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    home just isn't home anymore. nothing is the same. the people you once knew were now some flesh eating creature, food was a struggle to find, the people that were human tried to kill you or take your stuff. everyone was on edge and afraid and now you had to do everything to survive.


    with my feet pounding on the pavement, i glanced behind me. still no sign of her. where could she have gone? damn it bell. huffing and puffing, i pressed forward. i needed to find her before she got injured or something, i promised her that when this all started i would keep her safe. but it's hard to do that when she keeps running off out of fear. i understand she's scared, but is life now and she needs to accept that. i know. typical guy talking, not giving a damn as you women say. but i do care. she's my step sister, she's all i got left and i'm worried sick but this can't become a daily thing. maybe i should hourly thing. this is the third time this week. but having anxiety and having to do deal with isn't gonna mix well.


    sure isabella can handle herself, but still. she'll let her guard down at some point and that's the last thing i need. she lets her guard down, gets bitten then leaves me in this hell hole alone. i wouldn't be able to handle it. coming to a sudden halt, i leaned forward and put my hands on my knees struggling to catch my breath. as i stood there, i glanced around. nothing. licking my lips, i let out a heavy sigh and stood up straight shaking my head. she couldn't make this easy for me could she? of course not, she's a woman. women never make it easy. always assuming things. trust me, i know a thing or two about girls.


    they always think i'm a player because i flirt with girls, i do it to make someone smile. girls like hearing that they look good in something or that you like their smile. but apparently it makes you a man whore to talk to more than one girl. but the thing is, i only talk to isabella and like two others. okay, maybe a few more than that but it's not like i'm running around flirting with every girl in my line of sight. if that's how it is was then i would agree with you, but i don't. so i i would be happy if you women would stop assuming i'm a damn player because i'm not. i'm a loyal guy when it comes down to dating. but while i'm not tied down, i'm gonna flirt. it's in a male's bloodline to flirt.


    shaking my head, i pushed my thoughts aside and started walking. i needed to find isabella before something serious happened to her. if anything happens to her, i would do nothing but blame myself because i wasn't there to save her or help her. i call isabella my sister, not step sister because we were raised together expect for two years as we were told. but not that it mattered, we love each other like we're blood. many think we are blood related and we like it that way. but not only are we siblings, we're best friends. there's no secrets with us, unless it's something for our birthdays or something like that then it's hush hush but other than that we're an open book with each other. and when we're not, we can tell when something is wrong no matter how hard we try to hide it. bell is famous for picking up on when i'm upset, i guess it's just a girl thing. now, i'm not saying that us men don't notice things like that. we do. but bell picks up on it in no time, while it takes me a few minutes or an hour to figure out she's upset.


    smiling at the thought of old memories, i thought for a brief moment that things were okay. but it only took seconds for me to realize that i wasn't. i hated the way things were, fear was what kept everyone going. even myself. the fear of dying, being eaten, the fear of losing isabella. that's what kept me moving. it made me remember that i had a reason to fight, to keep going, and not to give up. i had someone that cared about me, someone that i loved, and that's all i needed. now don't go getting the wrong idea. isabella is my sister, remember that. but sometimes we confuse people with the way we act, but that's partly my fault and sometimes we do it so people will leave us alone. sometimes you just need your space and are willing to do anything to get it.



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    "get off of me!" i hissed, struggling to get free. "give me for your stuff!" a male snapped at me, jerking on my book bag. i shot him a glare from hell and pulled harder, finally causing him to let go. and as soon as he did, i tackled him to the ground. with the male pinned to ground, i got up in his face. "awe, little baby got tackled by a girl. guess you're not a man after all." i smirked. that set something off inside of him, because he started struggling to get free but wasn't getting to far. i couldn't help but laugh. "i'm gonna let you off with a small warning, but next time you try to steal my stuff. i'll be sure to kill you, and that's a promise." i said then jumped off of him.


    but this guy wasn't giving up. as soon as he was free, he started swinging. out of pure instinct, i guarded my face with my arms. that's when something cut my arms. a knife? are you serious? you need a knife? to a fight a girl? wow. flinching a bit, i shook my head and took off. he had no reason to chase me, he was the one that was trying to steal from me. but the thing was, something was running after me. but i don't think it was human. it was moving to quick and moaning like something was wrong it. damn, it's one of those creatures. sucking in a breath, i picked up my pace and just ran and ran. my feet refusing to stop. i never should have taken off without tate, but i was too stupid to think about that before i had already done it.


    with my gaze locked on the creature behind me, i slid to a stop and grabbed a random metal pipe near by. charging at the creature, i swung knocking it to the ground. when it was the wrong, i did nothing but beat it's head in. and i didn't stop swinging for a good little bit. realizing that it was dead, i dropped the pipe and took off running. blood was splattered all over my clothes and face, it was kind freaking me out but i needed to find tate. question was, where is he? glancing back behind me, just to make sure nothing was behind me, i didn't dare think about what was in front of me. and sure enough, i crashed into something or somebody. "ow." i heard a voice. wait i know that face. tate! i looking up, i gasped with relief and tackled tate in a hug. "bell!" he said, squeezing me tightly. "where have you been? why is there blood on you? are you alright?" he asked, acting like he was mother or something. it made me smile but only for a split second as i retreated from the hug. "i'm fine, it's not mine." i told him.


    he seemed to be happy with that answer. but it was only seconds, before we pressing on to find somewhere to stay. "once we find somewhere to stop, we'll eat. we don't have much, but it's enough to last for a couple of days." he told me. i nodded, as i kept up his quick pace. but something caught my attention. two figures were standing still. one was a boy for sure, but the one i don't know what it was. "tate!" i whispered, grabbing his arm and pulling him back. he stumbled a bit and looked over to where i was looking. wait. is the other one changing? "tate, i think the one is changing." i whispered. tate nodded, but just stood there. "we have to do something." i muttered. "we don't know him!" tate hissed. "i don't care, i'm not letting someone die." i grumbled and headed towards the two.


    i honestly didn't know what to say, so when i reached the boy with the confused but yet frightened expression, i placed a hand on his shoulder and tugged trying to get his attention. "dude come on! you're gonna end up dead! that person is changing." i whispered, still pulling on the guy's arm. he needed to run or something, before i had to take action and kill the person. and knowing my luck, the guy is related to person that's changing and if it that's the case, i don't need him seeing that and then hating me for saving his ass. "come on!"

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    [color=black][size=8][font=times new roman]Lunch, one of Bell's least favorite places to be. This is where she stands out the most, but honestly she didn't care. Signing as she stood in the line, she winced at the sound of squealing girls. Jeez, was One Direction here or something? Looking in front of her, she noticed that Adam and one of his friends were in front of her. That explains it. Thank god there was a gap between them. But becoming bored and annoyed with the flirting and squealing, Bell pushed herself passed the two. She smiled faintly at the lunch lady and handed over her tray. When her tray was handed back to her, she nodded a thanks to the lunch lady and carried on. Of course getting dirty looks from the girls that were squealing just moments ago, because she passed the God of the men.


    Rolling her eyes, she sat at her normal table, with her normal group. Herself. Signing, she slowly started eating her lunch. Everyone seemed to pity her because her mother died, but she was doing just fine on her own. Her aunt stayed with her every so often so it's not like she's completely alone. Bell loves her aunt, they have a lot of fun and Bell never seems to frown when her aunt is around. Probably has to do with the fact that she can see a lot of her mother in her aunt, Isabella and her mom were like best friends til her mom was taken from her. But she knows her mom is in a better place.

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    [font=times new roman][size=8]Brother? What? James's brother is the Alpha? Pretty little thing? Holding a confused expression, I glanced back and forth at the two. James you should have stayed down. As James came closer, the more nervous I became. He's too weak to be standing, we all know that. "Hold up, brothers? You two are related?" I questioned even though I knew the answer.


    Looking at the Alpha, I shook my head. "First, I'm not a pretty little thing. Second, leave James alone. It's my fault this is happening, not his." I said. I know I shouldn't be trying to save him, but I am. James actually attempted to get to know me, unlike most and that's what I like about him, He's different. Although, we're two different people he treated me like we were the same. Not hate, no angry, no nothing. Just peace. I looked over at James, and to think I almost killed him. Glad I didn't, sort of. I'm a stupid girl. He knew I was here and was gonna hear it, how does he expect me not to be bothered by that? I guess it's a girl thing, whatever.

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    [color=black][size=8][font=times new roman]There was a sudden out rage of laughter from a table of males. What was so funny? Shrugging it off, Bell slipped her milk and stared off in a bit of a daze. But it was only seconds til she heard someone clear their throat. Looking over, Isabella's gaze landed on Adam. Sitting her milk down, Bell leaned shifted towards Adam and leaned forward. "Wrong table, your table full of pigs I mean friends are over there." She muttered, pointing to the table of guys that couldn't stop laughing. The laughter, that made her narrow her eyes. Something was up but she didn't know what. Be nice Bell. She told herself mentally. After a few moments, she faked a smile and pointed to the table. "I mean, sit down. Please, it would be my honor." She said, clearly mocking the girls at the school. Looking off to the side, she rolled her eyes then looked back at Adam. This wasn't normal, what could he want?

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    [color=black][size=8][font=times new roman]As he decided to sit, Isabella sipped on her milk. It was weird having Adam around, something was up but she didn't know just what. Then out came his question. Nearly choking on her milk, she sat it down and looked at him like he was stupid. "Um, what?" She asked. But seconds later, she shook her head. "Do you realize who you're talking too and what you just asked?" She questioned him. But she knew he did, it came from his mouth. After staring at him with her eyes narrowed for a few seconds, she nodded. "You know what, sure. I'd love too. I'll meet you two streets from the school Friday after school ends, I'll make sure you don't get seen with me." She said, shaking her head a bit.

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    [justify][size=8][font=times new roman]II wasn't even a few steps away before I heard something shatter. I jumped and spun around to see Raina run from the bathroom and go straight to the kitchen. Who am I kidding? I can't leave her. I love her too much and she's all I got left. We need each other, that's the point of being best friend. I stood there for a few moments listening to see what she was going to do, but that's when I heard sounds of crying. Without a second thought I rushed to the kitchen and found her on the floor. Tears stained her cheeks and I was the one to blame.


    Seeing her like this upset me. It killed me. Sighing softly, I knelt down to her level and cupped her chin with one hand. "I'm not losing you again." I told her with a faint smile. That's when I smelt alcohol on her breath, she did have a bit of a drinking problem. "Let's make a deal..." I began. "We promise to help each other in every way possible meaning we come completely clean, nothing left out. And we have to swear to never leave each other again. Sound fair?" I questioned her.


    It was taking everything I had not to kiss her, that's how I would want to be comforted with. A kiss or a hug, maybe both. But I didn't dare kiss her, she would freak. It was a struggle to keep my control but I did and waited her to answer me. Maybe there was a small chance she was gay too, maybe just maybe. But I doubted it. But it didn't hurt to hope and wish did it?

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    [justify][size=8][font=times new roman]I smiled when she agreed, I honestly thought she was gonna tell me to leave or something but no, I got the complete opposite. She agreed and I was glad. But then out came her words, I froze. Is she being dead serious or joking? Sometimes it's hard to tell with her. I just held her gaze, waiting she would say something more and she did. Goosebumps rushed down my arms when she tucked my hair, I feel funny. I was happy, excited, but yet I was still afraid. But I don't know what. Would she reject me if I kissed her right now? Sure, she said she liked women but that doesn't mean me.


    Instead of kissing her like I wanted too, I just smiled at her. "I understand too, completely. Because believe or not I'm gay too." I said, sitting on the floor in front of her. "This might be weird.. But Raina.. I'm like in love with you." I didn't mean to say the last part, but we were being completely honest with each other now so she should know. But I'm worried, she's gonna tell me she likes someone else. Which I'm sure she does, but whatever, I get rejected or whatever I'll manage.


    As I waited for her to say something, I looked over go the side biting my lip. The longer I waited the more worried and afraid I became. I needed something to calm my nerves but I didn't have anything to such a thing. So. I just stared at the wall, thinking about the worse possible things ever. Typical female for ya, we always worry about these kind of things. Just something we do.

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    [font=times new roman][size=8]Fallen in love? Where does he get the idea that James is in love? Maybe with somebody else but not me, he's just simply defending me because he can. I don't know, but he's not in love with me. Is he? It would suck if he wasn't because I've kind of fallen for him, but then again it wouldn't surprise me if he was in love with someone else. I shook my head at the thought of James being in love with me, it'd be nice but not gonna happen.


    When James was tackled, I gasped and shook my head. "Don't hurt him." I said. "That's your brother, I understand he made a choice that you and many others didn't like. But he was happy, you should have let it go. And you should let it go now, let him be with who he wants to be. Rules are meant to be broken." I shrugged. "What if it was you? You would have done anything to be with that special someone and I'm sure James would have been okay with it. You can't just outcast your brother like that, or try to kill him. He's family." I said, glancing at James then looking back at the Alpha. I don't know where those words came from but I'm glad I said them, maybe the Alpha will think twice about what he's trying to do to his brother and what he already has done.

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    [color=black][size=8][font=times new roman]What was this idiot doing? Does he not realize how much he was getting laughed at ? Did he realize how ,much trouble he was going to get in with Brittany? The queen? When he spoke, it was only seconds til arms draped over his shoulders. Well speak of the devil. It was Brittany. "What's going on babe?" Brittany asked as if they weer dating but they weren't. Haven't been since freshmen year , but Brittany has been doing everything to get Adam to like her again. Sucking in a breath and holding back what she wanted to say , Isabella drummed her fingers along the table and waited to see what he was going to say. Did Brittany put him up to this? Adam had not once noticed her til now, Brittany had to do with this.

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    [align=center][color=#FF0000][❝ You Be My Minnie & I'll Be Your Mickey . ❞][/color]

    [tt][color=#FF4D00][size=18]||~ Ryder ~||~ Micheal ~||~ Smith ~||[/size]

    [size=14][color=#FF9900][b]||~ ѕ¢яαт¢нιηg тнє ѕυяƒα¢є ~||[/b][/color][/size]

    [color=#FFCC00][b]Name;;[/b]

    "The names Ryder love."[/color]

    [color=#FFFF00][b]NickName;;[/b]

    "Just call me Ryder okay?"[/color][color=#99E600][b]Age;;[/b]

    "Twenty."

    [color=#33CC00][b]Looks;;[/b][/color][color=#33B380][b]BirthDate;;[/b]

    "June 3rd."[/color]

    [color=#3399FF][b]FamilyMembers;;[/b]

    "My mum, my brother, and my father."[/color]

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    [color=#990099][b]Personality;;[/b][/color][color=#B30099][b]History;;[/b][/color][color=#CC0099][b]Accent;;[/b]

    "British."[/color]

    [color=#E6004D][b]Culture(opt.);;[/b][/color][color=#FF0000][b]Sex Orientation;;[/b]

    "Straight."[/color]

    [img]http://i1176.photobucket.com/albums/x328/Jessica_Painter82/skateboardingg.gif[/img][size=14][color=#FF4D00][b]||~ ιηѕι∂є αη∂ συт ~||[/b][/color][/size]

    [color=#FF9900][b]What Type Are you?[/b] (Ex. Romantic, Funny, sporty, Girly-Girl, etc. Please only pick 2. Erase this when you post)[/color][color=#FFCC00][b]Talent;;[/b][/color][color=#FFFF00][b]Favorite Animal;;[/b][/color][color=#99E600][b]Favorite Color;;[/b][/color][color=#33CC00][b]Favorite Song & Type of Music;;[/b][/color]



    ||~ туιηg тнє єη∂ѕ ~||


    [color=#3399FF][b]Crush/bf/gf;;[/b][/color][color=#990099][b]Favorite Whether;;[/b][/color][color=#B30099][b]Other;;[/b]

    [img width=343 height=510]http://i1176.photobucket.com/albums/x328/Jessica_Painter82/girlbrownhair.jpg[/img] [align=center][tt][color=#FF0000][❝ Sometimes You've Gotta Be Your Own Hero . ❞][/color]

    [tt][color=#FF4D00][size=18]||~ Artemis ~||~ Rue ~||~ Danwater ~||[/size]

    [size=14][color=#FF9900][b]||~ ѕ¢яαт¢нιηg тнє ѕυяƒα¢є ~||[/b][/color][/size]

    [color=#FFCC00][b]Name;;[/b]

    "Artemis doll."

    [/color][color=#FFFF00][b]NickName;;[/b]

    "Some call me Rue, I prefer Artemis but it's whatever floats your boat darlin."

    [/color][color=#99E600][b]Age;;[/b]

    "Nineteen."

    [color=#33CC00][b]Looks;;[/b][/color][color=#33B380][b]BirthDate;;[/b]

    "January 4th."[/color][color=#3399FF][b]FamilyMembers;;[/b]

    "My Pa."[/color]

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    [color=#990099][b]Personality;;[/b]

    "Hm.. Well... I'm Fun.. I think."[i]Artemis is the kind of girl to judge you by the way you look, but before jump the gun and start calling Artemis judgemental and whatever bullcrap. Listen. She's not the kind of person that holds you to the way you look, she'll get to know and if she likes you she'll keep talking to you but if she doesn't like you then you'll figure that out right away. She's not someone to stand by and let people get bullied, she's always been against something like that. She used to be bullied back in middle school because of her interest and a couple of other things, but she managed to stand up for herself. But Artemis is a very smart girl, but she doesn't like letting people think she's a nerd so she does act a bit stupid and do stupid things to make you think she's not a very smart person but she is. Artemis is someome that doesn't like letting people get close, sure they'll know a few things here and there but she doesn't let them know everything. She'll keep her deepest secrets to herself and who she likes and she doesn't like sharing her past either. Now Artemis is the kind of girl that likes to play the Strong Girl Role, she refuses to let anyone know that there's something wrong with her. She refuses to let people know that she's at her breaking point, she just doesn't want people worrying about her. But like everyone else, she has her limits and does break down. And when she does, and if you're the person she comes too you better feel special and comfort her. She doesn't wanna come to you and feel stupid for doing so if you're just gonna stand there and make her look stupid. Artmeis does have a bit of temper, she'll snap at a few things here and there but she knows how to control it... Sometimes.. But most times she's an okay person. But overall, she's a very friendly girl and loves to make new friends. Now Artemis is someone that does care a bit too much sometimes, she does do everything she can for those she really does care about and loves though she will deny the fact that she does her actions out of love because she doesn't want anyone thinking she's getting soft. But like most, Artemis has her flaws. Stuttering is one of them. When Artemis is gets nervous which doesn't happen offten but when it does she's a stuttering mess. She trips over every word and struggles to get herr thoughts out. But she's generally good at keeping her emotions hidden. But she does slip up every now and again.[/i][/color][color=#B30099][b]History;;[/b][/color][color=#CC0099][b]Accent;;[/b]

    "Italian. "[/color][color=#E6004D][b]Culture(opt.);;[/b]

    "Um actually, I'm not sure... haha."[/color][color=#FF0000][b]Sex Orientation;;[/b]

    "Hm, well.. This is a bit hard to explain.. I wouldn't say I'm gay but I wouldn't say I'm bisexual either. I've done nothing but date females for past three years, sure I'm attracted to men but due to my past struggles with them and what I think of them I haven't dated one in a while but I'd be willing to try again if a male shows they're worthy for me to date. So.. Yeah. Confusing right?"[/color]

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    [color=#FF9900][b]What Type Are you?[/b]

    "I know for damn sure I'm not a girly girl, I can't stand those kind of girls but they're fun to mess with due to the fact that most are against gays and blah, blah. But I'm more of your tomboy girl, but I'm a very romatic person when I'm with someone or really interested in someone. I do love playing some sports like Volleyball, Soccer, Football only with certain people though. But I don't know what kind of person I really am. Sooo... Yeah."

    [/color][color=#FFCC00][b]Talent;;[/b]

    "People say I'm good at Art, like painting and drawing so I guess that. But I do also love to play the drums and the guitar as well.. My Pa loves listening to me play.. As did a few of my friends but I haven't played for anyone in a while.. And I.. Sadly.. Do dance. Not infront of people of course, but when I'm alone and have free time... And I wouldn't call it a talent."[/color][color=#FFFF00][b]Favorite Animal;;[/b]

    "Do Unicorns count? No? Okay. Well.. Then I'd have to say ducks, mainly baby ducklings."[/color]

    [color=#99E600][b]Favorite Color;;[/b]

    "The rainbow."[/color][color=#33CC00][b]Favorite Song & Type of Music;;[/b][/color]



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    [tt]Crush/bf/gf;;


    "I'm not dating anyone, I don't have the time to waste on something so stupid. And as far as crushes go, I don't have one of those either. I can't let love get in my way at a time like this, do I look that stupid to you? But I mean, there are some people that I find rather attractive but that's hush hush at the moment. Soo"

    Favorite Whether;;


    "Hm, well I don't know. I love the Summer, but I kind of enjoy the rainy and snowy weather as well. So I don't know, I guess I don't have one. Sorry love."

    [color=#B30099]Other;;

    [align=center]❝ Sometimes You've Gotta Be Your Own Hero . ❞
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    [font=times new roman]Artemis Marie Danwater .


    [size=9pt][color=black]I watched Avalon stare at the dead bodies of her so called parents, the mess had simply been made by me. They left me no choice. I wouldn't say the were bad parents, but they didn't really understand Avalon. Not like I did. I was honestly waiting for her to start crying, but nothing came out. She stood stared at them, it wasn't that much of a shock but I mean I expected at least one tear. But there was nothing. Shrugging it off, I debated if I should move the bodies or not. But what her? She doesn't know about me, well she does but I haven't revealed myself to her. As far as she knows I'm just a dark figure that stands near her and her bed. What the hell do I do? I can't leave the bodies here, I'm sure the police will be called eventually but not by Avalon. She's not that stupid, she knows the police think it's her without a second thought. Glancing back at her, I sighed. "Shall I remove the bodies?" I questioned. It might startle her a bit, but not much. She's heard me speak before, a couple words here and there but not much. I simply protected her. Like a body guard, I took better care of her than her parents did or ever would have.


    I wasn't exactly human, I looked human but wasn't. I was... well.. a demon as you could say. But at the current moment I took on the form of a young teen girl, around the age of seventeen or older. I called myself Artemis, it seemed different and I liked it. It wasn't something simple like Emily. As I waited for Avalon to respond, I stared at the blood of the parents. I watched spill around their bodies and soak their clothes, I probably should have done this when Avalon wasn't gonna be home for a bit. Giving me time to clean up and everything, but when I was in the middle of this she had came running into the room. I thought I would of had more time, but I should of figured Avalon wouldn't stay in one place for too long. She never has really, unless she's doing something. But even then she still somewhat moves around, it could be simply moving in her seat or just kicking her feet. She's never been good at sitting still.

    [align=center]❝ Sometimes You've Gotta Be Your Own Hero . ❞
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    [font=times new roman]Artemis Marie Danwater .


    [size=9pt][color=black]It bothered me the way she tensed up when I spoke, but I can't really say anything. I've been nothing but a black figure that stood around her bed, but that's what I do. I'm supposed to keep her safe, and that's what I'm gonna do. Nobody is gonna stop me. When she answered me, I stared at the bodies and sighed slowly. I wish Avalon would trust me and not think of me as something that is going to just haunt her for the rest of her life. Maybe I should reveal myself to her, but how would she handle it? Would she swing at me? Cuss me? Anything? I don't know. I want to her come forward but I don't want her to freak out, but I highly doubt it. She's been stuck with me for years now, as a black figure. Sure I caused her to have nightmares, but I mean I've been there for her whenever she needed me. And she's actually came to me about some things, I guess she finally accepted that she was somewhat stuck with me may as well use me for something.


    I picked up the bodies and headed to the back of the house, I had no idea what to do with these bodies. I could burn them but people would notice the smell. What do I do with these bodies? Sighing, I decided to stuff the bodies in trash bags and bury the bodies a little distance away. I buried them a bit deeper than I should of but I don't need people getting any ideas or I don't need a dog trying to dig something up. Finishing up everything, I headed back inside and stood in a corner. "Are you mad about what I've done?" I questioned. I don't know if she was happy, sad, or anything. She was emotionless at the current moment, she does this at times and I don't know what to do.

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    [font=times new roman]Artemis Marie Danwater .


    [size=9pt][color=black]There she goes again, refusing to answer me or even look at me. I've done no wrong, sure killing people is a bit much but she'll be better off without them. I could tell that there was something wrong with her, but if she didn't wanna talk about it I'm not gonna make her. So I simply stood there, maybe I should go for a bit. Sighing heavily, I went into the kitchen and stood in there. She may hate me for what I've done but it's whatever, she'll be alright later on I'm sure. At least I hope. I know she's holding back her emotions, she tends to do that. For what reasons I don't know, she just likes playing the Strong Female. Either way she knows I'm here if she wants to talk, but I can't exactly hug her for comfort due to the fact that I would have to show myself to her. I don't really have a problem doing it, but she seems like she doesn't want to know what I look like, eh I wouldn't say I look bad in my human form but then that means I have to act human which is a bit of a struggle with all the emotions and stress that comes along with it. And it kind of means my I guess "powers" are off limit around other humans. Kind of boring and sucks if you ask me.

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    [justify][size=8][font=times new roman]When she leaned in, I sucked in my breath. I froze. I thought even after everything she was gonna hit me, why I thought that I don't know. I really don't. But I suddenly felt her lips on mine, my cheeks flushed with redness as my stomach filled with butterflies. I smiled against her lips and kissed her back, my hands moving to her neck pulling her closer. But I don't think we can get any more closer than we already were.


    But I had a worry, was this real or was she just doing this because I admitted my feelings and she felt bad for me? Does she really mean this? And then there's the whole alcohol issue, is this the alcohol talking or what? But I don't think she had that much alcohol but she's also a very lightweight person. So it won't take much. I tried pushing my thoughts to the side, but I've always been the kind of person that thinks the worst about everything. No matter what it could be. God, I hate myself so much.

    [align=center]❝ Sometimes You've Gotta Be Your Own Hero . ❞
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    [font=times new roman]Artemis Marie Danwater .


    [size=9pt][color=black]I kind of figured that this was gonna happen sooner or later. As she had her fit, I stood there thinking. But I knew she was waiting on me to answer her so I shrugged. Did I dare reveal myself to her? Tell her the truth behind why I really did it? Because I was jealous and worried that she would never really acknowledge me even though she stares at me everyday with her? No. I can't. She'll think it's weird and just hate me more. But I do grow tired of this shadowy figure. Whatever. It's now or never I guess. So slowly, I changed from a dark shadow to a human girl. I looked like a normal teenager. Brown hair, slim, pale green eyes with a very light tan on my skin. I shrugged my shoulders once more with my eyes on her. "You weren't happy." I simply answered.

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    [font=times new roman]Artemis Marie Danwater .


    [size=9pt][color=black]I winced at her words, she was clearly mad and hated me for what I had done. I can't say that I blame her, I would be kind of mad too if someone had killed my parents without a real reason. Holding her gaze, I narrowed my eyes at her as leaned up against the counter with my arms crossed. Really? She's gonna ask me that? Letting out a small laugh as I shook my head, tilting my head to the left slightly. "When have a not is more like it. I was the one that was there for you when you were upset or mad with your parents, I was the one that was there when you decided to come to me." I muttered rather coldly. This girl is either stupid or playing stupid, I've always cared for her. Why else would I stick around? To scare her? I've done that plenty of times, and if that was my purpose then I would have left a long time ago. But I didn't. But I grew feelings for this girl. And now, there not mother like feelings. It's more like I'm falling in love with her. It's weird this I know, but I can't really control what I feel for someone. If I like someone, I'm always gonna like them unless I end up liking someone else more which won't happen.