//sighs
I haven't been this depressed in a long, long time.
I woke up this morning with no drive whatsoever to get out of bed. I felt like I was dead. I had no emotion. I just came out to my family and a few of my friends as transgender and one of my friends brought up the fact that no matter how many surgeries or T injections I take, I'll never truly be male. It hurt. And now it brought my mood down to where I barely have the strength or the urge to move.
Just... I don't know... I guess I need a few kind words and advice on how to deal with my... saddness.
Thank you for reading this.
-- Immerse.