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    [size=11pt]male && 19 && optimistic

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    The usual nickname he gets is Prince, but only people he is comfortable with may call him that. He would sometimes be teased in school for his name, the other children assuming he was rich, snobbish, or stuck-up because of his name, but that was the minority portion of his peers.
    d.o.b ] September 14, 1996
    height ] 6'2"
    weight ] 168 lbs.
    hair color ] light brown, like creamy milk chocolate
    eye color ] baby blue, like the hue of the sky when the sun is at its highest.
    body modifications ] princeton wears a long neck chain with his birthstone on it, which was given to him by his mother before she passed away. he's never taken it off since, typically letting it hang inside of his shirt if it gets in the way.


    he's been planning on getting a tattoo at some point.
    power enhanced synesthesia. synesthesia is the neurological phenomenon of simultaneously perceiving two or more senses together, such as tasting music or smelling color. in princeton's case, he can see sound (including music, voices, alarms, etc.) as colored waves/shapes/patterns/amorphous blobs as well as seeing a colored aura around a person based on their personality and emotions. princeton has had these traits ever since birth, but as he grew older, he found he could strengthen it and use it practically. lately, he's been figuring out if he can somehow manipulate the colors around him, though he's had little progress as of late. however, the power does have drawbacks. because princeton's world is constantly putting on a colorful show, he gets overloaded rather easily. not only that, but loud sounds/music/yelling has the tendency to take over princeton's sight to where he can't see anything but the overwhelming mess of colors. when either of those things happen, princeton has to go someplace quiet to collect himself and feel okay again. he can also feel somewhat disoriented by being in large crowds because of the colors all around him. [I have these two types of synesthesia myself, so I have experience to draw from while writing!]
    sexuality ] bisexual


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    appearance ] princeton is a tall and somewhat lanky individual, standing at a height of six feet and two inches. he doesn't have very much body fat or muscle on him to speak of, which results in him being physically weaker than most boys his age. he does have some physical strength and muscle, just not as much as the average nineteen old. He has defined and somewhat delicate features, with his big blue eyes and thin mouth. his milk chocolate colored hair is typically swept to the side and a little unruly, never lying completely flat nor behaving as he wants it to. princeton's toothy grin is bright, and he's often seen with a close-mouthed smile as his default expression. his aforementioned eyes are constantly observing, taking in the environment around him, and when he's looking at the colors from his synesthesia, princeton's bright blue eyes seem to dart around to watch what others cannot see. princeton's hands are paradoxes of eloquence and ruggedness, seemingly thin and fragile yet strong in their own right. his skin is more on the ivory side thanks to his skin's apparent inability to actually tan, though he doesn't mind that aspect of himself very much.
    personality ] ♦ friendly optimist
    simply put, princeton sees the glass half-full. he can usually find the positive parts of a situation and easily focuses on them to keep himself motivated and thinking clearly. too much negativity can be detrimental for him, and if he gets too somber, princeton tends to withdraw so far into himself that he has trouble coming out on his own. he's rather quick to try and motivate others by spreading positivity. despite some things princeton has had to go through in life, he remains fairly friendly and open to forming bonds with others. he is a firm believer that nobody truly wants to be all alone forever, and because he knows what it's like to be isolated like that, princeton makes a clear point to be the kind smile that some people might need every so often. granted, he doesn't bear his soul to everybody he meets, but he's certainly not one to close off his true emotions or thoughts to others.
    ♦ daydreamer
    while he may find motivation comes easily to him, the ability to focus tends to slip through his fingers. princeton tends to lose himself in his thoughts and stay within the confines of his imagination for far too long. more often than not, he just zones out, either while thinking or watching the colors of his synesthesia dance before him. he usually needs to be brought down to earth when his mind wanders, though if it's a task he's interested in, then princeton will work diligently until his building ideas begin to overtake his work ethic. despite his daydreamer status, princeton is not naive and knows what is and isn't realistic.
    ♦ perceptive & sensitive
    it's mostly because of his synesthesia, but princeton is highly perceptive to how others around him feel and can easily read the atmosphere of a situation. for example, if a person's color is hazy or dull, that person is more often than not either physically sick or highly troubled. even without the colored cues, princeton can also read facial expressions and body language well to know how a person is probably actually feeling. however, sarcasm goes right over his head. he's sensitive as well, but this quality is a double-edged sword. while princeton can easily empathize/sympathize with people because of it, he is also prone to getting his feelings hurt, even if it was unintentional. he often has to unpack what was said or done that hurt his feelings, analyzing it to death to determine if he was being sensitive or if his hurt feelings were justified.
    history ] princeton grew up as the only child of the wimbish family. while they were by no means wealthy, the family of three somehow made ends meet, but that became increasingly harder to do when princeton's mother's health began to deteriorate and medical bills piled up fast. it began with just a few coughing fits and headaches that were easy enough to treat with medication, but the symptoms gradually became worse and worse. eventually, her body became riddled with infections and ultimately shut down completely. before she passed, however, she gave princeton the necklace with his birthstone on it as an early present for his ninth birthday, as she wouldn't be around for the actual date. her death had hit princeton and his father hard, his father more so. after her passing, princeton's father did his best to raise the boy. his father loved him very much, but he was awkward with princeton and didn't really know how to connect with the boy like mrs. wimbish could. as a result, princeton found himself rather lonely a vast majority of his childhood. sure, he had his friends at school, but they didn't interact with him as much outside of school. to combat this, he began to pick up many hobbies and adapt his personality to being friendly and charismatic in vain attempts to close the gaping hole in his heart that his mother's death left. among the many hobbies he tried, princeton was highly drawn to playing volleyball and soccer as well as making music on the piano, violin, and guitar. his father was proud of his son's talents and accomplishments, and because the music seemed to make his aging father happy, princeton pursued it even further.


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    family ] Alexandria Wimbish -- mother (deceased), Martin Wimbish -- father (living)
    friends ] Vanessa Grey
    foes ] open
    crush ] open
    boy-girlfriend ] open


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    faceclaim ] ross o'donovan
    activity ] 8/10
    muse ] 7/10
    roleplay sample ]
    the polished black surface of the grand piano was practically calling to him, and princeton found his feet moving on their own accord to the large instrument. he hadn't played very much as of late with all the schoolwork he had, but the sleek ivory keys appeared to be begging to be graced by his fingers. princeton situated himself on the piano bench, cracking his knuckles before his blue eyes scanned the keys. now that he was here, where should he start? myriads of songs to play came to his mind instantly, but he pushed them to the side, because there was something he had to check first.. princeton's eyes rested on the middle C key, and he tentatively pressed it. as soon as the note played, a familiar burst of cobalt blue appeared in the open air. princeton found himself smiling at the color, satisfied that the piano was still in tune. with a breath of purpose, princeton's fingers went to the keys to play dance of the sugar plum fairy by Tchaikovsky , and as soon as his fingertips touched ivory, it was like he went on autopilot. he'd played that piece so many times that he practically knew it by heart, and as he played, the colors that he knew so intimately came to life before his eyes. pale streaks of pink, orbs of sharp cerulean, whisps of seafoam green, and small bright flashes of white all danced before his vision, and through the music and colors, princeton had never felt more at home. his heart filled with joy from the stimuli, even daring to close his eyes since his fingers knew exactly where to go from playing the song more times than he could count. now he focused on the colors, and their consistency assured him that the keys he hit were correct.
    that is, until one of his fingers slipped and hit a wrong note. a jarring, bright orange burst broke the spring-esque color scheme he was used to when the incorrect note played, and princeton opened his eyes in surprise. sure enough, one of his fingers was resting on the wrong key. princeton sighed with a half-smile on his face, simply correcting his hands before continuing. after all, even professionals made mistakes like that well into their careers, so princeton wasn't bothered by his mistake. he began to play again, and his world was once again engulfed in music and color.
    other ] i believe that's it!
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    [size=11pt]male && 24 && thoughtful && nephilim

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    Gray
    d.o.b ] December 14, 1991
    height ] 6'4"
    weight ] 187 lbs.
    hair color ] Black
    eye color ] Deep brown, like dark chocolate
    body modifications ] he has tattoos of stars starting at his wrist and spiraling up his left arm to his shoulder, but nothing else otherwise.
    sexuality ] pansexual


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    appearance ] at first glance, Grayson can look rather intimidating with his tall stature and broad shoulders. his facial features are well defined, with his clear eyes, high cheekbones, square jawline, and bright smile. it's no secret that his hair is a wild mess of curly black hair, and many would encourage him to get a haircut. however, Grayson actually prefers his hair to be as long as it is, not even minding its unruly behavior about ninety percent of the time. his body frame is broad and muscular, but he's not "ripped" by any means. his arms are sturdy and have good definition to them, and his hands are equally as rugged and strong. his skin has an olive complexion to it, thanks to his Israeli heritage from his mother's side, and his eyes are deep and warm, like freshly made dark chocolate. those eyes of his are essentially windows to his soul, and though his face can hide his expressions, his emotions are all contained in his pretty eyes. because of his species as a nephilim, Grayson has wings that he can retract at will in order to hide his identity among the humans. his wings are rather large and can spread out impressively wide due to his already large body frame, and they're feathered pure white due to his father being the angel while his mother was the human.
    personality ]
    ♦ gentle giant
    true to his angelic side of his heritage, Grayson is a gentle individual whose tender heart bleeds for the downtrodden, the underdogs, and those down on their luck in general. his inflated sense of sympathy is what makes him the quintessence of "gentle giant". He has a soft spot in particular for animals and children.
    ♦ protective
    as mentioned before, Grayson's soft spot for animals and children is extensive. since he came from a difficult childhood as well, he is super protective of the children that have rough home lives. in addition, Grayson is very protective of those that he deems close and important to him, almost to a fault. despite being half angel, Grayson would willingly engage in violence if it meant protecting those that mean something to him.
    ♦ uplifting and attentive
    despite looking like an awkward giant, Grayson is actually very eloquent with his words and usually knows what to say to people. since he can sense an atmosphere easily, the correct words seemingly just flow into his mind. not only that, but he's also been known to be a very good listener, actively engaged in what the other person is saying. because of this, people tend to come to him with their problems. Whether they're looking for a fixer or a listener, they go to Grayson most of the time.
    history ]
    species ] nephilim


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    family ]
    friends ]
    foes ]
    crush ]
    boy-girlfriend ]


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    faceclaim ]
    activity ]
    muse ]
    roleplay sample ]
    other ]
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    I have two brothers, one that's turning 21 and one that's turning 8, both very soon. I'm extremely protective of my younger brother, and since I'm a senior this year, all of the kids in his class are intimidated by me. He told me once how he was getting knocked down and hit by one of the larger boys in his class, and boy howdy was I enraged. I didn't hit or yell at the kid or anything, but I made it explicitly clear that he should never touch my brother ever again. I may have gone a bit overboard on the intimidation, in retrospect. (.__. )

    Yeah, sure! Enemies certainly do make things interesting. Besides, not everybody can get along well. :P Princeton is pretty forgiving though... it takes a lot to get on his bad side.


    Perhaps, before they run into each other on the island, Prince finds Ty's supplies while Ty is away or something. Since Prince is confused about where he is or why he's there, he would be desperate to get any supplies he sees, so he'd start going through Ty's things without thinking it could belong to somebody else. Then Ty stumbles upon him or something and rightfully gets pissed at Prince for rifling through his things. Prince gets defensive and panicky, and they have a brief fight before Prince bails and runs away?


    It certainly doesn't have to go that way, but that's just what came to mind just now.

    Princeton Wimbish & 19 & Optimistic, Perceptive, Loyal & Open/TBA & Enhanced Synesthesia


    Moon and Felix:


    I like the idea we were running with! So far, this is what I've gathered:


    ♦ Prince finds Ty's supplies while Ty is away
    ♦ Ty gets hella pissed when finding Prince
    ♦ Brief struggle
    ♦ Fey shows up and has the dust settle while she's happy to see other people on the island.


    Is that correct? And Finny, Vanessa can stumble upon Princeton whenever you'd like her to. He'd be happy to see a familiar face!

    That plays out so much funnier in my head than it probably should be cx The stunning power of hugs!~


    Princeton would probably be put on edge and panic from the startling colors Tyson's creating from his aggression and become jumpy when Fey and Vanessa show up, but after recognizing Vanessa as his old friend, he'd visibly calm down. He'd get along well with Fey too ^^

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    ɢʀɑʏѕоɳоске

    "It may be over, but that doesn't mean it's all over. It was just a journey, and this was the first step. And now, we'll take another step. We'll take another, and then another. Because that's how you go. That's how you keep on going."


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    The sheer amount of people in the room was enough to make anybody squirm a little, even if they were comfortable with crowds. Grayon glanced around the meeting hall, his dark brown eyes scanning the vicinity and taking everything in. In truth, the male nephilim hadn't seen so many occult creatures gathered in one place before. How long had it been since everybody gathered like this? Had they ever? Perhaps in the past they had, but certainly not in Grayson's lifetime... that he could recall, anyway.
    As Elder began speaking, the hushed murmur of conversation from the other creatures ceased, and Grayson watched the older creature intently. After hearing the purpose of the meeting, Grayson recalled hearing about all the killings of creatures. It certainly had made him a bit paranoid walking alone in sketchy parts of the city, but he hadn't thought too much of it. Once the killings began to become more and more frequent, the twenty-four year old nephilim's attention had been caught for sure. He could only hope that Elder was right to be organizing these partner groups and that the problem could be solved, but he still felt dread for the future. What if it resulted in failure?
    He pulled himself out of his reveries and scolded himself for thinking so far ahead, instead turning his attention to the names being listed. The nephilim race had been towards the end for whatever reason, but Grayson hadn't been worried. Surely the two chosen ones would do a job well done.
    But then he heard his name.
    He blinked in surprise, shock coursing through his body. Me...?! Why on Earth did they choose me? Among the thoughts that pulsed through his brain, that single thought was the most prominent. His feet seemed to moved on their own, bringing him and his quickly beating heart to the front to stand with the other creatures. As he attempted to regain his composure from the shock of being chosen, the 6'4" angel-nephilim scanned the area for the female that had been named to be his partner. Araceli, was it? That name was familiar, and after he spotted her among the thick crowd, his memory of her reformed itself completely. He'd seen her around before and spoken with her rather briefly, but they were nothing more than acquaintances.
    As she approached the front, Grayson gave her a shy smile in greeting, but didn't dwell on her for too long. He was still trying to slow his racing heartbeat from having his name called. Sure, his healing abilities could contribute greatly to this search, but other than that, the angel hybrid had no idea why he was even considered. In truth, half of him was waiting for the Elder to say 'surprise!' or something of that nature, like it would be a big joke. But it never came. Elder was serious about his choice, and that only confused Grayson further. He really didn't see much potential in himself to be chosen to do something heroic like this, much less do much that was out of his comfort zone. He had been raised that way, to never stray too far from what was safe... his poor mother had been jaded by the way Grayson's angel father reacted to the nephilim's birth, but that was just the way it was far a vast majority of the hybrids born. The supernatural parents were scorned for their actions, and in turn would reject the offspring they'd brought forth. There probably wasn't a single nephilim alive that had a good relationship with their supernatural parent, and if there was, then perhaps the child wasn't truly a nephilim after all.
    Grayson straightened up and rolled his shoulders back, facing the crowd with a neutral expression on his face, but traces of nervousness and surprise lingered in his dark chocolate eyes. The angel-nephilim could only hope that he wouldn't fail not only the occult creatures of Seattle, but himself as well.


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    ooc: it's not the best fancypost, but it's something, considering i don't have a lot of experience with fancyposts. i'll probably improve it later on. ^^"


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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 2px; color: white;]I don't want to hurt you, it's not my nature. A monster born from dusk to dawn can't be your savior. Remember the 'me', the way I used to be...!
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    [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:350px;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:8pt;][b][ NAME ] Natural Garretteson Harmony, but he abhors his given name for personal reasons. He would much rather be called N.
    [ ALIAS/NUM ] Subject 120, "Chimera"
    [ AGE ] 22


    [ GENDER ] (cis) Male
    [ CLASS ] Euclid
    [ D.O.B ] December 14th
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    [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:350px;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:8pt;][ HAIR ] N's hair has undergone color changes due to the tests he has to endure. Currently, his hair is mainly milk chocolate in color, with strands of black all over due to the stress and tests.
    [ SKIN ] He's always had fair skin, though he's even more pale than he once was from all the experiments performed on him.
    [ EYES ] Originally bright blue, N's eyes have taken on a silvery-grey color from testing.
    [ FRAME ] He's not a very bulky fellow. In fact, he used to be even lankier than he is now, but the testing he's had to go through has given him muscle in a few places... particularly in his back and legs.
    [ MUTATION ] Exactly how similar is the DNA of animals and humans? The scientists of the facility chose to try and answer this question by experimenting on N. They injected DNA from all types of animals into his bloodstream, transplanted various animal bones and organs into his body (only to remove them later and give him back his original parts), and even had N contract various animal diseases to test his immunity. N's body originally rejected almost everything they put in him, but eventually his body began to accept DNA from animals, which also meant taking on animal-like behaviors (such as growling, squinting his eyes when he's relaxed, among other things). With further cruel and painful tests, N became a shapeshifter of sorts, able to shift into any animal he so desires. However, when he is feeling threatened, angry, or protective, N involuntarily shifts into what science truly created: a chimera, resembling a massive, thick-furred, bi-pedal black and red wolf. In his chimera form, he is ruthless, bloodthirsty, and near inconsolable.


    [ DETAILED APPEARANCE ] You wouldn't ever know that N was a shapeshifter just by looking at him. He doesn't have any physical animal traits on his human form, and he's very much thankful for that aspect. N stands at a height of six feet and two inches, towering over most people he meets, and his body frame (despite the muscle built from experiments and such) is relatively lanky. All in all, N doesn't look like much at first glance.


    However, besides his height, one of the most prominent features of N is his expressive grey eyes. Though they had once been a beautiful baby blue that brimmed with innocence and free spirit, the painful, cruel, and downright dangerous experiments the Xeno-Gen scientists put him through have since drained him of that color. Now, they are a silvery-gray, much like how pavement shines in the moonlight after a light rain shower.
    N's skin has always been pale. He's susceptible to sunburn, and if he spends a fair amount of time out in the sun, he starts to gain light freckles along his shoulders and upper back. He usually doesn't have to worry about that most of the time, since he's never allowed to go outside anymore. His cheeks appear somewhat sunken in, like he's been malnourished, and that's somewhat the truth: his appetite is essentially a mesh of various animals', creating a ravenous appetite, which is vastly disproportionate to his human body. As a result, N's body still has some muscle of his newly acquired animal DNA, yet not as much as his hybrid genealogy calls for. In other words: N is of slighty-above-average muscle build.
    In addition, N has rather feminine features to him: his jawline isn't very well defined, his eyes are large and expressive, his hands and wrists are small and rather dainty in appearance... the list goes on and on. He isn't ashamed of the way his body is built, but he does occasionally catch himself in a bout of wishful thinking, wondering what it would feel like to be built differently than he is now.


    Contrary to the original belief of the scientists, N's features have relatively remained the same, despite his animal traits coursing through his veins and cells in his body. He still has rather slender fingers, long and slightly thicker arms and legs, and relatively small wrists for a male his age. In fact, the only real animal-like changes N has are sharper canine teeth, and even with that trait, they aren't recognizably different unless he specifically points them out. He can cause himself to have more animal features on his human form through his shifting abilities, but N hardly ever uses that skill as he is infinitely more comfortable in his human body.


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    → emotional
    → overprotective
    → unsure of himself
    → strong
    → fiercely loyal
    → somewhat of a lone wolf
    → dangerous when unstable
    [ PERSONALITY ] Ever since the beginning, N has always been a bit different from the other boys he grew up with. He disliked getting dirty and playing in the mud, and he especially hated physical conflict, which caused him to shy away from the wrestling and rough games other little boys would engage in. This lead to him being somewhat ostracized, and from that, N developed his preference for being by himself. While other children made quick work of getting themselves dirty while outside, N would merely sit off to the side, running his slender fingers gingerly over plants and quietly observing the squirrels and other animals that would happen to pass by. His somewhat of a lone wolf facet of himself has given him a heightened instinct to observe everything around him, and it leads to a generally better understanding of his environment and current situation.


    Though outwardly quiet and typically coming off as timid, N does have anger issues that stem from his past. He is typically rather passe about how he himself is treated given his own low self-esteem, but if those he actually cares about -- and even more rarely, somebody he actually has placed trust in -- are threatened, then he goes into a protective mode that is widely agreed as over the top. He is not above severely harming whoever he has deemed as a threat to his loved ones, and it's not just when he's being protective: when his anger takes over, N simply does not have control over himself. It takes strong physical restraints and a good amount of talking down before he begins to regain his cool, and depending on the severity of what damage he caused while in his fits of rage, N can go into phases of withdrawal and depression after he comes down off of his "anger high".


    When it comes to being in groups, N tends to remain quiet unless he himself is spoken to, or he truly feels the need to say something. He has a fair amount of anxiety when all the attention is on him -- social anxiety, he believes it's called -- so he refrains from saying much to avoid any embarrassment on his part. He feels much more comfortable when he's with about three or four people at maximum, and any group larger than that will have to be made up of people he really knows for him to be as relaxed as he would be with a smaller group. Because of his inherent quietness, N has become a very good listener, and with his good memory, he tends to remember a vast majority of things people tell him (whether they're important tidbits or not). He's fully capable of making friends, but his lacking social skills make it hard for him to be confident in himself, and his anxiety/self-doubt makes it hard to believe that people actually want to be friends with him. Because of that, those that he does consider friends are people that N will stand by and protect until his very last breath. He's a lover and a fighter.


    However, his quietness should not be mistaken for being cold or stoic. In fact, N is very much the opposite of those adjectives. He's very emotional and rather easy to read, as much of what he's feeling or thinking can be read through his silvery-grey eyes. They say the eyes are the windows to the soul, and that statement couldn't be more true than it is in N's case. He isn't the best at lying because of this, so he typically chooses to dance around the subject or not give the whole truth instead of attempt to make something up. N does his best to be a shoulder to lean on for those he cares about, though he best portrays his care and affection through sitting and listening rather than fixing the problem. Yet, as emotional as he is, N does not really prefer to express his affection or care through physical touch. In fact, he almost hates being touched, and only those with special permission may do so.


    [ HISTORY ] N's given name is Natural Garretteson Harmony, which was the result of both his parents having very hippie views. Among those views his parents held were vegan diets and anti-vaccination, so not only was N put on a vegan diet (which is doable for adults but should never be used for growing babies), neither N nor his parents were vaccinated. N's health wasn't the greatest as a result of the vegan diet and no vaccinations to speak of, and his parents were in the same boat. As one would expect, this resulted in his parents catching a myriad of diseases and infections, and they often never fully recovered. N caught a few ailments as well, but somehow managed to survive each bout of sickness. Finally, when the boy was a year and a half old, both of his parents' bodies couldn't handle all of the diseases and infections and ultimately died. Thankfully, distant relatives of the family had decided to drop in nearly two days afterwards, finding both parents' bodies and a starving, filthy little child. The relatives took him in, got him vaccinated, and began to feed him as a child his age should be.


    Those relatives, Jenna and Tyson Leighsburg, never kept the truth about his parents' deaths from N when he asked. They felt that keeping such a thing a secret from him would only make things rocky in the future if/when he did later on, and as a result, they would try their best to be as honest as they could with him while still being age appropriate. Yet, the Leighsburgs weren't objective in their explanations: still bitter and angry with the deceased couple for being utterly unfit to raise a child and ultimately dying because of their ineptitude, they told N that his parents were fools and didn't truly care about him because of all their poor choices with raising him, and the boy believed his caretakers without a second thought. He began to hate his departed parents, and when he was 6 years old, the boy requested to never be called his birth name ever again. Instead, he requested to be called N from here on out. Jenna and Tyson upheld the boy's wishes.


    Life with his new guardians was smooth sailing for a while. N's health improved significantly as he grew up, he was strong and a normal growing boy. Both Jenna and Tyson loved the child very much, and on the outside, the family seemed like the epitome of perfection with their quaint and cozy little home in the suburbs. But underneath that "perfect" exterior, there was something sinister brewing. Unbeknownst to Tyson and N, Jenna had been having an affair with a hotshot movie star agent that was in town for business arrangements. She kept it all very secret, and one morning, N and Tyson woke up to find that neither Jenna nor her belongings remained in the house. No note, no warning, just gone. Tyson was utterly destroyed by it all, and he turned to anything he could get his hands on that would attempt to fill the void in his heart: alcohol, drugs, prostitutes, anything.
    When Tyson's reckless behavior started, so did the abuse. Tyson was almost never sober around N anymore, always hopped up on drugs and/or barely able to speak through his drunken state. He'd begin to beat N if the boy ever disturbed him, calling the child "a freak", "unwanted", and "a mistake". Tyson would even go so far as to blame Jenna's disappearance on N, claiming that bringing him into the home had burdened Jenna and caused her to seek excitement and happiness elsewhere. N quickly learned to never go near the remaining guardian, not even for emergencies. As a result, N began to stay out and away from the house more and more, choosing to play in the forest near his neighborhood to escape. He had a friend or two he could play with as well, but the abuse made N withdraw into himself, preferring the company of the woodland creatures to his human comrades.


    One day, when N was 13, he gazed out to the horizon while he was in his little forest haven like usual. He didn't know exactly how far the forest continued to stretch out, but he knew that it was a considerably large distance. Far, far away from the little suburb and abusive caretaker. N's feet had begun to move on their own, starting as an agonizingly slow walk. But then, N's pace picked up, and before he knew it, he was running as fast as his bruised and scarred little body could carry him. He was going to leave all of the pain and abuse behind. He was sprinting at breakneck speed towards the sun as it began to set, as if it were beckoning him to run even faster into it's fiery embrace. N had finally run away, and he never looked back. He spent the next years of his life living in the forest. When he needed it, N would meander into the nearby city and steal any of the necessities that he needed, such as food, water, and even sneaking into hotels to take care of his hygiene. He was basically a street rat, but be mostly kept out of trouble (excluding the routine shoplifting, of course). N still isn't very sure how, but somehow the Xeno-Gen staff found him in his forest haven one night, and they whisked him away to their facility.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:350px;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:8pt;][ FEARS ]
    → profound, deep-rooted fear of thunderstorms
    → very afraid of being abused again
    → losing his humanity and succumbing fully to his chimera side


    [ DISORDERS ]
    → PTSD
    → anxiety (specifically social)
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    [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:350px;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:8pt;][ SEXUALITY ] pansexual
    [ LOVE INTEREST ] TBD


    [ TURN ON/S ]
    → nice smile
    → musically inclined
    → having a gentle side
    → protective
    → level-headed


    [ TURN OFF/S ]
    → controlling
    → harsh
    → boring
    → too loud
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    [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:350px;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:8pt;][ PLOTS ] I'll be sure to mention them when they come to me.
    [ THEME SONG/S ] unravel -- tk
    carry on wayward son -- kansas


    [ OTHER ] I think that's it!
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