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Between the two most important woman in his life the usual light hearted kink in his lips was currently pressed in a thin line, his waning expression only seemed to frown as she spoke. First about her weight, then about Micah- some one of which he had already done a number on after he had been told about the little one going between he and Ara - and the night before. Truth be told both issues filled him to the brim with fear. Either he could lose her now or he could have lost her earlier. If anything ever happened to her... Well, he wasn't sure what he would do. For the time being he would do his best to hold her up. To keep her above the water even if it meant he would drowning himself.
The athletes grip on the petite lass grew eventually turning into him pulling her into his lap. Her touch sent his heart into fits every time. What really caught him off guard was her next question. He gazed down at her with wide, hazel eyes. "Why do I love you?" He repeated breathlessly, stunned. Her gentler voice caused his heart to shatter on impact. Who wouldn't love such a woman?
For a long moment he watched her with a glazed over gaze. It was as if his brain and mouth weren't able to work in sync. For once she had brought about an air of speachlessness. "Well," he cleared his throat. From the roots of his hair to the base of his neck a rosiness had settled in quite nicely and it wasn't inconspicuous, either. "I love you for you. The way your smile seems to glow like all the stars in the night sky. The way I can say close to any thing around you and you listen without embarrassing myself I love you for all your quirks. For your understated elegance. I love you for your laugh... For how you make me feel." He paused looking away sheepishly. "I have for a while now. Before you came along I didn't really care where I was going in life. If I became a bum, so be it. You brought something to me, something large enough to spark who I really was back to life. I love and admire you for your strength."
She had gone through so much in her life. So many obstacles he wished he could have hidden her away from. Reflecting upon herself she may have seen a young, broken girl. All of that changed in his eyes. He saw an graceful and strong character. One that he often found himself learning something new from. With every passing day. He didn't see some shattered figure, instead Miles saw a woman no in need of fixing, rather confidence. He watched her for a reaction. Her beautiful self. "So..Yeah," his flushed expression only increased.
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It took a long moment to reply finding comfort in the lowness of his voice. Even before he had spoken she had known it had been Mase just by the way the bed seemed to bend beneath his weight. Her eyes were held shut tightly, the duvet clenched in the dancers fist. "Migraine," she flinched. He was right, it did seem to go beyond that. A pounding within her skull was only the beginning of it.
After another break in talk she didn't turn her head to face the love of her life. Instead she left her face buried in the comfort of the bed. It felt childish, but we all need that innocent feeling once and again. "What if this doesn't go well?" She spoke in a small voice. Despite her usual soft tone it almost always held emotion behind it, not weakness. "What if Miles lashes out again?" Anxiety began to build up behind the curtains for a decent amount of time. Not so much about herself, but the on goings around her. Her breath hitched in her deep within her esophagus. Her what if questions could have gone on for hours, if not days, ranging from Mason himself, to her brother, although most of which focused on the younger woman, Ara. After so long the brunette could no longer bend. Always imagining herself as a pillar she finally crumbled beneath the weight of her world.
Unbeknownst to the action she had befun to hyperventilate. It felt wrong. She shouldn't have been so upset, yet, she was.
[I appreciate it, thank you, Porcelain. I really truly appreciate it. Glarb, I am so ready to get back into this thread... I have missed it. C':
Forgive me if their a bit out of tune, I just have to find them again~ ] [/size][/justify]
