[fancypost borderwidth= 0px; width: 350px; text-align: justify;][font=georgia][size=7pt]mismatched eyes would blink once or twice. belonging to patrick. the tom was shaking slightly, moving carefully and making sure he could see anyone that might approach him. afraid though the reason was unclear. the spirit beside him seeming quite confused even though she was someone so close to him. having known him for so long.
nightmares. insomnia. both had began to crawl toward the burly creature. something that had begun to freak him out. panic was then caused and it seemed like a purgatory for him. "what the hell is wrong with you?" he then heard a voice that made him jump. ghastly and almost unfamiliar though he could easily recognize who it belonged to. alexandra.
"you know, you were there when my dad tried to kill me." he would respond quickly, defensive and jumpy. he knew he was alone though, other than alexandra. an excuse to talk about how he was feeling. "you know what its like to feel alone, don't you?" he would then add in a more sheepish and quiet tone. thinking to himself as he spoke.
"since when was this the right time to talk about things like that. i thought you were over that b*stard anyway." allie would answer, her tone firm though with a small amount of sweetness hidden within it. he knew she was right, but he knew he couldn't suffer in health because things were on his mind and he wouldn't talk about them.
"i can't sleep, allie." he would whisper, bringing a rough tongue across his shoulders as he thought of something to add. "The clan shouldn't suffer because of me, right?" he would then mew, his father didn't even deserve to leave that affect on him. he wouldn't be haunted by bad memories. that's all he ever was to him.
a painful memory.