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    [justify]He had sobered up a bit since his catnip adventure, but that wasn't to say he was completely in his right mind yet. Mercutio's pawsteps were unstable; no doubt better than before, but he was still a bit tipsy. The ebony black tom's slick dark fur seemed radiant against the waves of heat that fell through-out the boiling desert. "Gothika? You there?" He mewed after sniffing the air and getting a whiff of what seemed to be her scent.[/justify]

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    Ever since the death of Renegade something inside of her had cracked. The black demon had always been rather twisted and cruel. But this was borderline, insanity, madness! She sat on a boulder her green eyes gazing out at the vast expanse before her. She loved the desert, so much. She vowed never to leave it again. Her ears swiveled back slightly as she heard someone call her name. But why answer, the clan hated her right now. Probably just someone else wanted to fume at her about her own wickedness. She curled up tighter on the rock to try to shut them out. Shut the world out.


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    [justify]The first tier's eyes narrowed to something in the distance. It seemed to be a smooth rock; a good spot for sunbathing. It seemed to be unoccupied at first, but when Mercutio got a second look he caught a glimpse of a black she-cat that appeared to be curled up apon the stone. Gothika! There she is! The ebony colored tom sped up his gait and slowed down only until he reached the mere boulder where Gothika was perched, or more-so tightly rolled up on. "It's me. Mercutio."[/justify]

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    Her ears pinned back as she heard her name being called again. Could the not just leave her alone? She shifted slightly to glance over her shoulder to see the tom. Her green gaze looked hazed over and filled with confusion and a hint of madness. "Oh, hello." She muttered. Did she know him? He obviously knew her. But tthen again so did everyone now. Renegade's murderer.


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    [justify]The ebony black tom could tell she was confused. "Don't you remember me? I was the rouge four days ago. You sparred me." His eyes had a dream-like state to them, due to being catnipped. He raised a paw and gave it a strong lick before brushing it leisurely over his ear.[/justify]

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    swallowing the sigh that was rumbling through her she slowly got to her paws and turned around facing the tom. Her green eyes appeared puzzled, as well as everything else she was dealing with. She sparred a lot of loners in her days to day life. But no more. "The tail?" She asked slowly in a low tone.


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    [justify]"Yeah ..." The first tier muttered, forcing a slight laugh and looking down at his large black paws. He could tell she was depressed, or worse. Her clanmates have all turned on her. What misery ... He couldn't stand to see the black beauty upset, yet he didn't know why. Mercutio stiffled a sigh; why was he so attached to her? Maybe because she understood and came from a life of pain, as did he. Maybe he just liked her personality. Probably both. But there was something more ... something he couldn't quite put his paw on ... "I'm really sorry about what happened back there." He winced mentally. Should I have even mentioned that? [/justify]

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    She tilted her head to the side taking him in with her emerald green gaze. "You did not kill someone. I did. There is nothing to be sorry about. Be sorry that we live in a clan that is like a sea of sharks. They smell blood and attack without thinking." She muttered more to him then to herself. "Why were you looking for me?" She asked.



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    [justify][font=georgia]Mercutio shrugged his broad shoulders. "You're right. It was wrong for them to immediatly lash out at you." He thought for a moment, due to her second question. "I guess I just needed somebody to talk to." He sighed, not able to hold it back. He caught her emerald orbs for a moment, nearly gasping at the intensity within them. It wasn't just a light shade of jade green, or a darker forest green, but it was a luminent green. An emerald green so bright it lit up the darkening sky. His own golden gaze flicked away from the beautiful, yet demonic eyes. "I like your eyes .." He muttered, then almost facepawed himself. [i]What an awkward thing to say![/justify]

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    She simply blinked. Staring at him the very tip of her tail twitched with amusement. She loved her eyes. They were her best most recognizable feature. The emerald eyes of the black demon. "Thank you." She said simply stepping off the rock and faxing at him intently. "You know, it was very kind of you to stick up for me seeing that you do not know me."



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    [justify]The first tier almost sighed with relief. "I had this wierd feeling that your intentions were good, but something ... or someone was influencing you." And it was oddly true. Mercutio was almost possitive that the death of Renegade wasn't completely her fault, if at all. It stung him in an unexplainable way that the others had been so judging toward her. Of course, that kind of thing was almost definately going to happen in any situation, so he'd better get over it.


    Mercutio wanted to tell her. He wanted to let her know how he felt around her. It was so ... wierd. Why did his pelt feel so hot around her? Maybe he just had a fever from the desert sun, or it could've been a side effect of the catnip. He shrugged the feeling away.[/justify]

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    She twitched in discomfort at his ext words. Desiri. No, no one must know about that. She looked down at her paws and simply shrugged. "You don't know what happened. And honestly neither do I." She looked back up at him, head held high and angry. "Perhaps they are all right and I am an insane monster. Makes no difference now. Death is awaiting me around the corner ."



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    [justify]The ebony colored tom cringed at the look of discontent in her eyes. Did I say something wrong? Then a sudden rage fell upon his golden gaze. "You'd better stop saying that!" Mercutio hissed at her, his voice quivering with worry and anger. "If you die ...." He hesitated, then decided not to finish the sentence, calming himself down. "Just ... don't get ahead of yourself." The first tier spoke softly. [/justify]

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    She was a tad bit startled at his own anger. What was he mad about? She was the one dying. Gothika took a few steps back glaring coldly. "What does it matter to you? They won't let me live. Even if they decide my punishment to b something different the members want e dead. They will hut me own like prey and make it look like an accident." She said hot with anger. After all she ha ever done she now had dear left to her here.



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    [justify]A low growl rumbled in the back of the ebony colored tom's throat. "I know this seems unheard of, but there are actually others out there that really care about you. If you go around talking like that you're going to break someone's heart!" Mercutio was reffering to himself, but he suddenly hoped she wouldn't realize it. He turned around to hide a blush, but made it seem like he was just upset. [/justify]

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    She was so wrapped up in her own anger and her own emotions that she didn't really contemplate his words deeply. She simply dug her claws into the ground in agitation. "They will get over it. Everyone moves onto the next thing." She said in a scoff. "Why do you even care. I'm practically a stranger to you."



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    [justify]The first tier spun around with blood-shot eyes. "You idiot! Just think about how much pain you'll put me in!" His face flushed red and he looked down at his paws angrilly. "I mean .... err ...." He stuttered helplessly. [/justify]

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    "You..." She didn't even know him. He didn't even know her. Her thoughts flashed back to Generalpaw leaving her to be eaten alive by her clan mates while Mercutio stayed. Why? Her tail lashed back and forth as a million thoughts crossed her mind. "Why? I have done nothing to thou. If anything you should hate me like everyone else. I took your tail." She said in bewilderment.



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    [justify]The ebony colored tom broke into warm laughter. "You took my tail, but in a spar to join Bloodclan! Why would I care about that?" He felt a little more comfortable now; not as awkward. "I don't know what's going on with me ... it's just that you're so ..." He took a deep breath, reading himself for what he was about to say. Gothika would surely tatter his ears for this. "You're beautiful. You're gorgeous on the inside and out. I don't hate you because I understand where you're coming from; a life of confusion, where you don't even know who you are anymore. I get it. I've been there too, and I might still be there now." He looked down at his paws for a moment, then back into her eyes.[/justify]

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    If she was the normal Gothika she would tell him to fuck off and take his sob story elsewhere. But she wasn't. Killing her sister in-law had broken something inside of her, something that might not be healed. She was afraid of her own self.


    And then here he came along, out of no where. Her head tilted to the side in confusion and her eyes glazed over as she tried to make sense of it all. It hurt. It hurt so much to watch everyone turn on her like they were. And he wasn't. "I think your just insane." She finally muttered in anger and betrayal. Why him? Why him and not Generalpaw or her brother?



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