean's hand soft squeeze. "Wait, why were you looking through the glovebox for? Do you need anything?" He asked, concern light in his voice.

    Castiel looked at Dean in surprise when he saw the cigarettes, frowning slightly. Castiel sighed softly and shook his head, looking back at the road. "Fine, as long as it's only one." He said reluctantly. He was quiet for a moment before speaking again, "Just, don't smoke all the time. I don't want you getting lung cancer, if something like that happened to you..." Castiel trailed off, keeping his eyes on the road. He hated seeing Dean practically destroy himself like this. He moved both hands to the wheel and clenched the wheel tighter than normal. Normally he didn't care if someone smoked, but now he was so worried about losing Dean it terrified him.

    Castiel sighed and bit his lip nervously, still not looking at Dean. A part of him wanted to yell at Dean and call him selfish for doing something he knew would hurt him, but another part of him wanted to cry. "Dean," he said softly, not able to look at Dean and see him with a cigarette in his hand. "You know I'm not mad right? I'm just," castiel sighed and moved one hand to Dean's thigh. "It's just, what if I started cutting myself again and I told you it was to help me when I was upset?" Castiel pointed out "It's the same deal, you're doing it to make yourself feel better, but it can really hurt you also."


    (That is so so dangerous. You really shouldn't)

    Castiel sighed softly and glanced over at Dean, when he saw Deans expression he quickly leaned over and kissed Dean lightly on the cheek. "Baby, don't look so upset," he murmured softly, glancing between Dean and the road. "I know you only smoke to help with stress, I get it okay? I just really love you and I'll do everything I can to make sure you are safe and healthy." Castiel looked sadly at Dean and took Deans hand in his own. "I'm sorry I upset you, I just wanted to take care of you."

    Castiel smiled faintly as he pulled up to their home, parking before turning the car off. He turned to look at Dean, moving one hand to Dean's cheek and turning his head so they were facing eachother. "Of course I care about you Dean. You are my sweet, loving, gorgeous, sexy as hell fiancé. I'm in love with you Dean." Castiel said honestly before pressing a soft kiss to Dean's lips.

    Castiel smiled back at Dean before taking the keys out and slipping easily out of the car. He went over to Dean's side and opened the door, leaning in to kiss him softly on the forehead. "Great? I would say I'm more 'below average'." Castiel replied with a soft blush as he moved so Dean could get out.