I had woken up a bit early this morning,growling at my little brother."Jeez,just leave me alone,you little shit!"I shouted,grumpy as hell.My face softened when I saw tears in his eyes,and he ran out of my room."Hey,wait!I'm..."I trailed off and growled at myself,then harshly pushed myself off of my bed and grabbed some clothes.I didn't even bother to see what they were.
I stomped ot the bathroom,overhearing my brother's sobs erupt his bedroom and the hall.I harshly ran my hand through my hair,my hands trembling.Mom was dead and dad was at work.I hated to babysit my little brother because I always made him cry.Jeez,I'm such an ass.I shook the thoughts out of my head and glared at myself in the mirror above the sink.I turned around and walked to the shower,then turned it on.I put my clothes on the ground,but where they wouldn't get wet.
Once I was finished taking my shower I got out and dried off,then quickly got dressed.Something inside of me told me today was going to be a train wrecked hell as the time came for me and my brother to get to the bus stop.I called to him using a loud,yet soft voice"Marcus,come on!" I sighed as he scampered out of his room and down the stairs,then grabbed his things and scampered out the door.Why did I have to be so mean to him?He was sixteen,yet he was so child-like and...Shut the fuck up,I'm not going soft!
I just...I'm a protective big brother...
I frowned as I jogged down the stairs,grabbed a water bottle from the fridge in the kitchen,then grabbed my backpack and jogged out the door.The bus was about a block away and I could plainly see it.Marcus was probably already on.I let a small sigh escape my lips,and I ran a hand through my curly hair as my friends came up behind me.They said their greeting and then we walked to the bus.I wondered where in the hell Adam was.He should have met up with us.Oh shit,that little fucker better not have-Oh,Lucas...You sonofabitch...
I noticed the gang had realized that Adam was gone,and they were searching the area.But he was nowhere to be seen.As soon as we stepped onto the bus,I just sat down in the front,by myself.I really didn't feel in the mood today.But the rest of the gang sat in the back,and near Noah.There was something making me feel sick to my stomach..Oh yeah,guilt.Good ol' guilt...
I could hear the gang starting to spat at Noah,but I tried to pay no attention.If I did I'd just join them.But I couldn't help myself but to listen."Hey,you little bitch.What'd you do to Adam,ha?I know you know here he is,"I heard the voice of Terrance say.His voice actually scared me quite a bit.I was surprised that he took orders from me.