Posts by turtles!YAY

Our teacher told us to talk to our partners about what we were going to do for this project. I feel like im going to vomit now. Seeing the anger in his face I get a knot in my stomach. I walk over to his desk awkwardly. " hi." I say avoiding eye contact.

I didn't know what to say. I could tell he wanted me to be dead. The pain of regret and that feeling of stupidity falls over me. And I'm sure he can see that. But what would I know? he just wants me to be dead. That's it. That's all I really know. " what would you like our project to be?" I squeak trying to hold the tears in.

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Yeah... That's so sad though!! I mean come on!! Why does this happen to our threads and our threads alone?!?!?! * growls*

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" yeah I really don't like the all boys school thing. It's no fun. There like, absolutely no drama at all. Makes everything seem so dull without girls. I would know because I used to go to a public school so I know what it's like." I say laughing at her comment

" yeah I never thought of it that way. But that is very weird. It would make things so awkward!!" I laugh thinking about it.

" it would also cause a lot of jealousy wouldn't it?" I say thinking about the little jealousy problems that he and his friends have had to deal with.

" and that's also where a lot of the drama would come from." I say as a car horn honks outside.

A year falls from my eye. I turn away and try to wipe it away before he notices, but by this time another year falls from the other eye. I hate the way he looks at me. Bright eyes like his should never be clouded with hatred like his are now. That was one thing I missed the most. Seeing him happy.

"No I'm fine." I say quickly wiping my tears as I bite my lip. I think it was more than his smile I missed. I honestly haven't even dated anyone after we broke up.

"I dunno," I say walking over to the window, I see a small black car, but not my brothers." Nope." I say walking back to her.

" well, my parents noticed that I liked singing in Church when I was really little, so they signed me up for classes and here I am now." I explained ," what about you? "

" cool." I state as my phone rings, it was my one of my friends, I scilenced it so we could keep talking.

" I like talking to you better than I like talking to him." I say with a flirty little smile.

"yeah." i smile." why wouldn't i?"

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"Why? Your the prettiest girl I've ever met, how could I not talk to you?" I laugh.

" Stop lying to yourself. " I say poking her lightly in the stomach playfully.

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