Posts by gracie0104

I stared at her my anxiety getting the best of me. I started to think of what I could do to help her; help us. I had feelings for her but everything was different after we were possessed I just needed to show her what I really thought of her. With out thinking all the way through I crashed my lips into hers, something sparked in me like I felt something I never had a connection with.... aside from Lydia.

"uh yeah...um..." I looked at her eyes that were now glowing blue. I put my thumb on her cheek and smiled "You're doing it..." I couldn't believed our kiss could help her focus. I hoped that we could be something else sometime soon... but not at the moment we needed to help the others! "Okay Kota, listen to their voices."

"we need to get out of here!" My eyes widened at the thought of basically my brother getting hurt.. I stood up pacing back and forth. Inside I was panicking but I didn't want Kota to see me like that... when did I start caring about what girls thought of me? I guess right now.

I looked behind me still certain the mute was behind me, sure enough he was. I walked through side hallway slowly.. someone was here; a wolf and a human. I assumed that the mute was searching for the two of them? I didn't really get all the details because he has no mouth.. I closed my eyes feeling the gun on the back of my head.. I guess this was our stop. I turned the corner; I saw them.
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I screamed and looked down as I dangled from the roof, what the hell were these creatures? I felt tears welling in my eyes.. I moved here for a change. I didn't want to die because of what I did at my old school. "Help!" I yelled to Scott, I was pretty sure that the zombie looking thing wasn't going to help me; he tried to eat me.

I was confused.. how did this man know me? I felt like I've seen him before and knew him but I just couldn't think of anything. My thoughts were interupted when the mute grabbed my arm aggressively and put his finger on the trigger. I didn't know what to do... should I warn them.. or should I try to fight back? I did nothing; I stood there shaking.
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I screamed as the pain shot through my arm. I cried and screamed as his teeth sunk down into my arm, what the hell was wrong with him? I felt like I was going to die, maybe that wouldn't be a problem. I was always getting in trouble so why not pay the price? I gritted my teeth but couldn't help but shriek once again in pain and distress.

I turned around watching the mute be destroyed. I took a step back and turned back to the other two who looked like they had seen a ghost. I looked back at the blonde haired man who was clearly enjoying seeing the mute die. It was something about him I knew I couldn't trust... I knew he was evil but what was his name? Everyone looked familiar but I just couldn't figure it out..
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I slid down to the ground holding my bloody arm close. I looked at scott and the dead body, this was one hell of a night. I whimpered as the pain shot through my arm, I hope this was only temporary.. I looked at the bite marks one more time.. hm they were fang marks.

hey

lisa and joan

When I felt his hand move across my neck, I felt my body tingle. There was that feeling again.. knew what he was thinking and I was thinking the same. But I couldn't do it.. I didn't want to jump right back into the situation I had dealt with before which is why I'm single. I bite my bottom lip and started to walk "let's go." I said looking back at him with splat playful smile on my lips.

time skip, to the apartment?

I walked into his apartment, it was really small but we were only 18 so we weren't billionaires. I walked into the kitchen which was connected to the living room.. I opened the fridge and looked around the light inside flickering. I saw beer, liquor, alcohol, etc. I laughed to myself and saw two cans of root beer. No food just drinks.. "you know underage drinking is illegal." I said opening a cabinet and grabbing 2 cups.

i smiled and took out a root beer for him, but for myself I was going to wash down all my emotions. I grabbed the liquor and filled it to the the top of my cop.. it looked like water but I guess it'd slide by him. He wouldn't want me to drink this heavy but he'd let me have a swig. I needed something to stop everything I'm going through and have been through, it's hard since my wait has been up and down lately. I had started again... not eating anything; I was seeking help before. If had went away since I was back on track but now I was a train wreck ready to catch fire.

I took a long sip of the liqour and sat down next him. I sighed and swished the cup around.. I didn't want to drink like this but this is what all the drama was driving me to. Every sip I took I could see the room spinning, I looked at Joan and giggled randomly.

"oh it's nothing." I said sitting my cup down, I laughed louder to the point I almost seemed crazy.. "It's just funny how I'm always getting the one getting hurt... I'm always the screw up... it's nothing, I'm nothing." I said laughing once more, it was the only thing I could do to keep from crying. I didn't want Joan to see me with mascara dripping down my face because I knew he cared; a little too much.

I closed my eyes for a minute or two a single tear slipping down my face. "That's the thing... I'm a human but I'm not treating my body like I should." I said absentmindlet tears following after another. I couldn't hold back anymore, I couldn't hide the pain that I'd been through so why not risk it and show how I really feel.

I stared at him... mostly his lips. I couldn't resist it, I was feeling lonely so I did the only thing I thought that could help. I stared at him for a moment and then crashed my lips on his. I still got the same feeling as always butterflies flying I my stomach. He was the only one that could make me feel that way.

As our lip locking got more intense I slipped my hand under his shirt and squeeze my eyes shut. It felt so wrong but so right.. I couldn't help it I had been feeling lonely and isolated for so long and now here I was making all my problems go away by making out with my ex-boyfriend; how clichè.

i feel deeper and deeper in love with him, not only because this moment but how he treated me. I kissed his lips hungrily and yanked his shirt off. Everything that we were doing was way overdue and so I was taking advantage of this situation... I was drunk but I knew what I was doing. I didn't regret it and never would.

I fluttered my eyes open as I awoke to birds chirping. I rubbed my eyes and saw a huge arm on my waist.. what the hell. I turned over to see Joan sleeping shirtless next to me, and he was panless and underwear less, a shot of pain throbbed in my head. I winced in pain and memories flooded me as I started to remember last night oh the things we did. I had a white sheet over my naked body.. I groaned and put my hand on my forehead ugh hangovers hurt like hell. I decided if get dress before he'd wake up and start making remarks on how good I look.

i slipped my jeans and shirt back on but turned my attention back to Juan I couldn't help but smile. He was so adorable when he was asleep I had almost forgot what it felt like to see him sleep. I decided I wouldn't leave just yet because that'd be considered a one night stand.. though I didn't even know if we were a couple. I walked out his bedroom and saw the cup still sitting on the table , I walked over to it and noticed it was only a few sips from being finished.