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close the door, i don't wanna let the cold in
Bombshellblond didn't know how she could've screwed up so bad. Life was confusing, it was a muddle of emotions and troubles that she could never seem to solve. She had fallen too in love with cats, realized how they never even liked her, and then continued on in the same cycle. Bombshellblond was a wreck, after all these stupid litters, after all the shit that she was put through, it made no sense why she should simply continue on. Along the way, she didn't even realize how she was breaking someone's heart, and that cat, was Gallium. They had been boyfriend and girlfriend for a while, but Bombshell just didn't feel any love for the tom. She was in love with Tallisman! That was who she wanted, that's who she wanted to be with, and that's who she felt the butterflies for. Not Gallium. So after suicide, love and lust, Bombshellblond, or then paw, broke the heart of one of the only cats whom ever loved her.
cause the night is getting older and i'm tired
Bombshellblond had been living a loveless life. She didn't know why she didn't go and find someone who truly wanted her, besides Gallium that is (she was much too awkward to say things to him, and she was pretty sure he was dealing with his own troubles involving Percy). The pretty girl didn't want to get involved in another messy love affair involving her heartbreak that would go unnoticed, nor the constant whispers of her being tossed around like a slut. It was an awful thing to have a reputation, it would throw you around and get things expected of you, but even worse when it was involving your love life and all the ups and downs that came with it.
hold me close, and i won't let another soul in
But her perspective nevertheless begun to change. A faithful day that Gallium, or Arthur Ray Brown, had come in from a unfortunate tumble in a mansion. The loose board had given way, and as he came down to earth he slashed his head against the wooden surface. So, since Bombshellblond was currently in the den -and thank goodness she was- it was her duty to heal up the tom. From that moment on, she knew that something was different between the two, it was no longer just awkward friendship, but a burst of light. She loved him. She didn't know why, she didn't know how, and she didn't know when, but the moment they came face to face, her heart was on fire, her stomach twisting like butterflies, and her eyes alighted like stars.
cause you are everything and all i need tonight
They had begun to mesh back together. She was falling for him everyday, taking little walks with the handsome tom, talking about their past, enjoying every step of the way. Bombshellblond had been positively in love like she had been with Tallisman, but this, this was more. This was destiny, and she knew that he was everything and all she wanted. They never really had admitted their love, she knew he felt it too, for the spark that was constantly growing stronger in his eyes was more then what even she could show. They were in love. Young love that would stay, love that was more then just a simple game of two kids hoping to find something they could never recover.
you have my heart. yours for the keeping
Bombshellblond had never trusted anyone as much as she had with Gallium. She was giving her heart to him willingly, pouring out all emotions. He had seen her when she was at her lowest, wrecked and sad and full of hate, and he still had stood strong, strong and brave for something even Bombshellblond thought was a lost case. The she-cat rested her head across his shoulders and told him things that no one knew, not even her family, her friends, Atticus, Darcy, no one. With the strongest amount of trust she could pull, she told Gallium things that made her seem fragile and frail compared to her usual confidence, things that could twist someone's feelings around. But did he shake from the love he showed her? No.
you are the first thing i believed in
Bombshellblond didn't know why she hadn't given her heart to others. It was trust, it was the feeling of hatred towards all signs of love, it was a ruin of excuses that added up to nothing. Sure she had been thrown around like a paper bag, but was it really worth the constant isolation? She did not believe in love, for the longest amount of time, it was simply a word that held no significance but to lift someone up so high only to drop them down once more. But when she was faced with Gallium, the word had more meaning then the definition, more symbolism then just something that drives people together. He was the first thing she ever believed in.
and now i'm yours and you are mine tonight
The she-cat stayed in the same section of the den, gently running her tail absentmindedly across the dust-coloured floor with a sigh. Heartache was a beautiful thing, it was treacherous, but when it was for the right person, she knew it would become more then a crush. Bombshellblond closed her chocolate-brown orbs, watching the sunset from the empty den with a little sigh. Love was complicated. Love was hard. But love was also beautiful, magical, and special. "Oh Gallium." the medic mewed with a little whimper, oh if she was brave, if she was more then a schoolgirl with a crush, then maybe she'd admit this love.
word count: 901 words
character count: 4981 characters
tags: #Dawny, #Bomshellblondie
