He sighed and then just hugged her back, "Bye then..." He muttered getting up slowly to the door.
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***Time Skip***
He hasn't been at school for three weeks. He hasn't texted, or communicated in any way. I am getting worried.
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Ryder paced in his room, deciding, his head a muddled and stressed. He finally decided to do it. Suicide. He was thinking in how too and he thought of being hanged. He picked up a belt and then stared to sort it out.
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I walked to his house after school, and knocked on the door. When nobody answered my knock, I tied two ropes together (I came prepared) and flung them up onto a drainpipe. I hitched myself up the drainpipe and climbed onto his windowsill.
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He just had the belt sorted out and then heard her. He frowned and carried on, starting to put the rope around his neck.
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I pulled the window up and jumped through. I undid the loose knot.
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He sighed, "Fox please," he said, "you don't want me I have nothing to live for," he said.
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I sighed. "Rye, I do want you. You make MY life worth living."
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He smiled weakly and then raised his eye brows, "really?" He asked.
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"I wouldn't say it if it wasn't true." I hugged him again.
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He hugged her back, "I'm so sorry, did I scare you? Did I hurt you?" He asked worriedly.
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"Of course you scared me," I said, stepping back from him. "You haven't been at Uni for weeks and when I finally find you you are trying to commit suicide by hanging yourself in your own bedroom." I shook my head. "It's not good, Rye."
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"It's only because I had nothing to live for if your not loving me, I have no point in living if you don't want me," he explained again, "As I always will love you," he added.
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"Always," I said, my voice slightly muffled by his t-shirt, which my head was now buried in.
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He smiled and then took the rope out her hand and then threw it on the chest if draws. "Sorry," he said, he was thinking how much he must of worried her.
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"Its okay," I said, although it wasn't okay. Nothing was okay. My boyfriend had just tried to kill himself. That made everything definitely not okay.
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"So you forgive me about the whole thing with Leila?" He asked, "Even though I didn't do a thing," he frowned.
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I sighed. "Yeah, I guess," I sat down on his roughly made bed. "But seriously, Rye, I can't stay with you if you are as suicidal as this."
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Ryder sighed and sat beside her, "Its only you saying your over me, triggered my suicidal self," He explained.
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"I never said it was over, did I?" I said, raising my eyebroows in question.