Title...What's wrong with me?!

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    I'm screaming inside,crying out.I burn up in rage,yet I get flooded in the seas of sadness.This happens to me everyday,every second.No one knows,I try to keep it hidden,but it's making it worse.I cry myself to sleep,I scream into my pillow,I punch my bed and pillows,I rip paper up and throw them across the room.I shiver and shake,but try to hid that,as well.I want to hurt someone,cry my eyes out in the bathroom when no one's there.


    What's wrong with me?


    I have love,and try to keep my rage and sorrow from my love.I hope she never reads this,but I needed to get this out,because it's true.I am rarely ever happy,unless my love is happy and "talking" to me.


    Do you think I need help? I try to go to counseling,but I don't want anyone getting suspicious....I wish these feeling of sorrow and rage would just go away....

    Cutiepie:hello Maripanz im Cutiepie and im here
    Pewpie and today we are going to play SLENDER.
    Cutie:I thought you said we are playing Happy wheelz*Slaps Pewpies arm*


    Please tell me what's wrong I want to help you love

    I....I have no idea...That's what I'm trying to figure out...sadly...


    And if you wondering why I was grounded its because my mom saw ripped paper everywhere in my room,and heard a scream from me..so..yea....luckily my punishment was short,because I couldn't talk to you during that time...

    Okay and you only rip paper when there is a PARTY

    He he. lol,love. *hugs you* You know, whenever I talk to you, my chest feels heavy, and it's hard for me to breath, and I always blush..... *blushes* And I heat up like I'm on fire, too...

    Hehe well PARTY *rips. Ton of paper of throws it in the air)

    Ha ha! PARTY!!!! *dances around like a maniac* HEY GUESS WHAT?!