I Knew I Had To Get You Whatever The Pain ~1D Private~

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    Louis giggled and said "Its alright baby, you don't have to apologize." He closed his eyes and hummed happily "I can't believe it's finally our wedding day.... We're getting married Zaynie..." Louis grinned and said "Then we'll go on a beautiful honeymoon and we'll have sex all night, yeah?"


    Sky chuckled and nodded "It's awesome, trust me." Sky sat next to Niall and set the little box down and carefully took the Irish lad's lip ring out. Then Sky picked up the box again and opened it "Tada!" It was a lip ring that was green white and orange, the Irish flag colours "Isn't it awesome?"


    Harry said softly "I mean, I know you love me, but why?" He sighed and said "What's so special about me? I'm just Harry... I just... I feel like you deserve so much better. And I make you cry.... Every night when you think I'm asleep you start crying... Is it because I'm sick?" Tears filled Harry's eyes and he whimpered "I'm sorry I'm sick.... I'm sorry..."

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    Zayn put the button together ten zipped them up. One arm tugged Louis back upright by his waist and kissed him hotly on the mouth. "We can have sex all night long, Lou", he smiled then helped him sit completely up on the bed. He left his side long enough to pull a pair of boxers and jeans on then he was right back. "It is out wedding day... It seems like only two weeks ago that I asked you...and made Sky bawl like a baby..." He grinned; that had actually been funny.


    "Oh my god, Sky!", Niall cried and took it between his own fingers. He twirled it around and brought it closer. It really did have the colours of Ireland on it. "Skylar.. You know ive been wanting one like this for months! And you got it!" He looked up before flinging his free arm arund his neck and pressing close in a hug. "Thank you.."


    Liam swallowed the guilt that had risen in his throat. Of course. He could mever get away with anything. "I cry because your sick. I cry because of the chemo. I cry because of Louis. I fry for Zayn because he wont do it hmself. And I cry for you." He backed up tiwards the bed and sat down, pulling Harry into his lap. "And I cry because I love you so much, Harry." Winding his arms around his waist, Liam rested his chin on his shoulder. "Harry, don't you know why I love you? Its because your my better half. Your the other part that makes me, well, me. Without you I would just be Liam. Plain old Liam, who falls down while singing on stage." That had been the most embarassing day of his life. "Everyone else laughed and you helped me ip. Thats when I wasnt just Liam anymore. I-- We became, LiamandHarry. I love you. I mean, Harry I wouldnt be anything without you. I love having you in my arms, and pressed into me everynight before we go to sleep.. I love waking up to a mouthful of fluffy curls. I love your smile and those dimples and your unhealthy obsession with cats and bananas." Liam knew he was heginning to ramble but he really didnt care.




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    Louis kissed him hotly back and grinn ed softly at his soon to be husband "Mmmm... You just can't wait to rock my sexy body all night long, am I right Zayn darling?" Then he giggled and closed his blinding eyes again "Yeah, Sky defaintly cried like a baby. But I think everyone did. I love you baby."


    Sky grinned and kissed Niall's cheek softly. He knew from the moment he saw that lip ring that Niall would just love it. Sky pulled away and took the lip ring with a smile "Here, I'll put it in for you babe." He gently held Niall's face in place with one hand and gently put the lip ring in his boyfriend's lip.


    Harry looked up at Liam and a few tears fell from his eyes "Liam I... Liam I'm scared. I'm scared..." Harry buried his face in Liam's shoulder "I don't know how much longer I can stay positive. The truth is this chemo is killing me... Look at me Liam! I don't know how much longer I can stay happy when really I'm just... Scared. Liam, I'm terrified of dying. Especially like this. But I'll keep fighting no matter what, just for you." Harry took a deep, shaky breath to fill his sore lungs "Because I love you too. Everything I am and all I ever was and all I ever will be is in your eyes. My future is with you. My love for you is indescribable. If I didn't love you as much as I do then I would've given up and let this cancer just kill me. But you're keeping me alive Liam. I'm fighting for our future together..."

    [justify]"Took the words right out of my mouth." Zayn smiled and detatched himself from Louis once more. He really needed to get dresses. "Now you just sit tight right there... Ill be right back..." Leaving Louis, he disapearred into the closet and began rummaging around inside it.


    Niall drug his tongue across it before he got up and looked in the mirror. "Sky, its wonderful", he smiled. Turning around, he went back over and leaned into him, his head tucked nicely into the crook of his neck. "I love you, Sky", he sighed happily, his aems going around him.


    "You have to stay positive for us, Harry..." Liam swallowed and held his hand. If it hadnt been for the countless midnight talks with Sky and the guys while Harry was sleeping, he would have gone insane by now. But he never let it show how stressed he really was. He refused to do so. "You have too.. I want to be able to see you walk down that aisle to me.." Liam scooted over and tugged Harry into his lap, his arms curling around him again. "I know you can beat this this.. You know you can.. This is just a test, Harry.. A test that the One above decided to throw at you, at us. I know you can pass it.." His lips met Harry's temple and he swallowed again.[/justify]

    Louis smiled and layed there, humming happily. The Doncaster lad was more than excited to walk down the aisle to Zayn and say their vows and share the their first kiss as a married couple then smear cake in each other's faces. Louis said happily "You know, our wedding is going to be perfect Zaynie."


    Sky grinned and kissed the tip of the Irish lad's nose "I'm happy that you like it Niall. I wanted to get it for you because I love you and I only want the best for my beautiful leprechaun." Sky smiled and nuzzled his way into Niall's neck, kissing the skin softly with a soft hum of content "You are my beautiful leprechaun, I hope you know that."


    Harry sniffled and said "I'm trying so hard Liam, you don't understand. It's hard to stay positive when the odds are against me... When I know I'm dying." Harry took a deep and shaky breath "But I'll fight with all I am. I'll fight this off, ok love? I will, or at least I'll try with all I am.... I love you Leeyum...." Harry took Liam's hand and held it tight "Forever and ever."

    Zayn came back in simple sweats and a shirt. "I know. Its going to be perfect, Lou..."


    "Of course I do!" Niall smiled and let his hands go to hold Skys waist, pulling him closer as he did so. "And I love you, Sky..."


    --- ergh. .. im sorry, just bump this when you get the chance and ill redo this c: im so rushed right now..

    ♥♡Narry Storan♡♥ wrote:


    Louis smiled and layed there, humming happily. The Doncaster lad was more than excited to walk down the aisle to Zayn and say their vows and share the their first kiss as a married couple then smear cake in each other's faces. Louis said happily "You know, our wedding is going to be perfect Zaynie."


    Sky grinned and kissed the tip of the Irish lad's nose "I'm happy that you like it Niall. I wanted to get it for you because I love you and I only want the best for my beautiful leprechaun." Sky smiled and nuzzled his way into Niall's neck, kissing the skin softly with a soft hum of content "You are my beautiful leprechaun, I hope you know that."


    Harry sniffled and said "I'm trying so hard Liam, you don't understand. It's hard to stay positive when the odds are against me... When I know I'm dying." Harry took a deep and shaky breath "But I'll fight with all I am. I'll fight this off, ok love? I will, or at least I'll try with all I am.... I love you Leeyum...." Harry took Liam's hand and held it tight "Forever and ever."


    [justify]Zayn came back in sweats and a t shirt. He would be all dressed up and decked out later. There was no need to get all fancy now. Stopling beside the bed, he knelt down, his hands on Louis knees. "And I cant wait for the look your father is going to give me when I kiss his little boy and change his last name..." Grinning, he leaned up and kissed his jaw. "You know ive always loved irritating your father.. Remember when I grabbed your bum in front of him?" That had been the day he met the Tomlinson parents.


    Niall looked down shyly and nodded. "Your too good to me, Skykar.." One pale reached up to touch Sky's cheek for a moment. "How in gods creation did I ever manage to snag such a... wonderful....amazing man..." The murmured words were barely audible, but loud enough to be heard.


    "Whoever said the odds were against you." Liam grasped his other hand tightly. "Harry, please. Dont talk like that. Nothing is against you. The cancer... Hazz, oeople beat it everyday. A good lercentage. And I know ] you can do it, baby, you have too.." He swallowed and stared straight at him. "Harry, I cant lose you. I cant lose you to this; I cant put you.. I need you beside me everynight and every morning... I need my arms around you, my face smothered in all them curls..." He blinked hard and squeezed Harrys hand. "I need you, right here next to me. Always.:[/justify]