Posts by sadify.

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  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]dave and krisg had both looked towards her, listening to her words as they apoke ab8ut caspar, his crying easily heard. "topaz.. just sit down. dave will go and gwt him and bring him to you, you just nwed to sit and relax for a koment," a calming krist had spoken as he had moved out of the room for a second,returnjng quickly after with a glass of water as it hadnt been long before dave had braught out caspar, gently handing him iver to topaz. "kurts never been like this," krist had spoken after a moment as he had looked towards the stairs, debating on going and finding kurt. " do you..um think we should go and talk to him?" he had asked softly after a moment, looking towards her. they just wanted to help. meanwhile, kurt stayed laying upstairs, his eyes filled with tears as he had heard caspar crying downstairs. hebhad cried alot lately, he would just go through stages of getting really upset. all he wanted was to be back to normal- butnhe vouldnt. he had ruined everything. his head was just so stuffed ip, he was eeally not psychologicaly right right now, so unstable and fragile.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]"i think we should go and see him then.." dave had spoken quietly, givung her a conforting smile as krist and him had both stood, soon their footsteps being heard going up the stairs leaving topaz to some privacy as they both were soon outaife of the door where kurt laid, a pain in his head. it wasnt like a headache, it was just this pain in his mind, this suffocating feeling within his head and body. he just laid there, silent tears leaking from his eyes as blonde hair covrred his face. he had heard the footsteps ag thendoor, but hadnt paid enough attention to the fact that there was two pairs, his mins not comprehending it at that moment as the door had slowly opened. he thought it was topaz as he just stayed in the same position as he was before, his body cuddled under the soft blankets, his face under the covers slightly, tears making the soft cotton of the sheets wet. kurt was just breathing- barely functionung, and defiently not living. all he would do was lay there and cry. "kurt.. its us- dave and krist..you need to talk to us; you need to talk to topaz," dave had spoken.
    it would be quite a while before dave and krist wouls be heard coming back downstairs- but this time, with another pair of extreamly light footsteps. it was kurt. kurt followed behind them weekly, his skinny,fragile bodybfollowing close behind dave and kurt. he wore the same pajama pants as he had worn dor the oast day, an old band shirt over his body just like the usual kurt. it had taken them quife a long time to get him there, but by now kurt was out of bed, the dangerously skinny, tear stained cheeks and messy hairnnow in view as he had sat weekly on the couch nwxt to davd and krist, everything silent for that moment as kurt held his legs to his chest, his feet on the sofa as he closed his eyes, his hair covrring his face. dave and krist had just looked towards topaz, showing her a conforting look. "kurt, you need to talk to her.." at least he was out of the bed.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt just looekd so fragile as he at there, in a really frightening way. he seemed as if he would just break with a single touch. he stayed cuddled up to himself, holding himself close as he felt everyones eyes on him, just making him sick. he really was just going through something frightening, his mind was in a place it had never ever been before. he had completely withdrawn from everything, completely abandoning everything and everyone, having such a strong apathy. he was just so emotionless too, although he cried sometimes he really just struggled to do that even. he seemed as if he had even neglected himself, his blonde hair knotted and messy, his body back to that dangerously skinny point again. he was just loosing it. he had sat there, not moving when krit had spoken, taking a silent minute before he had suddenly lifted his head. his eyes were swollen and red from crying, his cheeks also slightly red compared to how pale the rest of his skin was from the tears. he had such a frightening, flat gaze though as his eyes met topaz's finally looking at her for the first time in what probably felt like forever. he hd just kept his eyes on her, before he had looked away, looking at caspar for a moment before he settled back down. he seemed completely silent for a moment, so emotionless before suddenly, thought warning he had burst out into tears, his head going down again as he had ran his hands through his hair, suddenly pulling at it after a second. "fu.k!" he had suddenly almost yelled, still crying.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt had seen caspar reach out for him- thats why he had got into these tears and had just broke. he was a terrible father now, just like his own father and he just couldn't handle it, he couldnt stand that thought. but ulike how he used to be, he didnt even make a move to change it, he wasnt fighting like he used to anymore he had just lost everything, he was just such a mess now. he had heard her words as he tried to calm down, dave and krist looking at eachother slightly scared. they had never seen kurt like this before, ever. kurt didnt reply to her words as he tried to calm down, not until a little while. "no he doesn't topaz. nobody wants me ecause im such a f.cking discusting person, i've ruined everything," and for the first time in weeks kurt had spoken to her
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt too had always loved cuddling with her. that had just been there time- no one else. it had always been like that, they would have just been the only ones in the world- thats exactly how it had always felt. before this had all happened kurt hd actually been helping out around the house alot more, cleaning during the day when she was at svhool and caspar was asleep, cooking occasionally, espeically when she was really tired, he would have always beem doing stuff.. but now, everything was just so different. he had finally looked back up at her, his eyes full of pain and sadness, his cheeks red from crying. "i want to come back topaz! i f.cking want to come back.. i cant, i cant!" he had looked at her, tears coming still, as he had spoken, declaring how hopeless he was feling over himself.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt was just such a mess,looking at him it was so obvious that he too nweeed help- and not just help from the psoplw around him, but professional help from someone who knew exactly what they were dealing with. he was just so broken in jalf right noe, ans aomethijg reallh wasnt right in his head. for the first tkme in weeks though kurt was actually reaponding and talking to her, actually aknowledging that she was there unlike how he had been. he had calmed doen a bit now though, seeming to go back to expressionless kurt so quick as he sniffled back tears like a young child. "no topaz... it wont work this time.." he seemsd to want to talk more, but all of a sudden he seemed to get distracted or cut off b y somrthing, his trail of thought just leaving hkm. he was hahing this problem alot lately, and it was scaring him. never had he been like this.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]as she had left kurt had just broken ut into more tears, just sitting there, one big mess. mintues would pass of dave and krist talking to hi, both unable to help getting somewhat angry at him. how could he do this to topaz, his fiance? it took a lot, but after a few minutes, a fragile, silent kurt had opened the door to the room she was in, hearing her cries as he jut broke into a thousand tiny peices inside. he stood there for a second, trying to calm down before he ahd finally moved, moving to sit down in front of her. he just sat there, his legs crossed, his eyes so emmotionless still as he just looked at her, his blonde hair puhed to behind his ears. he sat there for a second before he ahd finally spoken. "please dont cry.." his vioce was barely auidible, so quiet and broken.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]deep down, kurt too was horrified. he couldnt think about bringing another child into the mess they were in right jow withiut being so crazily scared.. but right now, he was too blinder by his love for her and their son that they had right now that he didnt even think about the negatives at that moment. ""i- i know.. but its happened, and theres moving that can change it.. i was stupid last time anyway."
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    ♓ | ♂ | ⚤


    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]    		 [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]YOUR MAIN TEXT HERE
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt had just amiled as he had wrapped his arms arpund her back, softly holding her as hw had gently pressed his lips against hers for a second before he pulled away. "Everything will be fine," he had spoken softly, a soft and conforting smile on his face
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 350px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 12px]sure! maybe she could start not wanting the baby and keeps second guessing it and ends up aborting it behind kurt's back and he finds out and gets really upset and angry? idk cx

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]haha okay.. well, do you have any ideas then? I'm used to really angsty rps lately, that's why I suggested it cx
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt had sat tehre, on his side of the bed that he hadnt slept in i ages, loking towards her as he had just sighed at her words, feeling sick to the stomach. he was so over himself, he just hated himself like crazy. his head was just so messed up, his head was just so wreaked. he had sighed hearing her words, just staying silent for a moment, wanting to cry himself. he was such a horrible, discusting person.. and worst, she thought this was all her fault. she thought he didnt love her. without thinking, after a minute or two of just siting there,kurt had finally shifted, moving so that he was laying next to her, his arms softly coming aroun her, holding her for the fit time in ages. "topaz.. i love you, okay? and i'm so, so sorry,"
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]"i'll do anything for you," he had spoken in responce to her words saying thank you, his voice quiet and exhausted, as he hadn't been sleeping in ages. for the first time in week kurt was actually seeming to function, eyt he still didn't seem the same as before. he justfelt so empty, even jus tbeing so close to him the negative vibes were strong. but at least he wsa actually responding to her, it was alot for him in his state right now. as they layd there, her against his body it was evident by the feel of his body how crazy skinny he was, wih his ribs and colarbone almost being sharp, his body just so week and nothing but skin and bone. he jsut layed there for a while, in a conforting silence with his arms around her, his eyes momentarily cllsed before he had suddenly spoken up. "somethings really wrong with me topaz.. my head.. theres something wrong,"
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]topaz was right about this probably being a one off for a while- this was obviously extreamly strange for kurt in the condition that he was in, with this one small moment being the first time he had touched, even spoken to her in ages. he was obviously finding ti hard too- but a real part of kurt, the happy, funny and loving father was cracking thorugh his miserable and disturbed exteier. but he was rying hard right now, not to just burst out in tears and push her away because he was so messed up in the head. he felt as if she deserved someone else right now, his head kept telling him that she deseved someone who was better than him, that he was nothing. but he just blocked out all those thoughs currently beciase he knew it woul jsut upset topaz even more. his ocean blue eyes had opened up, looking towards her as he had just nodded numbly, because he knew he needed help. the look of sadness in his eyes was horrible as she had spoken about caspar, about how sorry she was as he had ust closed his eys after a moment, feeling te tears coming. a few silent tears had rolled down the side of his sace for a second before he had opened his eyes back up, looking at her with those tear filled eyes of his. "t- topaz... i- i.. i keep hearing voices.." he ad stuttered out. there, he had finally said it. more tears jsut cae as he felt literally sick. kurt hadn;t let himself think it for a long time, but now, he ha dsaid it. kurt had been hearing voices in his head, voices he knew wern't there.. sometimes he would even just ehar screaming and it wouldn't go away.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots

  • "you can trust me.. i won't hurt you.." ( girl needed . pafp . semi-adv. )

    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 6px solid #f2f2f2; background: url(http://i.imgur.com/rWMoTpX.gif) center; background-size: cover; width: 130px; height: 145px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#e6e6e6; border: none; border-top: 4px solid #0d0d0d; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; height: 79px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-top: 1px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 158px; min-height: 79px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]KURT D. COBAIN —




    “birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don't speak bird.”




    [align=center]♓ | ♂ | ⚤
    [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#f2f2f2; border: none; border-left: 5px solid #0d0d0d; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: hidden; padding: 7px; margin-left: -4px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; padding: 0px; padding-right: 24px;][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 309px; min-height: 250px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: #0d0d0d; line-height: 8.5px;]kurt just wanted to throw up. he couldnt believe he was even saying this, it was just horrifying to think about. it really was a big thing for him to say what he had, to admit it. he had barely even been talking to her for ages. he had listened to her words as more tears just came as he closed his eyes, not expecting to feel her lips against his skin as his teary eyes had opened again, looking towards her as he couldnt help but cry harder. he felt horrible. he had completely ruined everything between them, broken every promise, cheated on her. "im so sorry topaz, im so sorry.." he had cried now, his dhaking hands coming up to try to wipe away his tears, kurt just crying his weak heart out. "i- i dont know whats wrong with ms," he had stuttered out, kurt feeling so horribly sick and terrible. he just desperately needed help, before he got even worst and ended up either really hurting himself or someone else.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-size: 1px; color: transparent; letter-spacing: 5px; margin-top: -13px;]marsy loves you lots