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  • health anxiety?

    [size=10][font=georgia]basically, i've been convinced that i have some kind of deadly affliction for about two months now. every time i'm able to convince myself that i don't have whatever i think i have, another thing will come in to take its place. for example, it started out as a heart attack (chest pain), changed to a stroke after about a week (headaches, neck stiffness), then cancer (lung: numbness in my back, brain: more headaches, throat: sore throat), then dvt/pe (i talked to a friend on skype for 6-8 hours straight without standing, and my leg hurt afterwards for about a week), now its back to cancer (specifically brain/lung bc headaches/chest pain/weird back numbness). i've been to a doctor before (hell, my mom's a doctor) but i just can't seem to believe that nothing is wrong with me? i've even had my blood taken to assure that nothing is wrong (and i got perfect results), but i still can't help but worry (and it doesn't help that i typically feel short of breath when i'm anxious, which is a symptom of a lot of the above things...) i just always end up googling symptoms (which is an AWFUL thing to do, i know) and reading all of these stories about people who were told nothing was wrong with them by their doctors, but they actually had some type of cancer, and they scare the shit out of me. i just don't know how to stop this. i figured it would go away after a few weeks when it started, but it just hasn't gone, and i hate telling people about it, because i feel like it makes me an attention seeker, in a way? like, i know how horrible these conditions are, and i'm convinced i have them and that my life is horrible, but there are people who actually have them and have much worse lives than me and ugh... i just don't know what to do :/

  • any current adoptions/rehomings?


    [font=georgia]i'll check that out! thank you! :3


    [size=10][font=georgia]really? haha i guess i'm just used to stuff like that because where i live everyone's a leafs fan lmao.

  • any other overwatch players?

    [size=10][font=georgia]just got the game yesterday :) you play on pc, right? (just checking bc my friends and i thought we could play together but they all have consoles and i play on pc so rip me haha cx) also my internet's pretty crappy, but i'm looking to fix it (hopefully) soon

  • favourite sports??

    [size=10][font=georgia]GOHABSGO
    hockey first and foremost for me, although jumping on the blue jays bandwagon last year has actually given me some appreciation for baseball (enough for me to not consider myself a bandwagon fan anymore, haha)

  • PLAY THE BFF OF JONNY ▼ active rper needed!

    [size=10][font=georgia]here's my application, i guess (no english class this semester, so i won't have any other writing tasks draining my muse, haha)
    (this would roughly be my target for average post length)


    Saying that he was still confused about this whole ordeal would be an understatement. Like most would probably be, Patrick was still wholly confused as to how he had suddenly become an animal one day. He hadn't quite adjusted to this life yet, nor had he really accepted that he was never going back to his past life. A lot of times, he'd dream he was a human. Almost all of those dreams had to do with hockey, one way or another. Anything from game seven of the Cup finals to simple practice, hell, even watching games with his buddies. Hockey was his grounding pole in life. It was his passion- what he could always turn to when things went wrong. Well, that wasn't exactly a true statement anymore, what with him being an animal. The canine wandered around the outskirts of Windclan territory, looking to hunt something. 'Windclanners' would eat pretty much anything made of meat, yes? He hoped so. Useless wasn't a word he liked hearing to describe himself. Keith passes to Kane, this could be something big here! Patrick stopped, having heard a rustling in the grass ahead of him. About 10 metres away from him stood a robin. The wind was blowing towards him, which meant it couldn't smell him, right? Now was his chance! Kane on the breakaway, hustling down the ice, he takes a shot- The male sprinted as fast as he could, but, the robin, quickly noticing him, flew away rather easily. Oh, and he misses... was he trying to delay the game there, or what? Looks like he'd need some lessons.

  • PLAY THE BFF OF JONNY ▼ active rper needed!

    [size=10][font=georgia]thank you! ^_^ i'll make his sub account + returning thread tomorrow, bc it's late and i have homework. (also, i might get info about lines and stuff wrong, just because i'm not a blackhawks fan, but i'll probably do some research on them just so i can get everything right)

  • play overwatch with me yo

    [size=10][font=georgia]just got the game a week ago (so i'm not level 25 yet), but i'll pm you guys my username anyways (i need people to play with- all my irl friends play console haha). i'm mainly trying to learn tracer, mccree, lucio, mercy, zenyatta, junkrat, and one tank (i'm thinking roadhog or rein). basically, i want to be pretty varied cx

  • CUBS WIN WORLD SERIES!!!

    [align=center][size=10][font=georgia]muni kawasaki will get a ring and a bush party (both very much deserved)! gosh, i wish he still played for the jays, but i'm happy he got a World Series win as well. although i'm probably one of the like 3 people in canada that actually cares about baseball post-blue Jays elimination haha

  • I'm going to be honest with you all (tw; politics)

    [align=center][size=10][font=georgia]imo, trump has said bad things, hillary has done bad things (and as a former bernie supporter, i'm disgusted at how the hillary campaign and the dnc treated him during the primaries... some of the emails are horrible), although i'm not american so i don't have much of a say in this haha (plus i hate both of them)