«§¦Merely The Joker¦§» (PAFP SEMI ADVANCED GIRLS!!!)

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    "Because... Because at a hospital, you put your life in the hands of strangers. You are giving them permission to give you whatever medication they want, in any form they want. Pills, liquids, straight into your blood. And most hospitals are in some way government run. I'm not a normal human being like you, Lily. I mean, I'm half snake. It's not something we can just ignore, just make better. It's real. And the government... Doesn't take too kindly to halfs and really any slightly odd or deformed creature. They want to do tests, see how it happened, how it was possible, how we react to things... They have scientists who do it. I know, I've read and heard enough to know. They test on you and bruise you and break you, all 'for the sake of science'. Then they patch you back together and do it again when the wounds are closed. But eventually, they break you beyond repair, and then they'll just take your DNA, clone you... And dispose of whatever's left of you. But if you're still alive, and even slightly human like me, you have to keep quiet about what happened, because society can't know, but even if they did they'd just look at you like more of a freak... So they either never let you go, or kill you, or torture you..." By this point, he was almost crying, still not looking up at Lily from the box.
    "And hospitals are government run, and they can give you whatever medicine they see fit... So if the government wanted me, all they'd have to do would be tell the hospital, give them orders... They'd give me strong medicine, something to knock me out, and for a long time... Then the men in the white coats would come and take me... And I'd be gone, Lily. I'd never see you again..." Snake's shoulders shook violently, and he let out a tiny, choked sob.
    "That's why I'm afraid."


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    Lily was silent for an eerie amount of time. It was as if she was frozen; shut down. Her gaze was fixed upon her hands in her lap, and a few tears dripped down to indicate that's hew as crying. Finally, after wha teemed like forever, she took in a deep breath, her breath shaky and unstable as she finally let her sobs be heard.
    And damn, were they loud.
    Her shoulders shook, her nose ran, the poor thing became a total broken-down mess within seconds. Letting out small gasps for air she crumpled over, her face in her hands. Everything she had told him- "Oh Snake don't you worry, the hospital will take good care of you," or "You're in good hands,"- was a lie. She became choked with sobs, and finally, between it all even though he could barley understand it she said softly, "B-But I don't want that to happen to you."

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    Snake leaned over, hugging her tightly, bones still prominent despite the slight weight gain while is the hospital. "I-I know, Lily..." He whispered, closing his eyes. "And I don't want to leave you... That's why I want to get out of here as soon as I can." He took in a deep breath, laying his head on her shoulder. "I've been taken too many times... I don't want to be taken again."


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    Lily sighed, shutting her eyes tightly and biting her lip to restrain any more tears. Finally opening her eyes, she pulled back just the slightest bit to see his face as she thought aloud worriedly, "B-But how are you going to be okay if you can't leave for another few days? I don't want this to happen to you again, Snake..." She shook her head as she said this, almost angry with herself that she had trusted them with such a delicate man such as him.
    "I-I just can't leave you in here again tonight now that I know what they do to you... How I'll I be able to sleep knowing you could be being tortured or changed?"

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    (Thanks! And I responded to you on the Chat thread.)


    Snake took a deep breath, eyes closed, silent for a moment. "We... We just have to hope that when the results come back, they tell me I can come home," He whispered, gazing at her and wiping her tears away. "Hope is all I've had, my whole life... It hasn't failed yet, not really. So I suppose I just have to rely on it again."


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    [Yay a stranger looks at this! c: ]


    Lily nodded, sighing shakily and leaning over to kiss his forehead. Taking his hands inhe ds and squeezing them, she looked back upa t him with watery eyes and asked, "S-So when do they come in? T-To give you the results, I mean."

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    (Yep. Makes me happy!)

    "They should be by in a few minutes..."     He sighed faintly, squeezing her hands slightly.


    (I'll have them come in after a couple more posts. And I bought Mochi's and am possibly getting a keyboard! So I can finally play piano!)


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    [Lucky! I used to have a keyboard, and I was pretty good at it too, but then I stopped for awhile and now I completely forget how to play.]


    Liky had completely forgotten about Fang, who was just coming backf rom the vending machine. Looking back at Snake, she gave a tiny, sad smile and murmured, "Joker wants him to come back tonight, too. But if you have to stay longer, I don't think there's any way we can get him to leave."

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    The boy walked in, numerous packets of pistachios in his hands, and a few of the tasty nuts. From their position, he couldn't really read Lily's lips, and instantly put on a 'wut' face. Shrugging, he plopped into the chair, moving slightly so he could see both of them and what they were saying.
    "That's true. And even so, I don't want him walking alone again."


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    Lily nodded, smiling over at the boy and watched as he devoured the packets. Looking back at Snake, she tilted her head slightly, another question coming to her. "Wait, if you're not able to walk, then how are you going to to your act? I mean, I know you can hold the snakes, but won't getting up on stage be a little hard in a wheelchair?"

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    "I don't know," Snake admitted to her. "I suppose Joker and I will have to figure that out ourselves."


    (CURSE MY F*%#!*G BIPOLAR MUSE.)


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    [Aw, it's okay! *Pins muse to a table so it'll stay.*]


    Lily nodded, her eyes fixed on the door. Her gaze was worried, and she kept her hand on Snakes' knee, as if to calm both him and herself.


    [Should we have them come in?]

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    (*points at muse* HAHAHA NOW YOU'RE STUCK HERE!
    And yups.)


    After a moment of silence, the door slowly opened. "Mr.Snake? We have your test results."
    The man's eyes shot up as he nodded, gazing at the nurse.
    "From your results, your liver is fine and working again. We still aren't exactly sure about your legs, but the doctor wants you to go to this physical therapist twice a week to try and get your muscles working again, okay?" She pulled a few papers off a clipboard and lay them on the table beside the bed, glancing down again."Okay, we can release you tomorrow morning."


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    Lily listened intently, squeezing Snakes' ah and as she spoke. Almost instantly after she had stopped speaking she blurted, "No sooner?"
    She could help it, for she was just anxious and not wanting to leave this man in this nightmare of a hospital again. Looking back at him, she bit her lip and whispered, "You think you can stand it?" her eyes beginning to looks glossy with tears agains he continued, "I-I don't want to have to leave you here again..."

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    (I GOT A BASS!!!! I AM FINALLY GOING TO BE MUSICALLY TALENTED!!!)


    Snake was quiet, not lifting his head, thinking for a moment about it all. "I-I... I think I'll be okay, Lily," He finally answered, sounding a little shaky, but not afraid. "I don't want to be taken again... But I don't want to spend every moment of my life trying to get away from what scares me. I don't want to be scared anymore... I want to be normal and happy, like everyone else at the circus."


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    Lily felt her stomach tighten, even though he agreed to stay another restless night. Hearing his comment about the circus she looked up at him and chuckled, although it was clearly a hollow one. "The circus? Normal?" Poking him playfully she teased, "Snake, even I know that those words don't belong together. We're meant to not be normal. But what's wrong with that?"
    She stood from the bed, taking a step closer to him to lean down and kiss his forehead, then his cheek gently. Moving back slightly to look at him she murmured softly, "You sure you'll be okay here?"


    [Lucky!! I have a ukulele, and I'm surprisingly pretty good at it somehow. After she's done talking with Snake should we just timeskip to when she goes back to camp to Joker? Because of him staying here, I'm going to have her have a restless night.]

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    (Yeah, not really anything else to do, huh? And haha, that's cool. I really want a violin, but my dad says my hands are too big (I'm built big) so instead I need like a viola. I also want him to dig up his cello, I was good at that when I was six, and now it's actually not bigger than me.
    And I might get to throw paint at Mattie and Kuro today! Yay! If not, then just random strangers... *evil grin* Once I am a rainbow, I'll get a picture and send it to you.)


    Snake smiled and laughed. "Alright, alright, fair point. And I... I'll be fine. Besides, I'll have some overprotective company here with me." He gestured over to Fang, who sat with his arms crossed, a determined look on his face, still munching on his favourite little green nuts.


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    [I dropped my flute on Monday and there's a dent in it. I HAVE DISGRACED EVERYONE.]


    Lily laughed and said one last goodbye, unable to peel herself away from him and finally leave him alone. When she did leave, though, there were tears in her eyes as she walked down the quiet hospital hallways while constantly wiping her eyes. Exiting the building, she decided not to walk all the way back, so she called a cab.
    Arriving back to camp, she had finally pulled herself together to not cry, even though it was perfectly fine to cry in front of her fiancée. Pushing the tent flap open, she slipped out of her coat and scarf, hoping the man wasn't asleep yet. She did promise she'd back back before that time, after all.

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    (Aww, poor you! :( I dropped the school's flute once... Shh! But that's also pretty weird, because my flute has been in the shop since Tuesday for new pads, and I get it back today.
    I hope that dent won't affect the sound, though! That would be, ya know, sucky.)


    Joker was indeed still awake, reading as usual. Today, though, instead of his worn out, old book, he was reading an only slightly aged copy of The Secret Garden. He was so interested in it that he almost didn't notice when Lily walked in. After a second, he looked up, smiling. "Hey Lily. How was he?"


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