{This is what's going on right now with me, Ash, all 100% accurate...}
I've been depressed lately,for no reason. Well,there probably is a reason,I just don't know it.Maybe it's because I didn't talk to my galfriend for like a month or two, and I feel guilty, really guilty, for that. I haven't spoken one word,verbally,since 2 weeks ago, literally. Not one word. My head hangs low in school,and all of my friends worry about me.I sit with them at lunch, but I don't speak, I just twiddle my thumbs or draw in my sketchbook, something quiet.
i'm kind of scaring myself... I haven't felt angry one bit since 2 weeks ago, not even if someone was being mean or nothing.I hide up in my room all day listening to music and reading sad stories, and I NEVER read... And Iv'e been.....mellow. Usually I'm really outgoing, and fun and stuff. But.... something's changed....
And I bet you tend to one that someone would say that everyone has been here or is going to be.... Well...I don't like it.Depression....hurts...