Sounds about right? What was that supposed to mean? Was he trying to say it was normal for a master to be so willing to kill their apprentice? That didn't seem right, how could someone so easily accept that fact? Vin was surprised that the sith had accepted what he said so easily.
He looked at Vader for a few moments, trying to decipher what the lion was. It was so hard to read him without a face to look at. Then Vader asked about his own past, and he thought about this for a moment. Where should he start? He had no idea. "Well, I have indeed seen and done a lot in my life. I haven't done what you've done, but I've done and seen things that had changed me from something completely different from what I am today." He replied, looking at the lion curiously, wondering why he suddenly felt like talking to him. They weren't close, so it was odd that the cyborg lion decided to talk to him about this.
He then took a deep breath, deciding to give a short summary of his life. "Well, I suppose the first thing I've done was leave my family and not once look back. I miss them sure, and I wonder what it would be like if I were still with them, but the only regret I feel is the hurt I may have caused them. I lived in thunderclan, but i knew nothing of the world at that point, everything fascinated me, I loved it all, I couldn't see the wrong in the world. I suppose I was selfish, I cared only for myself, but it was only when I lived in Mountainclan, that was when I killed a person for the first time. I took this same knife and threw it into the heart of someone who was trying to kill a friend of mine. It felt horrible, I reacted out of instinct and maybe a little bit out of anger." He said, remembering all of the innocence that his youth held, oh how much he wished to have it back. "Then, I was forced to fight in a pit when I was captured by bloodclan, I saw the horrors that anti-clans were capable of. I didn't let it break me, I managed to escape and make it back home. Then I learned that my beloved had died without me there for her. I felt lost, I thought I had lost everything, but I wasn't alone and I managed to find love and care elsewhere." He paused for another moment, his first loss wasn't something he could forget, never, it was a pain that tore him apart, but he hadn't learned from that pain the first time he supposed.
"It was in Arcadianclan that I felt such loss and it was Arcadianclan that I had learned what true love felt like. I fought for a purpose, I even managed to make peace with longtime enemies. In Arcadianclan I had become benevolent and loving to those around me, even a role model to some. But I had a heavy heart, I can't count all of the things I could have prevented, all of the lives I've stolen. I failed at being a leader and eventually I left. I found myself in Skyclan after being a mercenary, guarding trade caravans and the such. That was the place I had truly lost myself. It was fine at first, I had Anima, someone I loved with all of my heart. She had to leave me and although heartbroken, I still had the hope that she would come back to me." His voice started to break as memories started to flood back, horrible memories.
"That was when I found Anima dying, I hoped I could save her, but there was nothing I could possibly do. She sat there in my paws, dying and she asked me a few things. She asked me to move on in life, to not let her death drag me down. Then she asked me to kill her, and so with my very own knife, I ended her life with my own blade. I had lost many people before that, I've dealt with depression and loss and insanity, but that had pushed me over. I seemed to be fine at first, but then I lost it, I lost myself. I left Skyclan, but this time I wasn't some benevolent mercenary, I was a mindless loner, I cared for no one, I trusted no one. I didn't care who it was I killed, before when I killed people I felt regret, even when I was almost violated. But then, I didn't care, I had lost my way. But then someone found me, and they had shown me who I really was. I wasn't a monster, they showed me care and love. They brought me back from that dark time in my life. For that I owe that person my life, and so I'll protect them with mine until the day I die." He would finally conclude, wary of giving any description to Vader. He didn't trust the lion and he trusted the leopard that controlled him even less. He didn't know why they would hurt Aurora, but he wasn't willing to take the chance that he would. But there it was, there was his life with a few highlights of what he'd done. Again he hadn't done anything so evil as Vader, he wasn't looking for a pity party, he was simply telling it how it was.
//I ended up going back while I wrote this and dang do I feel bad for Vin, not to mention the fact that I've kinda been thinking of having Aurora die before Vin.
also I'm sorry if this is way too long, but there is so much to write about, I've had this guy for a long time
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General Info:
- Vindicate Clemens
- Windclan
- Deity = Adrestia (Goddess of Balance)
- 5 Years Old
- Honorguard of Windclan
Physical Info:
- Scarred Blue Tabby /w White Wings (Main) Cheetah, Griffin
- Carries a KA-BAR Knife (Has engraving of a Scale on the blade and sheath)
Powers:
- Ability to control Time
- Shape shifting
- Telekines
- Elemental control over wind
Battle Info:
- Physical Very Hard
- Mental Hard
Attack in
post in Olive to attack