Posts by T H O R

[fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px][justify][font=georgia]Thor nodded silently at her words, though he struggled to remember a feeling other than his internal emptiness that darkened his heart. He had always been a slightly troubled guy, sometimes he wished he could be normal, but he knew he couldn't - he knew he was an asshole, he was hardly nice half the time but he had this indescribable sunless and effortless charm that balanced out his easily dis-likable personality.

As her sentence continued, his ears fell further to his head and he threw his head to the side with an inwards growl. "Don't feel sorry for me, Fauna." The Knight grumbled, he wanted to remain strong in front of anyone, and this still remained for the girl who had known him his whole life. Dark eyes closing for a moment, he realized his shortness and rudeness as soon as he spoke and he took a small step forwards on ivory peppered paws, the bracelet entwined around the left shifted softly at his movements.

"I mean . ." Thor tried to revive himself, letting his rump fall casually to the grassy ground as he became a comfortable distance away from Faunalife- perhaps too close, since the tabby had little concern for social boundaries and personal space. "I'm sorry, you know I hate being pitied." It was rare that the tabby ever apologized but since he had started, why stop here?

"I'm sorry for how I treated you, you didn't deserve that." Faunalife may have been renowned for her vixen ways back when they were apprentices, but Thor was not an innocent either nor was the way he turned his back on her when things got rough. "I'm just . . .so sorry." He didn't know who he was talking to; her, himself or Espresso- for gazing too tenderheartedly in to the eyes of his ex girlfriend.

ooo track

[align=center][font=georgia]It was in Knight's best interest to plead his wrongs to her, since he knew deep down how many errors he had made regarding her. A strike of guilt across his angular face and the tom found his gaze looking through her rather than at her. With every battle he had experienced and every ounce of blood that's been shed, his feelings were corrupting him from the inside out. Thor knew back then he had meant to hurt her, make her feel his pain - but now he wished he hadn't been so selfish.

As her paw nudged playfully against his broad shoulder, no force had little effect on him and he stayed perfectly still, his expression still stayed completely and utterly serious. He hadn't really told anyone where he had went, he rarely told any of these people anything - most of them weren't his friends, just his clanmates. Finally, the husky-voiced male finally spoke after a few moments of silence.

"Only about 3 weeks . . . where did you go?"

[justify][font=georgia]Thor usually would have just wandered away from the activity boredly, though upon seeing the familiar ginger and white form in the midst of the animals, he found himself more inclined to partake. Perhaps he could become nicer now Faunalife was back and not so isolated since she was so friendly, he wondered if he could become a better person by following her example. Slipping up on big ivory peppered paws, the copper tabby listened silently for a moment with torn ears before grumbling in participation - "I'll help." The Knight meowed whilst his thick tail stayed motionless behind his heels.

[fancypost borderwidth=0][justify][font=georgia]The Knight found himself laughing as he ran, breathlessly and blissfully as he clumsily floundered over the grassy ground. There was a difference in the attitude of Thor, he seemed . . . happier. Perhaps because the return of his ex-girlfriend, Faunalife, though that also caused confusion - considering he still wore the bracelet around his front left paw that symbolised his marriage to the former Sunclan medic he hadn't seen in over a year.

Although the copper tabby was slow and utterly ungraceful, he was certainly strong so when he felt the weight on his back Thor was able to carry on his inelegant jog. He felt teeth upon his ears and the tabby gave a hearty, full chuckle before throwing his weight to the ground with a heavy thump and attempting to wrap a big arm around the neck of the pup and use a big ivory peppered paw to blithely mess up the fur between his ears.

[fancypost borderwidth=0][justify]The sound of a melodious and smooth song caught the torn ears of the copper Knight, though rather than the ladies that surrounded the creator of the noise, Thor did not appreciate beauty so rather than being joyous about it, the mild-interest was clear across his angular face as he approached to stand beside Bonepup, purposely nudging him with his broad shoulder blithely as he took his usual proud stance.

Thor's dark eyes took a second to linger among the animals around him. Admittedly when he saw from a distance, he had only noticed the African wild dog though now his twin lanterns settled unwillingly upon Faunalife. He truly didn't want to look so tenderly at her, he didn't want to feel guilty about it either so he let his rump fall to the ground and flickered his green eyes to the marriage bracelet around his paw.

[fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px][justify][font=georgia]Thor noticed how her pretty smile faded though he did little about it. Plus, the talk of Nineteen agitated the Knight - he hadn't seen him in so long but he still remembered how much he loathed that blue tom and how much he teased him when he got castrated. It seemed at times that the tabby lacked a moral compass, or he just didn't listen to it.

He sucked in his gaunt cheeks, chewing upon the side of his mouth till he felt an unpleasant linger of metaly blood on his tongue. Thor knew he felt pity for her, though he couldn't help but wonder how she could have just walked away . . .then he remembered how many times he had so he closed of the thoughts instantly. Momentarily, he wanted to tell her that she was good enough - good enough for anyone but it was too sickly for his tongue so he kept his ivory maw shut.

His response to her story was a tilt of his head, her words spoke to him in a way that no one else did and he continued to wonder if he could apply her experience to his current one. Though when her question turned back to him, Thor's chin raised and his torn ears fell to his skull. It was apparent how his nostrils flared and there was a familiar fire in his chartreuse visionaries. "I was taken by some animals at the border . . I had gone too far out of Sunclan territory when hunting and . .I don't know what happened after, my memories are messed up, I just knew how much pain I was in all the time. One day, I escaped, though I didn't know who I was or where I came from - but I wandered here and soon, I started remembering things again."

The tabby missed out the part of the story when he regained his memories of his past and broke-down in front of everyone, when he ran through the Cathedral breaking everything in sight and throwing fists at mirrors. It was much too dark a time for him to talk about.

sure guys, ill get them done soon 8)

[fancypost borderwidth=0][justify]A big body lay lazily in the branch of his favourite leafy oak tree, his limbs hanging feebly over the edge and his paws swayed softly though his dark eyes even though heavily lidded remained open as he watched the ground with mild interest.. actually, when a familiar little canine following after a heftily growing dragon scrambled out a house, Thor found himself craning his neck to see what the boy was up to. Thor could have guessed making trouble and judging by the proud look on his features, he was correct.

"Up to trouble, are we?" The Knight yawned down from the tree, resting his heavy head on the sturdy branch as he waved a big paw at the dog so he knew where about he was in the tree.

[fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px][justify][font=georgia]Ultimately, her words had offended him.

He cared so much for his image - to remain mighty and respected, to hear that his friends had doubted him caused his lip to curl over his white teeth. Thor knew he could control his inner anger occasionally, but there was that far too familiar look in his eyes when he heard something he didn't want to hear. He shook his heavy head, slowly, whilst his glowing green eyes flickered downwards.

..He took his sweet time to reply, and raised himself from his sitting position when he had done so. "Well, none of them truly knew me then." His words were like venom to his own tattered ears as he spoke, Thor stayed loyal to those he loved though when he didn't feel utterly and always appreciated, he would leave and find someone who treated him like a God like he so loved to be.

Thor gave an audible sigh, his shoulders slumped as he did so. "Yes . . you should have known." He meowed, letting his dark eyes fall back in to line with hers whilst his angular features slowly relaxed and he let a steady grin make its way upon his ivory maw.

[justify][fancypost borderwidth=0][justify][size=8]The copper tabby made his way over, thick tail swaying inches above the ground and big paws padding ungracefully as he moved. Thor took a heavy seat on his rump, his form casual and relaxed whilst he gave a small nod of his head in greeting along with a low meow. "Hey guys." He grumbled huskily.[/justify]

[justify]Thor looked upon the dead body with dark chartreuse lanterns, flickering them shut for a moment whilst he spoke a silent prayer in his mind since the Knight was a religious guy. As his eyes opened again, the copper tabby nodded with Skully. "Rest in peace." He murmured lowly. [/justify]

[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Thor's happiness had been at an all time low since he returned to Sunclan only 2 weeks ago, he felt isolated, alone and often found himself wondering if he had ever felt anything other than a constant emptiness deep within his chest that no amount of anything could fill.

Though when his ex-girlfriend had returned, Thor found this crack in his heart healing - she wasn't his wife, Espresso, but she was something that the copper tabby needed so desperately in order to ever be okay again. Just like when Faunalife had returned, Thor approached the group with little interest in the new joiner - his chartreuse orbs gloomy and dark, though they remained the same as when Magni had only been a boy, there was a certain sadness that wasn't there before.

When his liquid emerald visionaries met the 'stranger' and the conversation settled in his brain, the big Knight felt instantly propounded - he was dizzy upon his large round paws and his brows furrowed together, though a big and crooked grin sprawled across his ivory peppered paw. "Magni."

"Magni." He repeated his name, and reached out his nose to press it against the cheek of his son. He touched him with a tender affection, as if making sure that he was real and not just a fantasy or a dream.

Thor's husky voice croaked as he took a step forward, his heart fluttering beneath his chest. He had disappeared when his kits were young but he still loved them more than anything that he ever could, and as his dark eyes laid upon his son, his heavy shook with disbelief. "My boy, I've missed you so much." The copper and ivory tabby grumbled, his low voice caught in his throat as he spoke, though his eyes were wide with joy and gratitude - he thanked the Gods above for this miracle.[/justify]

[fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px][justify][font=georgia]As her gaze left him, he took his time to study for her face further - brows furrowed with a certain confusion beneath his calm demeanour. Thor didn't appreciate beauty, he would never look gracefully at a sunset nor gaze in to the large moon with gratitude. However he acknowledged her blue luminaries and ginger fur with a certain admiration that was rare for the Knight, especially in his most recent troubling days.

His smile grew at her words which petted his ego gently and let his gaze fall slightly as a little however dark chuckle raised from his throat. "I didn't hate you, I was immature and self-obsessed, I was no better than you." The tabby met her gaze once again, letting his ears fall to his skull whilst pushing softly against her side, enjoying the comfort of the feline.

He drew in a sharp breath, cocking his head slightly whilst his visionaries seemed to look through her rather than past her. "But . . . I can't move on again. I don't understand, I just can't forget. I can't do anything without thinking of her and I know she's gone but . .I just can't." The copper tabby dropped his head so his nose was pushed in to the fur of her shoulder. He knew it wasn't healthy to stay utterly in love with a girl he didn't know anymore, but he felt so guilty leaving their memories behind.

[justify]Thor truly hated to see the pup in pain, a bond had formed between them and the Knight had a feeling of protectiveness over him so upon seeing him with the little patch over his missing eye, the tabby didn't hesitate to stride forward with a arch of his non-existent brows.

"Aye aye, captain."

Thor grinned as he took a seat beside Henna with a dark and throaty chuckle.[/justify]

[fancypost borderwidth=0][justify][font=georgia]Whilst Bonepup's legs kicked out like a wild buck, Thor's stomach ached with laughter and he loosened his grip considerably. He had only been distracted for a second but already, there was a pair of jaws on his foreleg, chomping on him like he was one of those bone's that the pup was fond of. "Please, don't eat me, Bone!" The Knight put on an especially high-pitched voice, much different to his usual lower tone as he feebly squirmed his leg playfully.

[fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px][justify][font=georgia]"I still do."

He returned her teasing light-heartedly, his voice muffled due to his muzzle nestled into the softness of her furry shoulder. Thor could hear his own heart-beat in his ears, his blood rushed through him as he listened to her words - his body always seemed to react in the same way when he spoke about Espresso; as if he was going through a melt down, every single time.

Her soothing and calming voice helped him, he didn't feel so completely shattered. It was apparent that he was so terribly sick at heart, completely corrupt by his own memories. Even though he knew she was right, he found himself wondering what he would do if he returned to Sunclan to see her with someone else. Thor literally shuddered at the thought, it was inevitable to say that the copper tabby's anger issues would have imploded.

"I guess, you're right." He meowed as he lifted his head from her shoulder to look back tenderly in to her blue eyes.