[fancypost borderwidth=0px][size=8]hey there!
the names pixelated and i'm new to the site, but not to roleplaying! i love to draw (especially surreal landscapes) and i love pixel art (as you can probably tell) uvu
and i'd also love to be friends with lots of people here! so hi!
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]hola!
no i didn't make it, i wish but i'm no good at making pixels (: all of the art on my profile is credited to the original artists!
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[font=calibri][color=white]THE DEVIL MAKES US SIN
BUT WE LIKE IT
WHEN WE'RE SPINNING
IN HIS GRIN
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]pyrite
female
blue silver tabby
w/ white
silver eyes
pretty
massive attack - paradise circus
shadowclan
manipulation of soundwaves and molecules
super senses
chaotic neutral
always knows which direction she's travelling in
mild schizophrenic
* delusional: everyone is constantly conspiring against her
* hallucinations: voices are constantly putting her down (also talks to herself)
* inappropriate display of emotions: laughs a little to hard at things
* often zones out
* twitch: often grimaces uncontrollably
* lacks goals
* trouble speaking (stuttering, drifting off)
** only eats what she catches; worried about poisoned food
** constantly checks over her shoulder in fear of people watching her
"I have schizophrenia...
I know its stupid but I always look over my shoulder to make sure no-one is following or talking about me and I don't eat from the freshkill pile because who knows whats been done to the food? The voice in my head always tells me that I'm worthless and everyone hates me which I don't blame them. I laugh a lot during serious and grave situations and I have an uncontrollable twitch where I grimace all the time. I zone out a lot and I have trouble making and achieving goals and I also struggle with proper speech and have even more trouble trying to pronounce my powers and sch-schizo- schizophrenia.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]"Wow, you actually did it."
"I told you I would!"
It had been one long walk, her optimistic voice replying to an otherwise unheard statement. She had known she had been travelling in the right direction but she thought she was never going to see it; the scent of Shadowclan was long awaited and welcomed by the pretty silver she-cat. The corners of her lips turned down in an involuntary grimace but she regained composure to sit by the border and give off a sweet purr to alert the clanners to her presence. It was about time she found an actual home.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]hello calico, starling and nerezza (:
i would love to learn how to make pixels as well but i don't think i even have the right programs, aha
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Name and business?
'My name is-'
Her voice seemed to catch in her throat and for a moment she wasn't sure who she was. Was she the cat sitting at the border after having undertaken the longest journey of her life or was she someone completely different? Shaking her head to chase away the thoughts she gave the kindest smile she could manage. You see, she was a mild schizophrenic and it wasn't all that obvious unless you were inside her head. 'Pyrite. My name is Pyrite. I'm here the seek a home in Shadowclan.'
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]oh, well if you have access to a computer i can always suggest fire alpaca. it's a free downloadable program kind of like a simplified version of sai (:
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]She couldn't control the amused burst of laughter that left her lips the moment Candyfangs appeared. Pyrite knew it wasn't that funny and that most cats in the clan were obviously accustomed to it but she had only heard tales of cats who could change their appearance and their surroundings at whim and this was all shiny and new to her.
'Sorry,' she chuckled, a quick grimace crossing her face as she realized her actions. 'I swear my loyalty to Shadowclan and whatnot.'
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Pyrite gave a small smile, acknowledging and agreeing to the idea of being shown around. Better than bumping around aimlessly, asking strangers where things were and how things worked. Pyrite was an aimless kind of cat anyway, constantly having trouble setting goals and achieving them.
She rose to her feet, casting a glance over her silver tabbied shoulder to make sure no-one was behind her; Py lived with the constant fear of people watching her and judging her and while she could always shrug off mean things said about her, she was more worried for people who might be out to stab her in the back. Literally. 'Alright, is there anything I should know about this place? Who's the leader?'
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]She knew she wouldn't remember that; hell, Pyrite had zoned out halfway through the list of names. But as the talking ceased the silver tabby smiled and nodded as if she had actually registered what had been said.
'Any religions, customs, rules?' Py questioned, not willing to break the rules on her first day and make everybody hate her already. She wasn't prepared for that kind of thing to happen and her mind was racing ahead, imagining the death stares she would get and the words said behind her back. Clearing her throat and returning to the present, Pyrite followed Candyfangs with aimless steps.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Pyrite was relieved; she wasn't very religious either and even if there had've been one, she wouldn't have followed it anyway. A sigh of relief left her lips and the she-cat kept following the guard. In an attempt to keep the conversation flowing, Py continued.
'What exactly does a guard do?' she asked, grimacing slightly as she thought about her home and how they didn't even have a leader, 'it's not like that in other clans, is it?'
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]track!
pyrite is open for any threads and plots maybe (:
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]All I want for Christmas is a.... ability to take anothers pain
Item Price: 30,000 fk
(:
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]no problem (:
hello ideal! uvu
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Homesick? She would look it on the outside but her rash decision making and lack of goals had let her wander away from her horrible home without looking over her shoulder, and that said a lot. Like Varus, Py wasn't usually this nice either, usually immature and indifferent to others to cope with the ongoing problems in her mind.
'Hello,' she muttered dreamily to Varus, to caught up in exploring her surroundings. Silver optics darted this way and that, often stumbling as she wasn't watching where she was going.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]hello everyone, thank you for the welcomes (:
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Pyrite had been out hunting at the same time; she refused to eat from the freshkill pile, always worried that it had been poisoned or something silly like that. Upon seeing the cat fall down a hole, she had hung back away from the group. She was only new to the clan, having joined merely a day ago and didn't know if her input would be appreciated. Once the crowd had formed she pressed forward.
A small chuckle left the silver tabbies lips and she knew it wasn't the time but she couldn't help the burst of laughter. The mild schizophrenic bit her paw to stifle the sound and grimaced in annoyance at herself before she pushed to the front of the crowd.
'If you want to stabilize the walls I could always be of help,' Pyrite purred sweetly, frowning as she tried to pronounce her power, 'I have m-manipulation of m-molecules as well.'
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Sing?
Pyrite already had speech problems, but trying to tune her voice at the same time? It'd probably result in a fit of anger and a few damaged ears, especially her own with her super senses and all. Py decided to seat herself next to her fellow Py; Pyrrhicpaw had been there when she first joined the clan and she considered them acquaintances. Not like she had any actual friends yet.
'This is going to be interesting,' Pyrite said dreamily, her voice trailing off into a murmur as she turned her silver eyes to Kelseykit.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]two is my favourite and three and four come shortly after (: for those i would pay around 6,000 - 7,000 and maybe another thousand for a background like number two uvu
