Posts by RizzyDizz

After awhile Torture shifted a bit with a slightly pained grunt and sat with his legs crossed silently, knowing he couldn't really walk around well even if he wanted to leave. The pain medication was kicking in at least and his pain was numbing but that only brought other things out that made him want to ask Pericolo to stop but was too intent on watching his fluid movements to ask him to.

Torture finally decided he had enough watching him and as quietly as he could made his way to the balcony of their room and stood out on it in the cold weather to get his mind of on something else.

"Yeah I'm ok. Just needed some fresh air. Don't let me distract you from your practice," Torture said.

Torture stiffened at the question and was silent a moment as he tried to find his words. "I... Find that phrasing a bit rude. But.. I suppose you could put it that way... You're movements are well thought out and very fluid outside of erotic. It's quite the artform to witness in my opinion."

"It's not as respected as it should be," Torture said. "A lot of people look down on it but in the end they couldn't do it. They have to much pride or something. I don't know. But nonetheless you've definitely made it your craft. And if it can get me going then I guess you could say your are doing something right..."

"Yet your face is alizarin red right now," Torture said. "Seems like it might be a bit of an issue to me. Perhaps I should vacate rooms when you're practicing to avoid this awkward situation in the future."

"I'm not sure I follow," Torture said plainly. "If you're embarrassed, you're embarrassed. I'll try not to be around when you practice next time to avoid all this."

"Then spit it out. You're not making any sense," Torture said. "I'm not blind. I can tell there's something else."

(mm. that blindness coming in. We still wanna do that? when they get home?)

"Just tell me what it is and be done with it," Torture sighed

Torture was silent as his mind tried to process this news. After a few minutes he put his hand on Pericolo's shoulder and motioned for him to go inside. Once Pericolo was in Torture stepped inside behind him and closed the door. "I... Don't know what to say or do with that news. I'm not going to pretend like I do. The notion of crushes and love is just too distant for me to really understand. I'm not sure how to.. Apologize for this either. I'm not sure I could understand. And don't take this as me trying to 'rain on your parade' again. I'm just being honest with you. I don't know what to say or do about that. Just as I don't know what to do about this little situation we're currently in," he said plainly but obviously still trying to figure out how to take the news. "The way I see our current predicament is your flustered by my reaction to your dance practice, and my own reaction only leaves me puzzled as to why I would allow myself to react in such a way to something I see as an art form. Yes I understand that's the goal of the dance, but could you not say the same of a painting of a naked woman or man in a suggestive position? Something I have done many times in fact. And never have I been bothered by that. I've never once laid a hand on my model in a suggestive manner and they would sometimes pose for me for hours at a time for days if not weeks depending on the scope of a commission. I don't understand myself how I could react to someone else's art in this way." He sighed, "So I don't know what to do with what you have told me, nor do I understand how this could even arise, no pun intended, in myself watching you despite that being the goal of your work." He looked up at Pericolo then from his spot a few feet away against the wall, "I suppose the only thing I can do is ask you. What do you suggest we try to do to alleviate this tension in the air between us now. Granted I'd take this tension over what we had before but nonetheless. What do you suggest be done about this?"

"You're stammering over you words again. Do just say what you're trying to say and be done with it. You drag it out more and the worse it'll be to get your words out," Torture sighed.

"You're right. It does sound lewd to say out loud," Torture said simply. "It's definitely and idea to alleviate this situation. Just one I've never actually explored with anyone."

"I guess you are right," Torture sighed, "I've never had sex before so I'm not even sure what to say to this."

"We wait till we get home and we'll never have any peace. If we do this we might as well do it here," Torture sighed again. "We'd never hear the end of it if we waited."

"I know what you're talking about but I have no idea how to go about that. So let's just... Do it I guess... I just don't know how to go about this," Torture said

"What do you prefer I guess," Torture asked.

"No if you prefer bottom I'll top you," Torture said. "You just need to help me through this so I don't mess up or something. I'm not exactly experienced."

Torture followed after him, "I'm sure it is as simple as I believe but I don't want to do something wrong and hurt you."

"Alright. Just help me get started. I'm sure things will go easy after that," Torture said standing in front of Pericolo now

Torture followed his leave and even returned the kisses, them getting deeper as things went on. Time passed on and after awhile things were done and they were settling in, both cuddling into each other as they breath deeply and breathlessly.