The pain was the first thing to register into the head of the young queen. The immense and horrifying pain that sent shudders up and down her frail body and swollen stomach. "Oh gosh..." She gave a groan, knowing that this pain wasn't like the other normal pregnancy pains that she had been experiencing over the last couple of moons. This was the real deal.
She laid back on her side in her mossy nest, glad that she hadn't been on one of her little walks that she was typically on. There was more and more pain, and she felt like she was being ripped into a million shreds. Gosh, was this how all kittings were, because if so she was never having another litter again, no matter how in love she happened to fall in with some tom. Just... No. Hell, she doubted that she would even fall in "love" with any tom anyways. She was perfectly content on her own.
She caught her breath and then released it in the sound of a low moan. Kill me now. She thought as the first kit began to come. Little did she know that she was in for seven others. Yes, the nursery would surely be stocked full of kits for a good while, there was no doubt about that with everybody else seeming to be pregnant and having kits as well.
It seemed to take around a good eternity or two, but it finally ended after so much blood and pain that Baby hadn't even been sure of her own survival.
She could feel them squirming around her stomach, felt their presence, and knew that they were there, but something didn't feel quite right. She craned her neck slightly, barely even able to stop panting for long enough to do so, but her breath caught in her throat as she saw all of them. They're were eight kits in all, but only seven of those eight were moving and alive.
She nudged it gently with her nose one or two times and felt it's limp and lifeless body fall right back down without even a squeal of protest. Only a dull thump. She knew that, with such a big litter, it was bound to happen anyways, but she could feel her heart drop into her belly at the sight of the dead kit. It was a loss that any queen could expect, but she had been burdened with. "Bye bye, little one." She whispered, and then reluctantly averted her attention to the others.
Oh, damnit! She had to come up with names for all of them, and hadn't even one in mind. You know what? Screw it. Names were a matter for later. All that Babypaw longed to do was make sure that the rest of the kits were fine, and that she could get some well-deserved shuteye.
ooc ; Poor Baby. xP Her mother died giving birth to her, she never knew her father, she was r.aped, and one of her kits are dead. ;-;