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    [color=black][font=times new roman]Letting out a scream, I tossed and turned in my sleep. What was this? Why was everyone dead? Why is there so much blood? This can't be real! Tell me this isn't real! Another scream escaped my lips, my head tossing and turning every few seconds. But all of a sudden I heard someone talking to me, I let out another scream thinking it was something bad but then I was getting shook. Fluttering my eyes open, I seen Junhyung his face worried as ever could be. "Sam what's the matter?" He asked. I glanced over at the clock - three o'clock. Damn. Letting out a sigh, I looked back over at him and shook my head. "Bad dream I guess," I answered with a shrug as if nothing was wrong. Junhyung let out a sigh of relief just as other set of feet ran in. Looking over at the door, I seen Gikwang and Dongwoon all worried as ever could be. "I didn't mean to wake you guys, sorry." I said chewing my lip as I sat up. "We'd rather be woken up then let you scream like that," Dongwoon replied. Smiling a bit, I shook my head and covered my face with hands for a moment then dropped them in my lap. "Sorry guys, go back to bed." I said with a warm smile. "I think we'll sleep in here," Junhyung said looking at me with narrowed eyes. "What? I didn't do anything." I said, staring back at him. He shook his head and told Gikwang to get blankets for them along with pillows. Gikwang of course nodded and was gone within seconds, and since their rooms were near mine it didn't take him long. He returned within a few minutes, ugh stupid nightmares. I don't even know what it was about, all I saw was blood, dead bodies, and I remember doing was crying and screaming. As the boys got comfortable on the floor, I looked at the clock. I still had a few hours to sleep but with the nightmares being the way they are I don't know if I'll get anymore sleep. "Sam lay back down and go to sleep, we have a big day ahead of us." Junhyung said walking over to bed and kissing my forehead. "Alright," I said and laid back down. At first it took a bit for me to get back to sleep but somehow I managed.


    It's only been five minutes a swear, didn't matter anyways I was probably gonna wake up soon anyways. Sighing, I sat up and looked over at the alarm clock. Five. Time to take a shower. Chewing on my lip, I tossed the blankets off my legs. I went to get out of bed, but I seen the boys had covered my room. Junhyung on my left, I nearly stepped on him, Gikwang on my right and Dongwoon all the way at the end. Smirking a bit, I carefully climbed over Junhyung and went over to my dresser. There I grabbed a purple shirt that had some kind of cartoon panda on it that said 'hug me', along with that I grabbed my favorite pair of grey skinny jeans and a pair of black socks. With a small nod, I carefully shut my dresser and climbed over Dongwoon then walked to the bathroom in my room. With that, I set my clothes down and started the shower - getting in after a bit.
    About ten to fifteen minutes later, I was out of the shower with my hair dyed and curled. All I was working was my make up which was nothing more than black eyeliner. Once I finished with my eyeliner, I quickly brushed my teeth then brushed my hair once more. Staring at myself in the mirror, I shrugged then walked out the bathroom. Gikwang and Dongwoon were in my bed sleeping together, of course as far apart as they could be and Junhyung was up and moving. "Morning Oppa," I smiled at him. He muttered something to me and threw his pillow at me. Quickly ducking, I let out a laugh and shook my head. "Grumpy Oppa," I giggled as I stood up. He slowly got up and started going through my stuff, I had some of his clothes he put some in here just in case he came in here for whatever reason and since his other clothes were packed up for the Academy we were going too. I didn't want to leave the others but Ma home schooled them - Junhyung goes to school with me because he likes talking and what not. Once he found what needed, he went to the bathroom and took a shower himself. Giggling a bit, I looked over at Dongwoon and Gikwang. Neither one of them had a blanket on them. Shaking my head, I walked over to my bed and covered them up with my blanket. "Such goofs," I smiled and kissed their foreheads then walked over to my shoes. I slipped on a pair of purple converses then slipped out my room. I didn't want to wake the others.
    Sighing as I reached the kitchen, I looked around the fridge and found nothing I wanted. "Here, you're gonna need this." Ma suddenly said making me jump out of my skin. Turning around and looking at her, I smiled at her and nodded. "Right, thanks Ma." I said taking the coffee she was holding out to me. "Have fun sweetie and be safe, remember to call me if you guys need anything." Ma said kissing my cheek. I nodded, "I will Ma, now go get some sleep." I said. She nodded and walked off, yawning. Man how I was gonna miss her and the others. Shaking my head, I looked over as I seen Junhyung coming down the steps with his stuff and mine. "I would have gotten that," I said taking a sip of the coffee. "Sam, there's a coffee for Junhyung in the microwave!" Ma called. "Kay Ma!" I called back with a giggle, walking over to the microwave. Grabbing Junhyung's coffee, I heard footsteps from upstairs. Shit, they're up. Handing Junhyung his coffee, I looked over at the steps as all of the boys came down. Sleepy as ever but they all seemed so upset, aw this makes me feel bad. "Morning boys," I smiled at them. They all smiled at me, but Yoseob dragged his sleepy self over to me and hugged me resting his head on my shoulder. "I'm gonna miss you." He muttered half asleep. Giggling, I shook my head and kissed his head. "I doubt it, now go to bed. All of you," I said glancing at the others. "Huggie!" Jonghyun said as he walked over to me with his arms stretched out. Smiling, I hugged the pretty blonde boy as everyone likes to call him - he, Junhyung, Yoseob and Gikwang are always getting ran over by the girls. I don't know the others are going to do without me, I mean the others get girls too but the girls tend to stare at them the most. Just as I thought they were all going to go back, Junhyung and I were both attacked in hugs. "Ah!" I giggled.
    After a few moments, they all backed up - well all expect one. Jonghyung. "Shall I carry you to bed?" I questioned. He muttered something but nodded, "Hold this." I told Junhyung and he nodded taking my coffee. "And up we go." I said, picking Jonghyung up under his feet. He gasped a bit but held onto me for dear life. "I've done this plenty of times - with all of you I'm not gonna drop you." I giggled, carrying him up the steps. He muttered something but I couldn't understand it. Shrugging, I carried him to his room and placed him down on his bed covering him up as I went. "Bye Jonghyun." I whispered, kissing his forehead. With that, I watched him for a few moments then left his room once I knew he was asleep. Slipping back down the steps, I looked over at Junhyung who was still half out of it. "Ready?" I questioned him. He blinked his chocolate brown eyes and looked over at him, handing me my coffee back. "Alright, let's go." I said chugging the last of my coffee then throwing it away and grabbing my keys off the key hook in the kitchen. Junhyung yawned and followed me our stuff. "Wait, Rusty." I said, looking around. Rusty must be in a deep sleep but not for long. "Rusty!" I called, patting my leg and sure enough you soon heard his claws clicking on the floor. "There you are," I smiled as the German Sheppard appeared wagging his tail. "Did I pack his dog food?" I asked, glancing back at Junhyung. He gave me a half nod and yawned again. "Kay," I said walking to the door and opening it. I didn't need a leash for Rusty since he was command trained. But I had one just in case - in my car that is. Stepping outside, I held the door open for Junhyung then shut it once he was outside and heading towards the red Ford Mustang that had a white stripe down the middle.





    Climbing into the car, I let out a yawn and shook my head. I was so tired and Sammie having her nightmare didn't help my sleeping problem. But at least she's okay, that's what matters. With a shrug, I looked out the window as she got in with Rusty jumping into the back. "Still aren't awake?" She asked, as she started the car. I looked over at her and shook my head, I won't be awake til later she knows that. "Figures," she giggled as she started driving. Why were we up so early? Because this was the first day we were going to a new Academy, I wanted the others to go but they didn't want too. As Sammie drove, I slowly became more awake. But I still didn't want to move, whatever I'll be okay. "Look Junhyung, I'm sorry for waking you and the others up in the middle night." Sammie suddenly said, as she made a turn. "It's fine, I promise you." I said, looking over at her with narrowed eyes. She's always worried about things, she gets so upset when she knows she's bothered others when she doesn't need too but I was glad I was woken up. She might have needed me or something. "No it's not, you're half asleep because of me." She said, shaking her head. "No, that's not the reason." I muttered. "Liar," She protested. "I'm serious Sammie," I replied. She sighed and gave up, she knew better to fight with me. She wouldn't win.
    Smiling a bit, I looked out the window. I couldn't wait to get to this Academy, I've heard it's a lot of fun and the teachers really aren't that strict. Works for me, I'm use to getting in trouble with teachers because I can't stay quiet. "Is it bad that I'm nervous?" Sammie asked. "No, but why are you nervous? You're normally all excited and bouncing off the walls." I answered, looking over at her with an eyebrow raised. "I really don't know, I think it's more fear than anything." Sammie answered with a shrug. Sammie could be weird at times, her emotions made no sense at times. One moment she could be happy the next she could be mad. It's just how she works. "You're worried about your OCD aren't you?" I asked. "No...I mean...Ugh, yes." She muttered. She hated her OCD but it wasn't something she control, having OCD meant if something was out of place or not in a certain order she would have to fix it. It's just how OCD worked - on her anyways. Some people it didn't really affect but then there are those like Sammie that it affects badly. Nothing that people can really control. "Don't be, you'll be okay. You've made it this far with it," I smiled at her. "You're right," She sighed feeling a bit relaxed but you could still tell she was tense. Shaking my head, I looked back out the window.
    "How much longer?" I asked whining like a child, it's been about an hour since we've left home. "We're here," Sammie said parking the car. When the car came to a complete, I jumped out the car and smiled. "Finally!" I smirked. With that, I quickly grabbed my stuff and shut the car door. Sammie took her time, then again she had more stuff than I did so whatever. With a shrug, I waited for her. When she finally came to my side, we walked towards the small crowd of people. It was still early and we had the whole day to relax and do whatever so we could get use to the whole place. Once we were through the crowd, Sammie and I looked around. But then we got our keys to our dorms and looked at each other. I knew Sammie didn't want to alone at the moment, but how else was I suppose to go to my dorm. "Text me when you're done, I'll meet you somewhere." I suddenly said. Sammie looked over at me and gave me a small nod. "You'll be okay, I promise." I whispered to her with a warm smile then headed off to my dorm.
    Finally finding my dorm, I sighed with relief and stepped inside. It was better than I expected. With a small smile, I started unpacking my clothes into my dresser. Each side of the room had a bed, dresser, computer, computer desk and a few other things. This really was a lot better than what I had expected it to be, I was expecting some really crappy room but that's not what I got. Smiling, I kept unpacking putting up pictures, posters and things Sammie has drawn for me.





    Normally I'm pretty cool with all this but since it was a new place with new people, I was screwed. Nobody here but Junhyung knew about my OCD. What if I get teased? Chewing my lip, I looked around for my dorm with Rusty by my side. He was a great dog, I can't believe I almost forgot about me. Glancing down at him, I smiled a bit and felt slightly better at least I have him. He'll help me not that Junhyung won't but I don't want to ruin his life with my problems.
    Finding my dorm, I slowly opened the door and let out a sigh of relief. For some reason I thought it was going to take longer to find since the dorms weren't in order, they were kind of scattered through out the place but easy to find now that I think about it. Shrugging, I stepped into the dorm and let out a heavy sigh. I'm really nervous, what is my roommate going to be like? What are they even going to think of me? Oh, thinking about all this made me even more on edge.
    Shaking my head, I muttered something Korean and started unpacking. Hopefully it wouldn't take long to get settled in. As I started unpacking, I kept glancing over at the door thinking my roommate was going to walk in at any given moment but whoever they are they aren't here and I'm kind of glad about that. Not that I don't want to meet them because I do it's just I'm already a nervous wreck meeting someone so soon will make things worse. Chewing my lip, I noticed Rusty had laid down and fallen sleep. Lazy dog. Giggling a bit, I shook my head and got back to unpacking. Unpacking was easy, it normally didn't take long - for most people but with my OCD I took longer because certain things had to be a certain way before I was really happy. I know call me a freak, weird but I can't help it. It's just the way I am, my OCD has like ruined my life. How am I ever going to date someone? Ugh, I hate my life I'm going to be forever alone.

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    Muttering something under my breath, I walked the halls. I was looking for Junhyung but he was nowhere to be found, was he hiding again? Ugh, how the girls scare him to death. I mean he likes to attention but he doesn't want to get killed while he's trying to talk to his friends or even me for that matter but the girls have learned not to mess with me. So it seems anyways. Sighing as I shook my head, I kept looking hoping the poor Korean boy hadn't been scared to the bathroom or something. I wish he would have texted me or something, I hate it when I don't know where he is but I'll find him, that's a promise. As I walked, I suddenly came to a crowd of females. There. With narrowed eyes, I walked over to the crowd with slightly angered eyes. Shoving girls out of my way, I made my way up to Junhyung who was hiding behind one of his male friends who wasn't doing anything. Rolling my eyes, I turned around and faced the girls. "Look, just leave before I make you all leave." I muttered and most of them left. Just a few remained, seriously? "Who says you can tell us what to do?" A blonde asked. "Since you want to keep your pretty face," I answered with a smirk. With that, she and her little crew I guess you could call them ran off. "It's safe Oppa," I said turning around.


    Junhyung's Point Of View

    I was hiding for my life, girls were everywhere and I wasn't all that thrilled. I wanted space, I couldn't even talk or go to the bathroom without girls chasing me down it was rather annoying I mean the attention is nice and all but I mean I need space. I don't mind them being around but they're all up in my face, begging me to date them and all I'm just like no - you all scare me. What? They do. Hearing Sammie come to my rescue, I let out a sigh of relief. Thank god for her. She's the best sister ever. "Thank you," I said as I stepped out from behind my friend. He was tall so I could hide behind with ease. "You really need to learn how to tell them to go away," Sammie muttered. "I can't, I don't wanna be mean." I answered. She just rolled her eyes and started walking, leaving me there but I caught up with her. "Where are you going?" I asked. Sammie shrugged, "I dunno, I'm wanna see who all is here and if I know anybody." She answered. Nodding, I walked with her.

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    [color=white][font=times new roman]I can't believe it's only a day away - my birthday. I'll be turning eighteen, my big year. Hopefully. My school year is over since summer is in and school is out, yes I finished high school at the age of seventeen so what? Not a big deal. I've been up since about four, I can't sleep. I don't know why but I can't, maybe because I want to hear what my parents are planning for my birthday. I don't like surprise but they're really fun. Ugh, but I need sleep. But I wanna stay up. Sleep, stay up, sleep, stay up, sleep, stay up. If I don't sleep then they'll plan while I'm sleeping, I guess I should get some sleep now. With that, I let out a sigh and laid down on my bed. I've been trying to stay up all night for the past week, it hasn't worked. I've either fallen asleep at five or I pass out at one in at the afternoon. I know they've already gotten something planned, I've heard them on the phone non - stop. I thought it was work at first but mom told me last week that they had like the whole week off. My mother and father are business people, they're always leaving me and talking to people. I feel alone at times but I call them when I can or they call me when they have spare time which isn't much it normally last about an hour if even that. Ugh, now that I wanna go to sleep I can't. Maybe if I close my eyes and start relaxing a bit more then maybe I'll go to sleep, I've never really been able to sleep on my birthdays. When I was a kid I use to go bed a six in the afternoon then get up at like two in the morning and stay up all night and day so I wouldn't miss a thing of course that never went as planned because I would always pass out a bit after my party. Like when everyone left or had just left, I would crash and normally my parents had the whole day planned out for me to do things.


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    [color=black][font=times new roman]Seeing I was done with unpacking, I decided to check my phone. Nothing. It'll probably take Sammie some time because of her OCD, ugh now what? I'm bored as ever could be and need something to do. There was a coffee shop near by along with a few food places maybe I could get Sammie to take me there when she texts or calls me. Food might ease her mind a bit, she didn't eat anything and with her being nervous about her OCD not having any food in her stomach could lead to her puking her guts out. It tends to happen to those who are nervous and can't seem to calm down. I know you think I'm a bit too worried but with Sammie's past I have a right to be as worried as I am. Sammie use to cut and burn herself, things weren't always the greatest for the bubbly red head. She use to get teased a lot in Japan and Seoul because she was an American but all that changed once they started to realize she wasn't like the other Americans. Sammie's kind of the only American us Korean and Japan people have really actually accepted. Sure some still live in Korea and Japan but most of them are rather judgmental and rude. Americans tend to get mad when they can't understand things, and that's what gets me. Why move to somewhere with a completely different language? Sammie was brought to Seoul without a choice, that's a long story and we're not going there. Sighing, I laid back on my bed but as soon as I did my phone buzzed. Grabbing my phone, I brought it to my face and read the message. It was from Sammie, it said she was done and ready to meet up. Smiling a bit, I sat up and headed out of my room.









    I finally finished with my room, it seemed like forever though with my OCD. Damn OCD I hate it, it's ruining my life. The only person that doesn't seem to mind is Junhyung but that's because he's my brother. Shaking my head, I sat down on my bed and texted Junhyung letting him know I was done and ready to meet him somewhere. Letting out a sigh, I muttered something in Korean and stared at my wall that was now covered in my drawings, pictures, and posters. Most of it where pictures and drawings, the pictures were of Junhyung, Me, the boys and Ma. The drawings, they were of the family too then some of them were of bands, and random things. I tend to get bored a lot and draw or dance with Junhyung something we do a lot. Chewing my lip, I waited for my phone to buzz but it hasn't. I guess he's a little slow, but just as I thought he wasn't going to text me for a while it suddenly went off with a reply to my message. I grabbed my phone and read the message as I sat up, the message was telling me to meet him at the entrance of the academy and that he was hungry meaning that I was going to have to take him to somewhere to get food. He always hunger it seemed. Giggling, I grabbed my keys and my wallet then headed out the door.
    Finding Junhyung at the entrance, I grabbed his wrist and he led me out of the place. I could have gotten out on my own but some many things were out of place it bothered, Junhyung knew I wanted to fix them but I couldn't. It would look weird. Muttering something under my breath, I let go of Junhyung and walked over to the car. Getting into the car, I heard Junhyung say something about food places near by. "We'll get you some food, I promise. Chill out," I giggled as I started the car then pulled out of the parking lot. Ugh, now I'm starting to think it's not just that worried about my OCD. I think I'm worried about running into people or something, I don't know what else I'm worried about I just know that I'm not just worried about my OCD. "You need to calm down and relax, you're normally a bubbly and friendly girl, stay that way. Just push your OCD to the side or fix what needs to be fixed then talk to the others, you shouldn't be so worried." Junhyung said, poking my arm. "It's not that easy Junhyung," I replied. "It is so, you just need not to worry about it and do your thing." He replied. "My thing?" I questioned. "Yeah, being your bubbly self. That loud mouth and free spirited girl," He answered with a grin. He was right, I should try not to focus so much on my OCD and just be myself.

    Sammie's POV

    Junhyung was bothered by the way I was acting, I'm a bit upset with him at the current moment. And like always he doesn't know what he did wrong, males never know what they did wrong unlike us females we caught on rather quickly. "Sammieeeeee, what did I do wrong?" He questioned me. I shrugged and kept walking, "You should know." I answered. With that, Junhyung started talking to me in Korean asking tons of questions, I just replied with a small shrugs and short answers. He should know, I shouldn't have to tell him shows how much he pays attention. "You should know!" I finally said after a bit, we were rather loud in the hallway trust me I know, I was getting looks all through out the hall. But what did I care. "Sammie please tell me what I did wrong," Junhyung begged.



    Junhyung's POV

    I don't know what I did wrong but I've done something wrong, Sammie's upset but I don't why. "You should you know," she simply replied. Ugh, this bugs me. I hate seeing her like this, it bothers me even more that I caused her to be this way. Think Junhyung, think! Nothing. "Sammmmmmmmie," I whined like a child. Sammie just shook her head and kept walking, she was upset you could tell she wouldn't look at me. "Here's a hint, it has to do with yesterday and a girl." She said. Hearing that made me stop dead in my tracks, she must of heard what I was talking about with the girl. "Sammie, I didn't mean it." I said, quickly as I went to grab her arm and stop her but she just pushed me away. "Just don't Junhyung, I can't believe you said that. Joking or not, I take offense to that. Trust me I know I'm not pretty but you don't have to say so yourself!" She snapped. Ah, jeez. I didn't mean what I said, I was talking to some girl and she thought Sammie was my girlfriend. I had told the girl no, that Sammie was my sister even if she wasn't I wouldn't date her because she's so ugly. Things you say when you're around girls... "Sam, I'm sorry." I said. Sammie shook her head and took off down the hall, running into the bathroom I believe. Cussing out loud in Korean, I slammed my hand into a near by locker causing me to get looks. "What? Do you have a problem?" I asked, shooting the people glares. They looked away and I stood there, what am I suppose to do? I can't go in there, I didn't mean what I said either. Ugh, where was a girl when I needed one?

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    Jeez, I'm screwed. Sammie is going to hate me for the rest of my life unless I can find someway to fix all this, she needs to see the boys that I know she misses them like crazy maybe that's her problem. No, what I said is her problem. Letting out a sigh, I heard footsteps coming my way. Small has to be a female, just then a girl popped up pulling earbuds out of her ears, you still hear the music it sounds like something gothic sounded a lot like something Sammie would listen if she was still depressed. Looking at the girl, I let out a sigh. "My sister, she's in the bathroom crying because of something I had said. I would go in myself but it's kind of the girl's bathroom, do you mind going and checking on her? Maybe calming her down even?" I asked the girl, I know it sounded like a lot of work for some girl I didn't even know but she asked. "I'll explain what happened in a short version, I was talking to some girl yesterday and I wasn't really focusing on what I was saying. The girl I was talking too thought Sammie was my girlfriend, but she's not. So I told the girl no, that Sammie's my sister because she is and that even if she wasn't my sister I wouldn't date her because she's so ugly. Sammie overheard everything and now she's upset. I know I shouldn't have said it but it slipped.." I muttered, glancing to the side then looking back at the girl with pitiful brown eyes.



    Sammie's POV


    How could he say something like that? He knows how am I about myself. I don't care he doesn't mean it or not, he still said it and I take offense to it. I know it sounds stupid but I don't care. Sitting in the bathroom floor, I hugged my knees to my chest and buried my face into my lap as the tears streamed down my cheeks. Junhyung is my brother, well foster brother but I call him and the boys my brothers because I've been with them since I was about three. So they pretty much are my brothers. But anyways, why would my brother say that? I mean seriously? God, now I know what everyone else sees.
    Some ugly red headed freak.

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    I thought I was alone, I was pretty sure I was alone til one female walked in. I didn't bother to look up but I tried to make my crying quiet which didn't go as plan. She asked what was wrong, I didn't answer just cry. Then another female came in, she sat down beside me with music playing. I knew that voice I just can't think of it at the current moment. She started talking and saying he didn't mean it, I think different Junhyung is normally an honest person. Why are there people in here trying to talk to me? I know one is in here because of Junhyung, she knows what happened and the other she's just in here for whatever reason. Shaking my head, I looked up at the girls then staggered to my feet. "I'm fine." I muttered, and slipped out the bathroom. Tears still streaming down my cheeks, I don't need help. I don't want help, I don't want comfort what I want is... I don't even know. Leaving the bathroom, I went to turn but I turned to quickly and didn't watch where I was going. With that, I crashed into a male. Staggering backwards, I looked up. Junhyung. "Sam-" He began, but I just shook my head and shot past him heading to math class. Walking into math class, I looked down at the ground and went to a sit near the back. When I was in my seat, I covered my face with my hands and shook my head, sniffling. Stupid tears, stupid brothers, everything is stupid! Crap, Junhyung has my first period. Ugh, shoot me!



    Junhyung's POV


    The girl really didn't help my mood but at least she was going to check on Sammie, hopefully she'd calm her down and not hate my guts. Sighing, I walked over to the girl's bathroom and stood to the side. I heard voices inside but I didn't say anything, and just then the door swung open. It was Sam, I could from the red hair. I thought she was okay, but she seemed even more upset than before. I stepped forward causing her to crash into me, she had staggered back and looked at me. Jeez, that face. I don't like her upset. "Sam-" I said, but she just took off. I let out a sigh and shook my head, god how I hate myself. The sad part the girl I was talking too yesterday wasn't even pretty - well to me anyways.

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    Stupid freaking tears I hate them, but it's Junhyung's fault. I heard people whispering but thought nothing of it, that was still I was it with a certain note one that bounced off my head and hit the desk. Dropping my hands down, I looked down at the paper and narrowed my eyes a bit. I opened it slightly and seen the writing, did she find this funny? What could I throw back at her? Ugh forget it. Shaking my head, I stood up from my seat and ran out the room with even more tears falling. "God, I hate this place!" I said a bit loudly in the hallway. I didn't know where I was going, all I know is that I ran and ran til I found a small quiet area. There, I sat down and just cried my eyes out. I haven't been this upset since I was about five, when I broke my hand playing on the play ground.



    Junhyung's POV


    I looked at the girl and nodded slowly, I'll have to figure something out before things get to bad. If things keep going the way they are, Sammie will be back to cutting and trying to kill herself in no time. "Tha-" I began say just as I heard Sammie run out of class saying something about hating school. "What the?" I questioned, glancing at the girl then looking where Sammie had ran off. "Ah, Jeez this can't be good." I muttered to myself. "Come on," I told the girl as I headed after Sammie. Sammie wasn't doing well, it all started because of me but her running out the room had nothing to do with me - I don't think anyways. "Sammie!" I called, as I headed after her.

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    1. Paris &&
    2.
    3.
    4. Evelynn &&
    5.
    6.
    7. Jacob &&
    8.
    9. Gikwang &&
    10.
    11.
    12.
    13. Loki && Krissy




    Form --





    my characters...
    wip!

    actually did does matter, if that picture or the person in the picture has already been used once on a thread someone else can't use it. It can cause a lot of confusion...


    &&
    i lock the thread for a few reasons...
    1.) we have way too many females.
    2.) we still have other RPers that haven't been online - example Snowy and i don't want them flooded.



    oh and you guys should know i'm probably gonna leave this thread...
    i'll find someone to leave in charge...

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    [color=black][font=times new roman]"our imperfections are what makes us who we are"



    • the basics of the basics.•



    nickname(s);;
    Kris, Krissy, Rose, Lace
    age;;
    Seventeen
    gender;;
    Female
    birthday;;
    November 15th
    birth town;;
    Miami, Florida



    • reading you like a book •


    family members;;
    Kikwang, Junhyung, Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Onew Taemin
    friends;;
    Pretty much everyone...
    pets;;
    her German Sheppard Rusty and her Golden Retriever May.
    clicky for Rusty
    clicky for May
    favorite color(s);;
    Grey
    favorite food;;
    Steak
    favorite band(s);;
    Beast
    Big Bang
    SHINee
    Fun
    The Wanted
    Pierce The Devil
    Black Veil Brides
    Paramore
    favorite song(s);;
    On Rainy Days -- Beast
    Blue -- Big Bang
    Monster -- Big Bang
    Tell Me Goodbye -- Big Bang
    Special -- Beast
    Here Am I -- Jason Chen
    Bad Girl -- Beast
    Ring Ding Dong -- SHINee
    Breath -- Beast
    Bad Boy -- Big Bang
    Dream Girl -- Beast
    Dream Girl -- SHINee
    crush;;
    Nobody at the current moment..
    sexuality;;
    She's straight but willing to experiment


    • only skin deep •


    hair;;
    Blonde
    eyes;;
    Blue
    weight;;
    112
    height;;
    5'9"
    body mods;;
    clicky


    • looking past what you see •


    flaws;;
    Krissy has ADHD meaning she has a hard time sitting still and keeping calm, and having ADHD with her personality isn't the greatest mix. She's really loud and always up and moving, making some kind of noise. She can never sit still. When Krissy gets upset, she'll chew her bottom lip and down. But when she's mad, she'll drum her fingers on whatever she can. Now when she's lying, she'll look to her left and shrug with every answer she gives you.
    strengths;;
    Well since she's so open minded, she'll willing to do many things. She's normally the first person to jump when someone ask if they want to try something knew. And with an open mind, Krissy doesn't judge and that's a good thing for a lot of people. But besides that, Krissy is really smart and helpful. She loves helping others with their personal problems or just simple problems like math or something. She finds it fun for some reason.
    weakness;;
    Being insecure, she doesn't like anything about herself. She calls herself ugly and fat when she's really not, people have told her meaning times that she's a very pretty young lady but she never listens. And then there's being really loud and able to keep her focus, she can't focus on something for too long unless it's bright and colorful and/or it makes noise.
    likes;;
    - Colors
    - Bright things
    - Rain
    - Things that make noise
    - Animals
    - Cute People
    - Guys who are funny
    - People who don't judge
    - People that can handle being around
    dislikes;;
    - Snobs
    - Jerks
    - Cheerleaders
    - Rudeness
    - Selfishness
    - Bullies
    - Tears
    - Blood
    - Pain
    • and we're done •


    cabin number;;
    13
    other info;;
    Speaks Korean, French, Latin, and Japanese
    did you read the rules?;;
    Well of course! [x





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    [color=black][font=times new roman]"everyone has a story be willing to hear it before you judge"



    • the basics of the basics.•



    nickname(s);;
    A.J., Key, && Krissy calls him Oppa.
    age;;
    Eighteen
    gender;;
    Male
    birthday;;
    December 19th
    birth town;;
    Seoul, South Korea



    • reading you like a book •


    family members;;
    Krissy, Yoseob, Key, Minho, Junhyung, Jonghyun, Taemin, Onew.
    friends;;
    Everyone
    pets;;
    none
    favorite color(s);;
    Purple
    favorite food;;
    Pizza!
    favorite band(s);;
    Doesn't really have any...
    favorite song(s);;
    Doesn't really have any...
    crush;;
    Nobody at the current moment..
    sexuality;;
    Straight


    • only skin deep •


    hair;;
    Black
    eyes;;
    Brown
    weight;;
    122
    height;;
    6'2"
    body mods;;
    None


    • looking past what you see •


    flaws;;
    He has ADHD like Krissy, and with them both having it - they're a handful. They get really loud and stupid, they're always doing stupid things but everyone else finds it funny and entertaining so..
    strengths;;
    He's a nerd, he's like super smart and then he's a great listener.
    weakness;;
    Being quiet and stilling...
    likes;;
    Pretty much everything..
    dislikes;;
    Two words, snobs and death.


    • and we're done •


    cabin number;;
    9
    other info;;
    He's Korean...
    did you read the rules?;;
    Yes...

    well i mean my characters aren't really being talked too, sorry if i sound like i'm nagging about it..
    but..
    yeah...
    i'm just rping with myself and it's kind of boring besides my female character doesn't even have a crush i was hoping someone would crush on her but all the males characters went after the other girls...
    kind of disappointing...
    if you know what i mean...
    do you guys even want me to stay?