Ashstorm wants a crush and friends!!

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    Brightpaw meet his gaze and looked at him for some seconds before she turned her gaze away. " a-alright i will teel you.. " she meowed. she had never told anyone about this before, about how hurt she had been. the only one that knew was sunflower but she had hide her hurt and sorrow face even for her not wanting others to worry about her. " it all started when i was five moons old. i was playing with my friends when i saw my mother walked out to the forest. i desided to follow her, you know to suprise her like kits can do, so after a whiel in the forest i jump towards her and bite her tail. My usuall mother reaction would be to turn aroudn and give me a cheerfully smile, but not this time.. " she mewoed and stopt for a moment before she contuned. " she turned around and looked at me with this hate and disgustful eyes i have never seen a cat do before. i backed away shooked and scared not knowing what weas going on. she when walekd towards me and hit me so hard so i fly into a tree. i layed their with fear in my eyes. my mother when told me how much she hated me and that i had destroyed her life for being born. and that my father would never had leaved her if it not was for me... " she stopt and forced herself not to cry, but tears was in her eyes. " after that she beat me up and then leaved, leaving me their alone. i had lucky that a border patrol found me and took me home again, all was wondering what had happend, but i only said a badger had killed my mum, to shooked to say anything else. one moth after that i become a apprentice, i of course had not said anything to anyone and hide my feeling by smiling all the time. i also get two best friends dreampaw and soulpaw. we had alot of fun toghter, but when one day i saw them went out to the forest by themself. and desided to ask if i could come with them. i soon caugh up with them and was goignt o say soemthign wehn i heard them talking about me.. " she stopt once again and buried her claws deep onto the ground. " they told how ugly and stupied i was, and said they hated me.. i walked out throught the trees stood their frozen by the harsh and cold words, unsure how to react. they turend around and looekd shooked and suprise at me, i told them if t´what they jsut said was true, and when their eyes turend cold and was full of disgust just like my mother eyes... they told me that they would never be friends with me if i not was popular and then... they beat me up and told me to not ever talk to them again and never teel anyone about what they had said, because then the houl clan would hate them. after that they leaved me beaten up and hurt on the ground... " she meowed and stopt and begin to cry. " why do everyone hates me and leave me behind?!!, what is it that i am doing wrong?!! am i really a such ugly and disgust cat!!, why, why!!? " she cried

    ooc: Wow your really good at coming up with dramatic storylines!! XD


    ic: Ashstorm's own eyes filled with tears when he saw the hurt reflect in her eyes. Shame burned in her eyes along with grief, regret, and a few other things he couldn't notice. She had been betrayed and brutally beaten by her own mother!And I though my life was drama filled! he thought as a tear slowly falled down his cheek. Turning away quickly not wanting to make her cry at the sight of him crying. He had to be strong for her. His heart cracked in pain at the twisted story and her thinking she was worth nothing to the world or anyone. "I'm so sorry." he said resting his cheek on her cheek. "I cant imagine how hard it has been for you." he murmmered quietly into her ear. He stroked her head lightly with the tip of his tail and pulled her close to his body in attempt to slowly calm her down. "And I don't want to hear you talking like you mean nothing becasue you mean everything to me! And your not ugly at all! You are the most beautiful, unique, sweet, funny, amazing cat i have ever met in my whole life. Anyone would be lucky to even know you! And you have brought so much happiness to my life. No matter what you say and do and all the ups and downs we are still waiting to go through I will always be there for you and love you through it all. And I want you to know how much of an amazing cat you are. Dont ever think your worth nothing because a few crow hearted cats that are just jealous of you say!" he meowed to her while pressed against her quivering body. "I love you so much and it hurts me to know all this pain has been forced on such an innocent magnificent cat!You didn't deserve it and you did nothing wrong and I'm here for you. I always will be." he purred pouring his emotions out in those words and meaning each and evry one of them. He pressed his muzzle comfortingly on top of hers. and closed his eyes for a heartbeat before looking back into those brilliant eyes of hers and just stared into them lovingly as warmth crept along his whole body. I am so grateful to have such a wonderful cat as my mate! I can't believe what she has been through.... It must have been so hard. he thought still overwhelmed from the pain of her story and all of the emotions that were rushing trough him right now.

    occ: thank you!! ;D i am doing my best to make it interesting >:D and also i always come up with stories about my character before i even rp with them. some have sad and dramatics stories some have not, xD


    ic: Brightpaw froze in shook and suprise by his words, buring her face into his fur crying and listening to every word he said. she had never heard anyone said such wonderful words to her before. she had never showed any sorrow or hurtness in her eyes for anyone. she had always acted like everything was great, acted like the cheerfully and beautiful she cat everyone thought she was. but the truth was that she had never loved herself. she had always thought herself as ugly and had been disgust by herself. but this words that come out from this tom mouth made her so happy. she looked up at him with her blue eyes. " do you mean that? all of that? "

    ooc: Haha thats cool! I usually just come up eith stories along the way....it works out though XD Sometimes I plan it out... not usually though haha :P


    ic: Ashstorm wrapped his tail tightly around her and inhaled her sweet scent and held it in his muth till he couldn't breath. Brightpaw was the best thing that ever happened to him and he hated seeing her like this. I hope she believes that evry single word I told her was absolutely true! he thought and beamed inside when she looked up at him with her bright amazing blue eyes. He was lost in the beautiful depths of them, but snapped out of it when he saw her mouth moving. "Of course I mean every single word of it! I hope you believe me. You mean more than the whole world to me." he purred and in a gentler embarrassed voice added, "I love you so much. Your the first cat who actually understands me....and listens to me. I mean have you noticed I barely have any friends, but when I met you all that changed in such a great way! I don't need any other friends..just you Brightpaw. I love you." he purred as warm tears filled his eyes. He knew tom cats were supposed to hide their emotions and not cry and blah, but he didnt care he just let his emotions out.

    occ: i have done that too one or two of my character, but often i just come up with a story i want to rp about, so what is left is to come up with a name, and that can be hard sometimes xD


    ic: Brightpaws hurt and sorrow eyes shine up and was now bright and full of happines of the tom words that was like music in her ears. She had never thought she would get a mate that loved her for the cat she was, and not for how beautiful and popular she was. But more than that, she had never thought she would get a mate that would teel her all of this wonderful words that this tom had said to her. Brightpaw licked the toms cheek and then looked at him again with full of love and happines in her eyes. " thank you ashstorm... thank you for loving me and that you cares for me " she meowed and looked at him for some seconds. " you mean alot for me too ashstorm, i am so happy to have to get to know you, and have you as my mate.... i love you so much ashstorm " she purred, blushing and gave him a warm smile, then touch noise with him. and after that she buring her face into his cheast to take in his lovely scent closing her eyes. " i love you "

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    ooc: sorry for late postings lately!!!!




    ic: Ashstorm's heart soared and his spirits lifted when he saw brightpaw's expression change from the sad depressing sorrowful look to the broghtpaw he knew, the bright cheery happy one. He let a purr rumble from his throat. His eyes filled with warm tears of joy that Brightpaw was so joyus.I am the luckiest tom cat in the world! I love this she cat so much! his eyes bright he listened to her words carefully and let each one sink in. "You mean the world to me Brightpaw!" he purred. His heart fluttering with love as she buried her head into his chest. "I am so glad we met. You mean the world to me! More than the world!" he exclaimed each word filled with his warm compassion for Brightpaw. He gently stroked her head with his tail and pulled her slowly closer so there bodies were completely touching. He purred loudly while stroking her head and down her back lovingly. "I love you too." he whispered into her ear closing his eyes. "So much."

    occ: don`t worry about it, it is fine ;)


    ic: Brightpaw purred by the toms words, still holding her eyes close. since This tom had come into her life so much had changed. he had brought so much happines in her life. She had always felt alone. But when she was with him she didn`t felt alone at all. all she wished was to be like this forever with ashstorm her love. she could not describe how much she loved him. He meant the world for her.

    Ashstorm purred loudly as he gently stroke her calmly and passionately. His heart pound so loudly he was afraid it would leap right out of his chest. He like the feeling though and a smile spread slowly across his face. Suddenly he heard a twig or something snap. He sighed. The moment is ruined again! he thought in anger. His ears pricked and he still kept Brightpaw close to him. He opened his mouth to scent the air.

    Brightpaw took her paw over his paw and breath in his scent when she notice ashstorm suddenly become on his guard. she looked up at him with question eyes. " what is it? " she asked.

    "I heard something." he replied firmly, yet not looking at brightpaw. He kept his gaze fixed on where he heard the noise come from. "Over there. do you scent anything?" he asked her wondering if she too felt like something was watching them.

    Brightpaw looked around and begin to sniff the air. " yeah someone is definitely watching us " she meowed standing up and stared at the direction the scent come from, taking out her claws just in case they needed to fight.

    Ashstorm unsheated his claws and growled softly. He inched forward and stopped. "I cant tell what the scent is!" he whispered looking back at Brightpaw. Right at the moment he wasnt looking a sleek tabby tom leaped from the bushes pinning Ashstorm to the ground. He let out a yelp of alarm. Suddenly cats streamed into the clearing and were heading for camp. "Shadowclan attack!" he heard the yell and realized what was happening. "Brightpaw! There going for camp!" he shouted and sent his claws raking down his oppenents belly in rage. The tom let out a screech of pain.. Ashstorm leaped on top of him, but he felt shadowclan cats rip him off of the tom.

    Brightpaw froze by the suddenly cats coming out from the bushes. she could scent it was shadowclan cats. She knew her clan was in danger. But she could not leave ashstorm. Brightpaw rushed forward and leapt at one of the cats that was attacking ashstorm and slashed it face. " don`t touch him!! " she growled andgry and when pin the cat down to the ground.

    "Oh how cute how you try to save each other." a cat snickered appearing from the shadows attacking brightpaw and pinning her down. Ashstorm struggled to get free, but felt claws sinking into his shoulders. just when he thought all hope was lost a swarm of thunderclan cats emerged. the cat was suddenly lifted off of him and thrown across the clearing. he scuttled to his paws and threw off the cat attacking brightpaw and slashed claws across his face in anger.

    Brightpaw glared at the cat over her and tried to got free from the cats grip. Suddenly ashstorm threw the cat of her. she quick get up on her paws and saw thier clanmates had arrived. She keept her eyes on the cat that had attacked her and growled at him, fur bristling.

    Ashstorm was already ahead of Brightpaw. He leaped onto the tom and pinned him to the ground. "now who is the one who needs saving!" he snarled. For some reason he let all the anger he had from his qhole life out on this one cat. he didnt even realize what he was doing until he felt the body under him go limp. he froz staring at his paws that were covered in blood.I k-killed him! he thought in guilt. He noticed he had sunk his claws into his throat. He got off slowly. "Brother!" a dark grey tabby appeared and tower over her brothers dead body. A tear slowly roll down her cheek. Ashstorm felt frozen to the ground his eyes wide in terror. What have I done! He didnt deserve to die! he panicked. "S-sorry I didn m-mean to." he stuttered. the she cat glowered up at him grief replaced by anger. She whispered something ot her dead brother and then glared back at him. "Sorry! Sorry isn't going to bring my brother back!" she hissed and lunged at Ashstorm.

    Brightpaw stared in terror when ashstorm killed the cat. Standing thier frozen in shock. W-what did he just do?... She thought terrified but got out from her shock when she notice a she cat was going to attack ashstorm. Her shooked eyes get replaced by anger. Rushing towards the cat and leapt at her aiming to stop her attack by pinning her to the ground.

    Ashstorm saw his eyes glittering in sorrowful pain and regret reflecting in the she cats eyes. The she cat lunged towards Ashstorm but he didnt budge. He felt like his paws were frozen to the ground. He cringed knowing soon claws would be sinking into his flesh, but it never came. He noticed that in the short time he closed his eyes Brightpaw bowled over the she cat pinning her to the ground. Come on dont just stand there! he tried to motivate himself to help Brightpaw.


    The she cat glowered into Brightpaw's eyes. A tear of fear, anger, and pain filled that tear. "My brother!" she sobbed lightly not fighting back and just lay without fighting back. Ashstorm stared for a moment. Why isnt the she cat trying to fight Brightpaw back? he thought utterly confused. Suddenly a weight crashed down on him making him topple to the ground. He slashed out a paw blindly not able to see cause the cats fur filled his mouth and eyes. He bit down on the cat and slashed his claws feeling it rip flesh. He heard a yowl and the cat jumped off at him. Finally he saw his attacker. A light brown tabby tom faced him with his fur fluffed up. "Brother?" his jaws gaped in shock. Relief surged through his body. Him and his brother were close and he knew his brother wouldnt harm him.... he remembered he hadnt told Brightpaw about him and decided he would if after the battle. "Oh it just yo-" he got cut off by a deep growl in his brothers throat. "I'm not here to talk or give you sympathy. I'm here to fight." he hissed. Ashstorm stood wide eyed in shock.

    Brightpaws eyes soon was filled with sympati for the she cat. " i-i am sorry.... " was all she could say. it was nothing she could say at this moment to make this cat feel better. she also knew that ashstorm most feel terrible at this moment. She just stood thier over the cat and did not know what to do at the moment.