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[size=35pt]Semiflame[/size]
[align=center][glow=black,1,000]Take everything from the inside, and throw it all away.
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px; overflow: auto; padding: 4px; font: 15px garamond; color: black; text-align: left;][size=11pt]Before Skotos came along, she had been lost, torn in half, miserable. All through her apprenticehood, she was a monstrosity, picking fights with anyone who got on her nerves. It hadn’t been her, really... It was the monster her parents had created. Semipaw had been an innocent, naive dreamer. Those dreams of hers had been her walls of protection, only letting her tread foot on the paths that were guaranteed to brighten her young mind. And then her parents came along, firing missiles at those walls until they came shattering down. They invaded her mind, conjuring up another Semipaw, one that would do their bidding, no questions asked.
They lived together for a while, those two conflicting parts of her mind. She had wanted to be free, to rid herself of the burden, to erase one redundant point of view and stick to her nature. But which one was her, and which one was the imposter? The good side of her had made its appearance first, but that didn’t necessarily mean that it was the real one. Perhaps she was never meant to feel those opposing emotions. Perhaps one was supposed to be stronger from the beginning. But... which one?
Her whole life had been based on her fragile emotions and mental vulnerability. She had been taken advantage of and then shunned for the sins that her parents had committed. She had never meant anything to them, her father and mother, only an unimportant pawn in their game of chess. But now? Now, she had made it to the enemy’s side, thrown away her weak masquerade, and changed into something stealthier, wiser, stronger... something better.
At first, after her parents’ deaths, she had thought that the endless battle had finally been won. They had been the enemy, and without them, she was free to hide away behind the walls of protection once more. But, no. Those walls had been broken beyond repair, and Semiflame couldn’t be saved. The only direction left for her was down, down into the abyss of darkness and betrayal and destruction. She found another enemy to fight: Her clan and the cats she had known all her life. They hadn’t directly meddled in the game between malevolence and benevolence, but they played a large role, all the same. When Semiflame had needed them the most, they turned away from her. The warriors praised her parents for having raised such a strong daughter and the apprentices mocked her for being so unstable and depressed. They laughed at her, treating her as if she was nothing more than entertainment, as if she wasn’t alive, as if she wasn’t aware of their tauntings and mockery. And so, upon meeting Skotos, her goal was clear: Revenge.
There were still two parts of her mind, but one was much stronger now. It wasn’t hard to guess which.
At that moment, Semiflame was perched on a tree branch. She had been on her way to meet an agent of the Pride of Tenebris, but had settled down for a rest as she still had plenty of time to reach her destination. Coming up with a lie for the clan had been easy. Since Thunderclan’s recent battle with Shadowclan, the leader had sent out some warriors to renew the borders and chase out any strangers within the territory. All she had done was volunteer to check out the Thunderclan side, and the leader had let her go without any suspicions. It was easy, too easy.
While resting, a movement caught her eye. From across the border, she could see a squirrel suddenly squeak and leap to the side. Following directly after it was an agile hunter who ended the rodent’s life with a simple bite. When he straightened up, Semiflame took the opportunity to study him further – If he was a Thunderclan warrior, it wouldn’t hurt to observe his hunting tactics, perhaps even eavesdrop on his conversation with the rest of the patrol.
After a few minutes, there were still no signs of a patrol and the tom himself had sat down to enjoy his meal. So he wasn’t a Thunderclanner, but an intruding loner. How interesting... Thunderclan cats would soon catch him and throw him out if he didn’t move his rump, and it would prove to be a great way for her to gauge his reaction and decided whether he was worthy of recruitment. The feline seemed a bit on the scrawny side, but his catch had been an impressive one and there was a look of determination in his eyes, and—
Oh, gosh. He was staring directly at her now, saying something that she couldn’t hear. Semiflame made an attempt to move, but as soon as her paws touched the ground, a wave of vertigo crashed over her. Tumbling backwards in a daze, she let out a hiss of pain. What... what was he doing to her?[/size][/fancypost]
[glow=black,1,000]’Cause I swear for the last time: I won’t trust myself with you.[/glow]