

[fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 15px; letter-spacing: 2px; text-align: center; color: black; text-transform: uppercase; text-shadow: 2px 2px 2px black;]▲ ASPEN-- NATHANIEL-- SHANE [/fancypost] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 2px; color: white;]YOU WERE ONCE SO BLUE, NOW YOU'RE AS SICK AS YELLOW... WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ?
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NAME >>
aspen shane
AGE >>
24
GENDER >>
male
EYE COLOR >>
brown
BODY MODIFICATIONS >>
besides the occasional scar here and there, none
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PERSONALITY >>
aspen is a kind, gentle soul that doesn't like to impose on others. he has a keen sense of empathy and can easily read how others are feeling around him, and due to his soft soul, he's quick to try and help or comfort others. some have called him "weak" for this, but the way aspen sees it is that the world everybody lives in is already so harsh, so if he could be a bright spot in a sullied place, then that would define his existence. aspen does his best to try and keep positive, as he's naturally an optimist, but even he gets his down days and needs the company of friends to pull him back to his feet.
open-minded
aspen is rather open to nearly all ideas and considers himself as always learning about the world around him. because of the effect on humanity that the discrimination has, he is bound and determined to make sure he never judges somebody by a quality they cannot help or something that is completely unfair. after all, considering that he is of the lowest rung of the social ladder, aspen holds this value very closely to his heart.
synesthete
aspen has chromesthesia, a type of neurological condition called synesthesia that triggers his sight whenever he hears sound. voices, alarms/buzzers, music... anything that causes sound has a color and/or shape to him. the colors/shapes only exist in his vision for as long as the sound plays, so once the noise is over, they disappear as well. he cannot see his own speaking voice except for when it's played back to him on recording, but he sees his singing voice clearly. his condition is harmless most of the time, but too much noise can cause him to not see clearly with all the colors he's experiencing, and it can cause him painful migraines. aspen doesn't consider his chromesthesia to be odd since he's had it his whole life and it's what he calls "normal" to him, and he uses it to his advantage when singing and making music.
patient
given his generally gentle nature, aspen is also very patient. he is slow to anger and even slower to say he hates somebody, but if they do get on that very short list of people he hates, then they will never be on good terms with him again. aspen is the type of guy to not mind if you're running late for plans you made with him, or if you have to cancel on him suddenly. he isn't a doormat, but since he's keen on others' emotions, aspen can understand how another person feels and thus acts accordingly. as such, his empathy and patience go hand-in-hand. his patience also aids him in dealing with all the discrimination he has to go up against with being brown eyed.
LIKES >>
→ listening to/creating music
→ adores singing
→ sweets, particularly cookies
→ meeting new people
→ books (mostly history or science)
→ exploring abandoned buildings
→ spontaneity
→ winter
DISLIKES >>
→ the discrimination
→ uptight people
→ too much noise/loud noises
→ hot or humid weather
→ deceitful people
→ being touched without direct permission
FEARS >>
→ the discrimination outliving him
→ finding himself all alone in the world when everything is said in done
→ running into his parents again
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BRIEF HISTORY >>
aspen's parents -- anderson and pamela shane -- are gray eyed folk, obviously of very high social standing. however, his mother was having an affair on the side, seeing a brown eyed delinquent while her husband was clueless. when pamela became pregnant, anderson had no inkling to assume that the child would be anyone else's, but pamela knew better. being the wicked woman she was, she avoided her brown eyed lover for some time, until she falsely accused him of seducing her and impregnating her. anderson was furious and naive, thinking that his wife couldn't have been to blame for this, so as a result, he used his social power and had the brown eyed man killed. now, the couple could only wait for the child to be born. if the baby had gray eyes, they would consider keeping it and kicking it's mixed heritage under the rug so to speak, but if the baby were to have brown eyes, they would cast the child out due to shame. sure enough, aspen was born on the fourteenth of december with dark eyes. as promised, anderson and pamela secretly sent their child away to an orphanage.
aspen grew up in an orphanage for quite a while, but after it got shut down, aspen found that life on the streets was all he had left to turn to as a person with brown eyes. he grew up on those back alleys for years, learning and perfecting the art of thievery and pilfering only what he could to survive. eventually he found work as a servant/errand boy for a local bakery, where he worked for many hours with relatively poor treatment from the employer. after saving up as much as he could, aspen left that job and got himself an apartment, though nothing extravagant. aspen still steals, though he sticks to his rule about only taking what he needs (such as food) and "sharing the wealth" whenever he finds somebody else suffering from the discrimination just as he is.
he absolutely abhors his parents for letting society dictate whether he was worthy of being loved or not by them, and though he doesn't know what they look like, aspen has a healthy dose of fear that he'll somehow run into them again.
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PARENTS >>
pamela shane -- mother [living, gray eyes]
anderson shane -- father [living, gray eyes]
SIBLINGS >>
none
RELATIONSHIP STATUS >>
single
CRUSH >>
to be developed
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ROLEPLAYER >>
--- young and beautiful (but you may call me danni)
RP SAMPLE >>
[align=center][font=times new roman]He'd been a little afraid of how she would react to his requesting more time to think it over, considering how much she seemed to want him to remember, but her calm nod was oddly relaxing to see. He breathed a small sigh of relief that she was understanding, and he watched as she started to leave, feeling a vague sense of uncertainty about the whole situation. Before he could ponder it further, she turned back around to face him.
"As for my name... Ulquiorra Cifer. You gave me my name, Kristian Frosse."
That was dropping a metaphorical bomb on him. Kristian's pale golden gaze widened in sheer shock, and he honestly didn't know what to say to that. Did that really happen? Had he really given her something so significant as her name? He was tempted to question her on it more, but he held his tongue. He felt like rehashing a conversation with Ulquiorra would only create an endless loop of confusion. No, he needed time to think it all over, and he remained silent as the girl left through some means of teleportation, staring blankly at the spot where she'd left as a myriad of thoughts swirled around his head. It was actually beginning to give him a dull headache, and he made a mental note to see Orihime about healing for that.
He'd been so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't even realize that somebody had been approaching him until the person was directly in front of him. Kristian blinked a few times to focus, and he was surprised to see that the one standing before him was Kyle. The look on the leader's face seemed rather sullen and almost distant, and Kristian slightly tilted his head to the side, much like a confused puppy would. He could tell that Kyle's eyes were locked onto the scar that swept diagonally across his skin, and he almost felt a little guilty about his impulsiveness the night before -- almost. Kristian just didn't regret doing what he had to in order to save the life of another person, however briefly they may have met before had been near irrelevant to him in the heat of the moment.
"I do. I need you; I really do,"
The leader's voice broke the silence between them, and Kristian couldn't really mask the surprise he felt at the sudden statement. It took a moment for him to process, trying to discern what Kyle meant, though after a few moments he remembered what he'd said before during their encounter mere hours before. It felt so far away now after all that had occurred, but it was still fresh in his mind nonetheless. Kristian's surprise melted away to understanding, and he held Kyle's green gaze with his own golden one, merely waiting to see if the other was going to continue. In truth, just that statement alone was enough to get Kyle's point across, and Kristian knew that Kyle was most certainly not one to come right out and plainly apologize -- or really say how he felt at all, for that matter -- and he almost expected him to just not say anything else after. But Kyle surprised him yet again with actually apologizing. Such a simple and short phrase, yet it knew how to throw its weight around. Kristian let the fact that Kyle had flat out said he was sorry sink into his head for a few moments, staring back at the leader because it was all he could manage to do at the moment. However, it was when Kyle looked back up and began to reach out his hand that Kristian tensed up slightly, though mostly from force of habit. He could have let his personal space being invaded slide because of who it was, but he just didn't really understand what Kyle's intention was. A reassuring touch? A friendly pat? Perhaps a touch that meant nothing at all? He really didn't know, but whatever it was, Kristian probably would have allowed it, regardless. When Kyle pulled his hand away without going through with it, Kristian let the air between them settle a little before he found his words.
"I know."
He spoke simply, his tone gentle as it usually was. The adviser gently brushed his dark bangs out of his vision before feeling a small, reassuring smile ease its way onto his expression.
"But it's alright... I forgive you."
Kristian didn't use any lofty words or dance around the point, and once he said it, he began to feel better about the whole thing now that the air between them was cleared. But, to save Kyle any sort of extra awkwardness, he decided not to dwell on the moment and gestured back towards the factory.
"We should probably gather our things and hit the road like we planned, yeah?"
His question was rhetorical, and the ice magic user made a quick detour over to the pond where he'd originally been washing his clothes and picked up his thin jacket. It had been cleaned and was now wearable, though his shirt was lost in the bottom of the deep pond for good. He slipped it on and zipped it up to a little ways under his collarbone, feeling the need to have some modesty, and then joined Kyle again.
"By the way, your shirt is back in your room. Thanks for lending it."
Kristian added, still retaining his smile. It really felt nice to be able to be somewhat relaxed with the leader once again; he'd hated having the weight of conflict on his shoulders, regardless of who it was with. He'd already begun to take a step or two towards the factory, but he was going at a rate that would keep him even with the other boy's pace.
ACTIVITY >>
7/10
MUSE >>
generally high with random bursts here and there
OTHER >>
blue
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