Posts by Aurorastar123

I felt him start to kiss me back. I kissed him for as long as I cpuld until I started struggling for breath. I pulled away and caught my breath, looking at Felix. I raised one hand and rested it on the back of his head. I stared at him, regret in my eyes. I looked so ashamed of what I had done. I lowered my heAd and looed down." I'm so sorry Felix." I whispered." I'm sorry I hurt you in this way. But...I promise I will do everything I possibly can to mKe this up to you." I whispered.

I hugged him close to me." I....I don't know how I'm going to do that. But...I'll try anything." I whispered. I kissed the top of his head. "...I'll get better." I whispered quietly." I-I'll start eatibg properly again. I'll go work out with you. I'll...I'll stop harming myself. I won't ever go out drinking again. Not unless you're with me to make sure I don't do anything stuoid again." I whispered. I winced as I suddenly heard thunder and saw a flash of lightening. I looked out over the cliff and sighed. I shivered as it suddenly started to downpour. I looked down at Felix. My heart sank as I remebered how terrified of thunderstorms he was. I wasn't going to let him stay out here. That would only make it worse for him. I slipped on my green sweatshirt and stood up. I then wrapped the blankets around Felix before lifting him into my arms. I turned and started walking back down the cliff, shivering as the rain pelted down on us. I was determined to get Felix home though. I wasn't going to let him freeze to death out here. And I wanted to be there for him if he started panicking. I kissed the top of his head and held him closer as I picked up the pace a bit and started walking home.

I kissed him back for a few seconds before pulling away." Well I love holding you. It's nice to have the close contact."' I murmured.

"Okay. Maybe I said that to cover up my love forgot being by me." I murmured warmly.

I nodded." I love havibg you by me. When you are, it's so calming and peaceful." I whisoered.

"Sweetheart, relax. I've got you." I whispered. I held him closer to me and looked around. I winced as it thundered again." It's okay baby. I've got you. Youre okay. I'm not going to let anything hirt you." I whispered. I kissed the top of his head.

"Well....It's been proven that you aren't." I whispered.

I looked down at him. I looked around. I couldn't keep him out here. I raised my hand and rested his head against my shoulder and kept it there. "Hush my love. It'll be okay." I whispered. I noticed we were close to the house. I kept my arms tightly around him and started running to the house. I kept his head on my shoulder.

I looked down at him as he wailed. I shushed him." It's ojay." I said. As soon as we got into the house, I sighed. Piers and AAron looked up in surprise." Ryan, where the h*ll have you been?" Puers asked.

"I'll talk later." I said. I quickly made my wat uostairs. I moved into our bedroom and sat down. I unwrapped two of the blankets from Felix but I kept one around him. I held him closer to me. I slowly rubbed his back." Hush my love. I've got you. I'm not going to let anything harm you. I promise." I whispered. I rested his head against my chest to try and block out the sound of the storm. I slowly rubbed his back in small circles with the other. I started singing softky to get him to focus on me and not the storm,

I looked down at him and frowned. I merely kept him close to me and continued singing softky, holding his head to my chest. I tightened my hold on him. I rested my chin on hisbhead. I looked out the window. I sniffed and blinked. I noticed the thunder and started to go away, but it was still raining pretty heavily.

I looked down at him. I was silent for a moment."...Sweetheart, calm down. You are in the house. You're safe. I won't let anything hurt you." I said. "I promise dear. Nothing will harm you." I whispered. I smiled and stroked his hair." Remeber when we first got together? When we first kissed? Remeber how happy you were?" I asked.

I was silent when he asked me to be. I kept him close."...What's wrong?" I asked quietly.

I blinked and tensed up. I kissed the top of his head before letting go of him. I shifted so I was in front of him, guarding him. I looked over at our window, trying to see what could have made the noise.

I tensed up and got to my feet. I pulled Fekix up as well and held him behind my back. My eyes narrowed and I stared at the window, my protectiveness for Felix only increased. I swear if someone tried laying a hand on my fiancé I would not hesitate to kill them.

"When you were with me, we almost died from a tank." I murmured. I ran my hand through his hair.

I tensed up and backed up a bit. I backed up until Felix was against the wall and I was in front of him." No matter what....I'm not letting anyone hurt you." I whispered.

I kept my gaze on the window. My eyes never left it. I watched it, seeing if someone would break in. After a moment, I took a step towards the window.

I nodded." I will." I whispered. "Stay there." I said. I then catiously moved over to the window. I hesitated for a moment before stopping in front of it and looking out it.

I tensed up. I hesitated for a moment before opening the window. There was still a downpour of rain. I looked down. I reached down and grabbed his hand. I then pulled him in and then closed the window. I looked down at the male.