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I smiled as she joined me back in bed. I openly accepted her with wide arms and pulled her into a tight hug as the music began with Days Are Numbered playing first. She must have pressed shuffle before she entered the disc, I only hoped she would like what she was about to hear.

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Alyssa Vivian Fuentes
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[font=georgia][color=black]I let out a soft gasp as I felt a warm hand press against my back. I immediately assumed it was Vic or Mike, here to comfort their forever crying sister. I have always been the worried one of the group, the crybaby who's afraid of taking a harmless risk. I stopped and looked up as I heard a deep voice there to comfort me instead. I knew it had to be Andy sitting next to me. But why would he be here for me? We had only met a few mere minutes ago and now he's acting like he's known me for years? I wouldn't be rude though a turn down his sweet offer to try to help me.
"Well Andy...it may be hard for you to understand, but I'm not really a true member of the family I'm with. Sure they treat me like I am and comfort me, and act as if I were born into their family but deep down they know I'm not really a part of them. I was adopted years ago, when they were both young and barely knew anything. But I've always felt out of place, like a crooked book in a straight row of library books. It sucks Andy, and lately it's gotten much worse."
I said inhaling sharply as I tugged on the loose fabric of my sweatshirt sleeve. It revealed the soft, pink scars rutted deep into the skin of my wrists. I knew it was wrong to do, and nobody knew about it except for Andy who now knew about it all. I bit my lip hard, feeling my lip stud pop out and fall back into place after a second, looks like I didn't screw it tight enough. I burst out into another outburst of sobs, they were racking and painful, causing my whole body to shake in discomfort and loneliness.

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[font=georgia][color=black]I took him seriously, of course I did, but hear me out, I kind of thing he is overreacting just a bit. "Andy, I'm highly sure we will be fine throughout the night, stop worrying and if something bad does happen you guys are prepared."

I said standing up and stretching my arms into the air real quick before heading off for the bathroom, leaving Andy alone in the darkness of the bedroom.

[align=center][color=red]I pulled away, not allowing his lips to touch mine. I was going to make him want me so bad it would hurt. I backed myself just far enough so that I was out of reach of his grip, but I kept a firm grip on his hands to keep him from removing any of my clothing.

I watched her curiously, laughing under my breath as if not to disturb her, like she would run away if I let go of her. I raised an eyebrow at her abnormal behavior and wondered what she was possibly trying to do at the moment.

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Alyssa Vivian Fuentes
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[font=georgia][color=black]I buried my face into my black sleeves, feeling them soon grow damp with my salty tears streaming down my face. I couldn't even bear to look at Andy, or anybody, my secret was out and now he would probably spill to everybody else about my server mental issues. I turned away from the bench so that my back was facing him. I hunched over as I tried to hide my face from him, avoiding his baby blue gaze. My body was overwhelmed with painful, racking sobs that made my body tremble like an earthquake every time I emitted a sniffle. I hated it when people would see me like this, I couldn't take it and nobody has really ever been able comfort these outbreaks.
I sharply reached from my hood, pulling it down over my face as I sniffled out into the air. I was sure my mascara was dripping down my face, I must look like an ugly, hot mess. A silence hung in the air, between us interrupted occasionally by a soft sniffle from me. I only hoped Andy would forget all of this and would let it slide past us without a hitch.
I felt a sharp aching feeling in the pit of my stomach, without Andy noticing, well at least I don't think he was looking, I slipped my sleeve up and looked at the deep scars rutted into my wrists. I hated myself for doing this, some were new and others were old from months ago.

[align=center][color=red]I released my grip from around his hands and backed away from him, turning away so I wouldn't fall for that crooked smile. "Don't fall for, don't fall for it...hold it together Aerona..."

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[font=georgia][color=black]I came back in after a few minuets and settled back underneath the shears. The house was abnormally chilly and a silent coolness wreathed around me like an unwelcoming blanket, I shivered underneath the sheets, curling myself into a tighter space so that I could warm myself up.

I smiled, deciding to sneak up on her when she wasn't expecting it. I climbed out of bed silently and turned off the music, quickly singing to fill in the emptiness in the air. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her close. Whispering a sweet nothing into her ear. "It's all done for you, Hannah"

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Alyssa Vivian Fuentes
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[font=georgia][color=black]i removed the black sleeves from my face, giving Andy full view of my red puffy, mascara covered face. I bit my lip, forcing the tears that were brimming at my eyes to go away. A strand of hair fell into my face, covering my left eye as I tilted my head downwards so I was able to look down at the ground. I inhaled sharply, taking in a deep breath of the hot, humid air from outside. I did the only thing that could comfort me! I sang! softly of course since I hated it when people would hear me.
"I ruled the world! with these hands I shook the heavens to the ground.
I laid the gods to rest.
I held the key, to the kingdom lions guarding castle walls.
Hail the king of death.

Then I lost it all
Dead and broken
My back's against the wall
Cut me open
I'm just trying to breathe
Just trying to figure it out
Cause I built these walls to watch them crumbling down
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now?"
I stopped letting the silence soak into both of our thoughts, filling us with feelings we have never experienced. I loved that song, it means so much more to me than most things in my life do. I closed my eyes, breathing in, letting my husky breaths fill the air.

(I actually cried while writing this)

[align=center][color=red]I made my eyes impossible to read, so that he couldn't interpret anything that I was feeling. "Well Andy, maybe I do and maybe I don't. Looks like you'll never know." I said, smirking as I knew I had stumped him.

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[font=georgia][color=black]I turned to face him, his warm body pressing up against my frigid one. I pushed a loose strand of hair behind my ear as I gave him a kind smile. "Thank you, Andy." I snuggled my head into his chest, felling protected and safe by his body heat and strong arms.

I smiled, letting her lean back into my chest as I continued to sang softly, my voice ringing out into the air, husky and deep. And I gently rocked her, swaying us both to the soft rhythm of the song, or lullaby as it seemed to be at the moment.

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Alyssa Vivian Fuentes
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[font=georgia][color=black]I smiled softly, my eyes still closed in Harmony and peace as it flooded my nerves, coursed through my veins and filled me with a feeling of Serenity. "I'll only sing more if you sing with me." I said laying my head down on his lap as I sprawled my body out across the bench. His lap was warm and welcoming and I hoped he wouldn't mind that I had claimed it was my pillow. I looked up at him with brilliant blue eyes that gleaned into the smiled ring sunlight that all of the sudden didn't seem so smoldering any longer.
I breathed in deeply, preparing myself for another song, but this time a duet with Andy. I pulled my sleeve-covered hands close to my chest as I looked innocent and adorable, laying here in defeat on his lap.
"Here in the echoes,
Madness grows
The years of sinning,
Teach me to show.
A heartless feeling of pain and regret.
These wounds were open,
Like lines in the sand.
The world is sleeping,
But they still have hope so,
I'll pray for morning
I swear I'll never let you die.
These saints within us can bring this moment back to life.
And my hearts held high with this battle cry
On the shore
On the horizon
We will, resurrect the sun."
I smiled up at him, a single salty tear rolling my mascara-covered cheeks. I hoped he wouldn't notice but hie could he not when he was looking directly at me the entire song?

[align=center][color=red]My cheeks burned a furious red, damn, he caught me. My eyes twinkled with curiously and lust but of course I wouldn't let him see the lust. "So, what the hell are you going to about it pretty boy?" I asked, knowing it ticked him off when I called him pretty boy.

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[font=georgia][color=black]I looked at him, my hazel eyes seemingly glowing in the pale moonlight that flooded us from outside the window. "Thank you, it means a lot. But I'm never going to be as wonderful as you Andy." I said as my cheek flushed a crimson red.

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Alyssa Vivian Fuentes
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[font=georgia][color=black]I nodded and stood up brushing myself off and wiping the remains of makeup off of my face, just so Vic wouldn't be too worried about me or anything. I'm pretty sure he had a good idea about here I was and what had happened, considering it happens often. I let my sleeves sink back over my hands, concealing them in fabric until I took the sweatshirt off. I was about to start walking when Andy bent down and kissed my cheek. I stopped abruptly, my heart began to race and I felt my cheeks burn red furiously. Did Andy just kiss my cheek?? Mine?!
I gulped hesitantly and began to walk, trying to brush off the fact that he had just kissed my cheek. Sure it was only my cheek but his lips still touched a part of me. Cheek or not. It mattered that's for sure. I tried to keep my cool and proceeded to meet Vic behind stage.
After what seemed like hours of explaining to my brothers where I was and what happened they seemed less tense and reassured that Andy was with me to make sure I didn't do anything unreasonable. "Thanks for going to find her Andy, it made me feel better that she was with someone." Vic said with a smile aimed in Andy's direction. Sleeping With Sirens filed off the stage, waving behind them as they headed back towards their tour bus to freshen up. Next was Pierce The Veil, and then Andy's band would be the last show of the day. I sat down on an unplugged amp behind stage, humming to myself as I sat alone in the corner.

I kissed her cheek, lingering on her cheek for a moment before pulling away and running my hands up and down her sides as I continued singing and rocking her. I was hoping this was relaxing for her and that she was okay with me doing this to her.

[align=center][color=red]I knew he was just trying to get me to crack, to spill meteor but of course I wasn't going to let that happen anytime soon. "Okay, that's fine by me." I said in a Cherry tone, walking off to the bathroom and reaching for the handle of the brush to tame the loose strands of hair in my face.

I smirked although she couldn't see my face. "That's good, because that's simply what I was going for." I said smiling down at her figure in the candle-lit darkness. The smell of sweet cherries wreathed the air and filled my nose with sweet scents of happiness.