Posts by Asassin M.

Real rainbows have red orange and purple. That is why they arnt rainbow. Thank for rubbing it in though. 'Lots of people have brown eyes' Thats what you and EXACLY why I said my eye are plain boring brown. Stupid and not special. Thats exactly whyI sais you are lucky. My hair is stupid boring normal blonde too. Everyone says Im a drama queen cause of my stupid hair. And because I look anerexic. Dont tell me im not. Some of you have called me that yourself and probably think it too. All at least once.

You are misunderstandib what I said. I said: Brianna said 'Lots of people have brown eyes' thats exactly why I said My eyes are stupid and boring and normal. Read it over agaain carefully. Because if thats what your getting out of it then you didnt read it right. Plus I said I LOOK anerexic. I didnt say I was.

Ok i dont even know whats gpoing on...

Bullys. Drama. Stress. Crush Problems. Thats all I am going to say. I mean why put it on here? I'll either get yelled at or get advice that doesnt work, or make everyone fight or make everyone sad. I dont want to talk about it. Dashie is right its selfish to take pitty in yourself and thats all I do. I beat myself up and thats a tsupid thing to do. Sometimes I just want other people to feel pitty in me. So I pitty myself in front of them. I dwell too much. I just want to think "What could I have done different?". I want to say things but I wont. People kept telling me "Dont bottle the things inside you, it will get rid of stress" Then I tell what I think and I get hated on. More stress. So bottle. Its better. Dont say a word. Like Feather says, be a duck. The fish pitty themsleves. The birds think to high. But you. Float solo and prove all of them that nothing bothers you. Sure sometimes you go to get food under water. Sure sometimes you flap into the sky. But be a duck. JUSTR BE A DUCK OK!!!!! Jk. But seriously. Be a duck. And remember the 6 skills of friendship. Be loyal, be honest, be kind and caring, smile, and laugh it off, be genorous, and remember the bond of friendship is something magic. Thats what ducks do.

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OK... I thought I was one of your best friends. Why wouldnt you stay on for me?

*sigh* I dont say anything on here about my life and I hate it as well. It just gets worse when my best friend is trying to kill herself. And you dont even know 1% of it. OK?

A duck. That means dont wallow in pitty like a fish. It means dont think better of yourself like a bird. Be a duck and float in the middle. The insults are in the water but they cant drag you down because YOU. The duck. Has waterproof feathers. BE A DUCK.

You tried? You tried? Your tried? Then try again. You've never heard the things people said to me. I was serious. I almost did. But that was stupid and selfish cause I didnt notice that their were people who DID care. You should know that right now! I've been your best friend for 2 YEARS!

Why would you get yelled at for bottleing? They dont know whats in your head. Tell me please exactly how that happenes. PLUS where did you get the idea that people, who are telling you all the good things about you and begging you not to die, hate you? I dont know about you but those are the people you should live for. I dont care if you hate me after this because at leaste I said what I had to SAY. And beleive me, you were kinda there, I've been down that road. It is dark, lonely, and stupid. Dont go there.

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You can tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then why wont you tell me?

Nevermind, I'll say in message GG.

BYYYEEE

What would happen? Who would care?

So I had an idea but I need help plotting smaller detail and such because Im terrible at that.

Opening Scene: So Mari wakes up and she is stuck to a platform in a futeristic place.

Main Plot: Mari is captured and wanted by the WISH and ANTI organizations. They can both see she has a powerful aura and they want her power to use against each other.

I cant wait till summer

Ok :)

Thats creepy. And I cant wait cause Kona's gonna VISIT ME!!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited.

I wish all of you guys could come and visit me that would be SOOOOO awesome. And then we could all be friend in real life too that would be sooo awesome. And guess what? I get to go to ALC tooo And GG I dont know what your talking about...

No I dont rememebr that... I dont think I ever was going to get a kitten before I moved I had GG rememebr?

My favorite song is Wine Red

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I dont have a cat and it costs money to get a pet from a shelter. thats where we got out dog Buca and Runner a few years ago.

Thats was three years ago and the both ran away before I moved to peru... and 4 years ago we had Cloa, and Taka too. My dad names them. But I named Runner. And I dotn know because my dad was talking about how it was a present cause it costed money.