How may I help you? [p for Rae and Immerse]

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    /you'vebeenwarned




    So, L has been lying to me so she can play her Xbox360, which she's obsessing over. She also ditched me for the second year in a row on New Year's, and she said her mom and the other one's mom organized it, which I don't believe. She said herself that it would be "so cool" and "so much fun". Now she hates me, but for some reason, she texted me today. Replying to a text I sent five days ago, after she ditched me on New Year's. She's never realised how crushed, hurt, and betrayed I am when she does this. She called me "boy-crazy" a couple of months ago, and I would spend days crying, wondering what I did. Now, she's gone and done it again, and I've also spent numerous days crying, and I often feel like I have depression. I'm always sad, grumpy, and ocassionaly I'll get a pain by my ribs or around my elbow or shoulder, which are some things that happen when you have depression (I've watched depression medication commercials).




    My parents aren't any help, either. My mother swears at me all the time and I often feel like she'd be happier if I didn't exist. I recently moved my computer upstairs to get away from my dad bothering me, but comes upstairs and annoys the crap out of me about 3x more than he did when my computer was downstairs. He won't listen to me if I tell him to stop, in fact, he'll probably do it more.




    I'm just so confused about who my real friends are and who I can talk to for help, because my problems seem to involve everyone. I have a few more minor problems and I might bring them up if I feel I need to.




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