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    it can be kind of hard to come up with solid traditional names so why don't we all help inspire each other and throw out ideas! i'll add a few of mine:


    snakeshadow, for an emo black tom

    crunchytoes, for a crotchety old elder (already designed her but i haven't played her yet)

    silverflash, for a windclan tom

    sharkpool, for a riverclan tom with slightly evil tendencies

    ravengaze, for a shadowclan tom


    why are most of my character ideas for toms. i don't know

    hey guys i wanna make a riverclan cat and i have a few ideas but could u tell me which one u think would fit best in the clan rn? like be balanced with the other characters here already, u know?


    1) sharkpaw (sharkpool), a sleek white tom with blue-violet eyes. he's dumb, kinda gross, and pretty reckless, and has a disturbing affinity for fighting


    2) frozenpaw (frozenstone maybe, idk), a black and white tom. he's creative, clever, and good at fighting, but he has no social skills. he grew up alone as a rogue and had to fend for himself so he never really developed any relationships or healthy emotions


    3) cherrypaw (cherryburst), a red point she-cat with blue-green eyes. she's really smart, and strong too. she's sweet to everyone at first, but she has a quick fuse and if you piss her off she'll claw you. if i play her i'd like her to have a family here so if anyone wants to adopt her that would be dope

    here are my characters. pls interact with them.


    i really have no idea what's going on with this guy but i've liked him for about 3 years now and he's still as hot and cold as ever and i know i should just drop him but MAN i'm invested and i've never met someone i connect with more...also we just have so many random things in common i feel like it can't be just coincidence. we're both aries, the oldest of 5 kids, artistic, lowkey furries, did the school musicals, we didn't have any friends when we were younger, and basically have really similar family structures. like one of our parents is really chill and fun while the other is really harsh and lectures us all the time and makes us feel shitty. also we agree that our third youngest sibling is way cooler than us. idk i just feel like the universe is telling us something, like those are random ass things to have in common...anyway he's just been really weird lately so imma just tell this whole story and let u guys decide if i'm delusional or not. pls don't be afraid to be brutally honest lmao


    so sophomore year was my first time doing the musical and boo's too (imma just call him boo). he was real fun to be around but i didn't like him at that point cuz i didn't rly kno him and he wasn't in any of my classes. then junior year we were in art together and the teacher put us next to each other and said "i put u next to people who i think will complement each other" obviously talking about skill-wise or inspiration-wise, and then boo immediately turns to me and is like "sadie you look pretty today" and i think that's when i started liking him cuz no boy had ever just said that to me, joking or not. so we were art partners for like half a semester and he would be kind of weird sometimes like we had rolly chairs and he would roll around and brush his legs against mine. but i was as cold and closed off as ever bc idk how to talk to boys and it didn't go anywhere. later he started talking to this other girl and in the spring they started dating.


    senior year we were in art together again. we talked a lot in class but not a lot outside, he still had that girlfriend and she was real possessive. in the fall there was this retreat seniors can go on (we went to catholic school) and both of us went and we ended up in the same small group (there were like 8 small groups of 6 people that u broke off into to discuss questions and stuff). and during that retreat i thought i had found my soulmate, like that's when i found out all these things we had in common and he was really insightful and good at explaining things and just i was like in love. and we had to do these "affirmation" things at the end where u say nice things about each other and his was so deep and heartfelt about me like he held my hands and everything but i was uncomfortable cuz he still had that girlfriend and i'm uncomfortable with that kind of intensity in general whyamilikethis


    after the retreat boo said he hoped we could talk more but that didn't rly happen at all, we still just talked in class. more and more tho he kept saying things to me like "ur slim thicc" (<--i don't even know how many times he's said that or other butt-related things to me) and nice eyes and stuff like that. and always complimenting my art too, my friends told me he had taken a pic of one of my drawings and put it on his snapchat story captioned "sadie is an art goddess." one day in the spring semester he saw me drinking some coconut water and he was like "you like coconut water??" and i was like "yeah" and he was like "and seaweed too??" and i was like "yeah" and he was like "wow, we're practically the same person" like YOU DONT SAY. also he acknowledged the retreat again saying it was wild or something like that and was like "the only reason i would believe in astrology is because we're both aries and we're so similar." also during the spring i drew a portrait of him as part of my ap art concentration, and i made it the best one out of the others i drew lmao. oh also we both played water polo that year. we were both probably the worst on the teams lmao.


    then the school musical came around again and like we were perfect for the lead parts and i'm pretty sure the director chose that musical for us?? like it was weird how perfectly we fit the characters. but anyway, he faked sick during callbacks because he didn't want to take a test so the director ended up casting a freshman guy as the lead instead and i almost had to kiss him which was terrifying but that's another story. boo ended up just being part of ensemble and dragged his girlfriend along to do the musical with him but she really didn't want to and convinced him to quit.


    it was near prom season and in art class boo just randomly asked me to prom (literally was just like "hey sadie what if i asked you to prom") and i was like "don't u have a girlfriend" and he was like "i don't think she'd mind" and i was like "i'll think about it" but jokingly. he also just Idk does all these random weird creepy things like we were at a rally and he sat behind me, smelled my hair, and said "nice hair...can i have it" i don't understand. anyway i ended up going to prom with some other guy and i put it on instagram and boo's girlfriend liked the pic even though she doesn't even follow me, so that was weird.


    over summer boo and his girlfriend had a nasty breakup over what i still don't know. his dad didn't like her bc he thought she was going to get pregnant to make him stay with her so he made them break up but they stayed friends but then something happened that i don't know about and then they hated each other. boo seemed really distraught about it cuz that was like almost 2 years of his life and started hooking up with a bunch of girls (he still lowkey does, big fuckin HOE). but that summer i finally got the balls to start a snapchat streak with him but he kept losing it, the max we ever got to was like 40 days i think. one night he was drunk and snapped me that if we were drunk together he would hook up with me and i was like "thanks i think" and he was like "sadie ur kinda hot" and i was like "i would be hotter if i was an anime girl" and he was like "no ur still hot with that fat ass" (ps at a friend's grad party he told his friends he would eat my ass...ok but would u eat my..heart??) i don't think he remembered that drunk incident cuz none of us ever brought it up again. like late october this year he broke our streak again but then it never came back, suddenly he just didn't respond to any of my snaps. idk what i did? but he would still like my tweets and avidly supported any art i posted. like i swear he's my number one supporter of art i post on twitter he always retweets it. a few days ago i posted a "like this and i'll draw u as a furry on ms paint" and he retweeted it?? like boi it said like not retweet but anyway he was the only one to post the drawing i made him and started a chain reaction. after i drew him as a furry he went on a like rampage and every tweet i made after that for a couple days he clicked like.


    which brings me to the present. tonight he dm'ed me an especially creepy tweet. but it was actually accurate about how i was feeling and Idk what he was trying to say by it.

    https://twitter.com/thatsjustodd/status/845713323064807424

    ^ that's the link to the tweet btw


    TL;DR so i honestly have no idea what's going on inside this kids mind?? there's probably some other stuff i forgot but i'm writing this at 12:00 am trying to make sense of it all. i hate that i still love him after all this buffoonery

    yeah, they should definitely meet! i'm going to make whirl an apprentice v soon so maybe they could meet at the border? if u want u could just have maizey sneak out or wait until she's an apprentice too


    also thank u!! x3

    we could just do it now if u want, it'll be whirl's first interaction with a cat from another clan and he'd probably be like "what?? they let kits out of camp in windclan? man that's where i should have been born"