Do you ever feel like you don't know what to do?

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    See, I always wanted to live on a farm, which is a full time job. Or at least a horse farm. Cause I love horses.. But here's the problem.


    I'm also a very city-like girl, I love the city! But.. I also love photography. Anything I see through the lens is just a completely different world for me! I love seeing what I want to see; it all happens in front of the lens. But.. I can't have my own photography studio and live on a farm.. Or have a horse at the same time..


    I always think, now, that it would be amazing to wake up, throw your hair into a pony tail, pull on some sweats and a tee, and be comfortable at work. I wanna love what I do, that's totally decided.


    And I know I'm supposed to follow my heart, but my heart wants two totally incompatible things. I love the feeling of being able to share my heart, my eyes, with a horse. The rhythm of the matched heartbeats of the horse and rider.. But I also like being able to make my own world, create a whole different dimension in the lens of my camera.


    I know I can fulfill my want for both while I'm still in school, but in a year, I'll be in highschool. In 4 years, I'll be in college. So, I figured I'd better shape up before my opportunities hit me in the face, you know?


    I have so many inspirations for the things I like to do, but am I supposed to choose between the two?

    You're in luck m'dear. Both of the things you love can be eirther careers or hobbies. So which do you want to do as a living and which would you like to keep on the side? It sounds like a simple, and useless question. But that all there is to it. That question can encompass a lot of things.

    Relax. You still have your whole life ahead of you, as they say. Just take your time, and once you get to college, I bet that a lot more will become clearer to you. College does that to many people, because of how it educates.

    :/. I was hoping I didn't really have to go to college. But, I guess 4 basic years wouldn't hurt. Then I'll probably head off to full sail if I don't get into flagler, harvard, or Yale..

    I have that same feeling. Mines Photography and..x.x...singing. It's two things that wouldn't really work well together, but in the end you'll know whats right and you'll do it~

    Dream wrote:


    I have that same feeling. Mines Photography and..x.x...singing. It's two things that wouldn't really work well together, but in the end you'll know whats right and you'll do it~


    I love to singg, but I have a bad voice.


    I love photography so much, lovelovelovelovelove it.