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[size=13pt]Frank Iero[/size]
Frank's eyes opened when Gerard started moving under him, he leaned his head back to watch his face, wanting to know what was going through his head. He let out a small sigh through his nose when Gee kissed his head. Content didn't begin to explain how he was feeling, if it was up to him they would stay like this all night and well into the next day. He nodded his head a little at what Gerard said, he just hoped he was right, he could deal with feeling sick but not being able to feel the bullets. He didn't mind the silence, the only noise in the room was from their breathing, Frank's nose wasn't clogged enough to impair his breathing or make a lot of noise every time he took a breath. When it clogged he knew he'd be stuck breathing through his mouth and if the congestion ended up in his chest he'd be pissed, being was bad but not being able to breath made it worse. He blinked a few times when Gee cringed, now he wanted to know what was going on in is head.

He quietly grumbled to himself when Gerard started moving him, he didn't want to move, he still felt stiff and his limbs still weren't working the way he wanted them to. Sinking into the bed, he closed his eyes for a second before reopening them, he hadn't realized it earlier but it was their bed, one of the few things that was familiar. He curled onto his side after a second and watched Gerard, he wants to shrink into himself and hide the scars from him. Sure's he's had his moments of self consciences but this was worse then before, he didn't regret telling him but he wasn't ready to show him yet, he didn't want to see them again or acknowledge their presence.

Frank watched Gerard leave the room, he wasn't given any time to ask anything and he didn't want to yell to the other room. He wanted to know what he was doing. Rattling pill bottles, more shuffling and running water silenced his previous thoughts and a new one surfaced, why the hell did it sound like there was so many of them. He pushed himself up when Gerard came back into the room and took the pills without a second thought, as long as they took away the feeling in his chest and help him to sleep and stay asleep. He dry swallowed the pills before reaching out for the cup. It took him a second to get a good grip on the cup, when he was sure he wouldn't end up shaking and causing the water to spill. He only drank half of it, he was sure if he finished it he would have thrown it up along with the pills and what ever else that might have been in his empty stomach. Frank put the cup back on the nightstand looked back to Gerard.

"Gee just make sure you come to bed and get some sleep, you need it more than me" he said as he sunk back down into the bed, pulling the duvet up to his chin. He stayed on his side so he could watch Gerard. He's used to Gee's poor sleeping patterns and if he wasn't dragged to bed he'd probably stay up for days on end and then crash and sleep the whole day. Having to drag him to bed became normal but Frank extremely happy when Gerard started going to bed with him or shorty after him. He doesn't have the energy to even attempt to try and make Gee to get sleep, the pain killers would only help keep him out for longer. It will be his though shit for not listening.

"Goodnight Gerard" Frank mumbled as his eyes drooped. His breathing slowly evened out as he drifted into sleep.

[hr][hr][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Sorry this took so long, I'm having issues with wrist and its hard to type on a computer and its even worse on mobile devices.

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Nicholas James Foster[hr][hr]
I really did not like how his eyes where canning over me, I wanted to shrink into myself and hide, I did not do well with people watching me and I hated when strangers criticized me. Were we strangers? I think thats one of the words that describes us, I wish we had stayed in contact. Maybe this wouldn't be so feel so weird and maybe I wouldn't feel so dam guilty for leaving even though I had no control. But over time Carlton and all of its inhabitants became a distant memory and only came back to visit or haunt me in my dreams and nightmares; my feelings are so mixed up about this place I can't determine if they are good or bad. Maybe coming back wasn't the best thing in the world but it does fell a little nice to be back.

"Yeah its me" I say as I pull out of my thoughts, the corners of my mouth are tugging upwards in a tiny smile. An actual smile, not a forced one. I'm to tried to make it bigger, I was not tired I'd be feeling car sick, riding in anything thats not a bus or train makes me feel like crap. And trying to make it bigger would make it fake, I don't have the energy to be fake right now. My facade is pretty good and no ones seen through it but I don't think it will last very long here.

"How have you been doing during all of this time?" I hate small talk with a passion, its boring and tedious but I really am interested in whats happened to him in the long time span. I hope getting him to talk about himself would draw any questions away from me for the time being, I don't want him finding out I'm gay and if he does I have no way of knowing how he'll react. I know the small town homophobic stereotype isn't always true but I'm still afraid of how people will react. Bear let out a small whine and rested his head on my hip, I moved my hand and pet the top of his head. This is why I preferred animals over humans, they didn't judge and they could always tell if something's wrong with you.
[hr][hr][font=georgia][size=8][color=black]Holy shit. Im sorry this took so long, my brother smashed my laptop and my mused completely crapped itself because I've been want to be accepted into a new high school so could finish my final years.

[align=center]Keenan Jaymie Ashwell
[size=8]I should have stayed at at home, locked myself in my room and blasted music to drown out Ellie, she may be my twin but theres times when she makes me want to pull my hair out. Instead I went out for a walk and now unwanted attention has found me, people like staring at me because of my tattoo's, even though majority of them are covered by my jacket. I almost growled when I felt someone slam into me, after the girl regained her balance, she looked up at me and gushed, "I'm sorry! I wasn't paying attention!" "Fuck off" I say with a glare, the tone of my voice is almost murderous, I don't like other people and I really hate when people touch me for no reason. Keeping the angry look on my face, I push past her and headed in the direction of the house, my already crappy day has gotten even worse.
I slipped into the house unnoticed and jogged up to the second floor, it was still light out but the light was quickly fading and theres no way in hell am I staying out in the dark. The normally creaky wooden steps didn't make a sound, I pushed my bedroom door open and gritted my teeth, the electricity bill be damned, I just want one light on at all times. Its one light, not all of the lights in the house and I don't plan on leaving my room for the next few days, so what's wrong with it being turned off. The other bedroom doors were shut, meaning everyone was sleeping or not in the house, its not late enough for everyone be asleep but is late enough for me to want the light on.
I shut the door behind me and lock the door, I just need to be alone, that can't be too much to ask for. I didn't even bother going to my bed, I made a beeline for my desk, I snatched my ipod off of its charger and sunk down into the corner. Pushing the earbuds into my ears, I closed my eyes and let the back of my head rest agsint the wall as This is Gospel began playing. Yeah I'm definitely not moving for a few days.

{I've been putting off listening to Panic! at the Disco for the longest time, I should have listed to them when I first heard of them.
And bring on the bxb.}

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[size=13pt]Frank Iero[/size]
[color=white]Frank jolted upright, effectively awaking himself up and clearing any and all tiredness from his mind. He frantically looked around the room as tried to unscrambled his thoughts and figure out what was going on and where he was. He can feel his heart painfully painfully against his ribs and all he can hear is his heart and short and rapid breaths. He quickly brought his hands to his head, one rubbing the side of his face and the other became tangled in his hair and bit down on his lower lip. The lip ring hit his teeth and was uncomfortably trapped between his teeth, he ends up drawing blood but it doesn't phase him at the moment, he's to freaked out to really notice. Why the hell was he in this small room, in a bed - well in his and Gerard's bed the duvet gave it away and where the hell was Gerard?

He remained in that position for several moments, hands frozen, in his hair and on the side of his face trying to collect himself and control his breathing before he even attempted to move. Letting his hands drop and slowly let go of his lip, he filched when the coppery taste of blood entered his mouth, he did not want this taste in his mouth again. He rubbed the area with the back of his hand, trying to wipe away the blood and get rid of the unwanted taste. After he no longer was able to taste blood he let his hands drop into his lap and let his eyes shut, ignoring the drying blood that now sat under his lip and the back of his hand. Gerard had brought him here and the only thing he had to be scared of is the fleeting nightmare that woke him up. Having ghost run rampant inside of his head was unnerving, he would rather know what was bothering him than not knowing. Frank could hear nothing was moving outside of the room and Gerard definitely was not in the room with him, it didn't look like he had been in the room since Frank had taken the pills and fell asleep.

He didn't think he would have ended up this terrified when he woke up or this confused, he expected the confusion but not being scared. He wanted, no needed to scream and probably cry for a few minutes. Just to let out all of the confusion and frustration he was feeling just for a few seconds, anything to feel better, even if it was for a few minutes. He didn't completely sweat through his shirt, which was a good thing, he didn't know how much of his clothes were in the boxes and he did not want to make Gerard do laundry because he wasn't feeling good and sweat through most of his clothes. The pills are probably keeping a nasty fever at bay, along with the nasty head ache which seamed to be gone, he knew soon as they stopped working he'd feel like shit again and he could only take so many before over dosing. Frank shifted around a little bit before sinking back down into the bed and pulling the other pillow to his chest, he didn't feel like untangling his body from the duvet and looking around for Gee. The pillow would be a substitute for now, he pressed his face into the soft surface and when he picked up Gerard's scent on the pillow, a smile broke out on his face.

The next time he would be going to sleep, his boyfriend would definitely joining him but for now he was content with holding the pillow. It felt like he only had slept for a few minutes, he had no way of knowing how long he was sleeping but all he knows is that he wants to do a lot more sleeping. As he was beginning to doze off again he could have sworn he heard the door open but was asleep once again before he could even consider getting up and seeing how it was.

The smell of pancakes and coffee almost immediately woke Frank up, instantly reminding how hungry and thirsty was. Gerard was cooking, Frank would rather have gotten it himself since he had a feeling that Gee hadn't slept at all, the couch was to uncomfortable to sleep on and so was the floor. What the hell had he done durning the time he was sleeping? But it was good thing because he knew if he was left to do it himself he would have stayed in bed or laid on the couch all day and not eat. He knows it stupid but he's to tired to try and make himself to do much of anything. Untangling his legs from the duvet, he dropped his feet to the floor, his brows furrowed immediately at the coldness, he'd come and get socks after eating. Slowly pushing himself up, off the bed, he took a tentative step forward, making sure his knee's did not buckle under his weight.

When it didn't he, one of his hands was braced against the bed and then the wall, he was feeling good enough to walk without to much support but he didn't trust himself to walk without it. The dull throbbing the back of his head didn't help. He was moving a little slower then he wanted to but he wasn't in much of a rush. He looked over Gerard as stopped in front of him, Gee had gotten a shower but no sleep, the bags under his eyes where worse and it look like if he wasn't drinking coffee he would be out cold. "Morning Gee, did you get any sleep?" He already knew the answer he just wanted to hear what response he would get.
[hr][hr][font=georgia][size=8]Holy hell, Im so freaking sorry it took me so long to do this. My little brother smashed my laptop and it took forever to get it fixed and to it back

[align=center][size=8]Hi •gιиgєя ℓσмσ•, I'm Sleepwalking but call me what ever you want.
Can we prettyplease do a werewolf bxb thread.[align=center][size=8]I've been so damn bored since I started online school, I get my work done really fast and after a while tumblr is boring as shit and I need more rps.

@Tʜᴇ Dᴀʀᴋɴᴇss Iɴsɪᴅᴇ
I know your pain, my old algebra/geometry teacher would give my class Khan Academy work every damn night.