He gave up on me. I give up... (pafp)

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    June stared at the pale wall. Her untouched lunch on her desk. She refused to move. She refused to eat. She refused to drink and she refused to talk. Her mother had tried. No one knew. June's thoughts flashed back to the last conversation she had, had with her now ex boyfriend. She had been having a rough time, she had started cutting and her thoughts were always along the lines of "what is the point in living?" But he was always there beside her, keeping her going. June's heart gave a twang as she thought of it. But apparently he couldn't handle it any more. June was right at her brink. Her suicide all planned out, her note written. June went back to him, asking him to save her. He left, he left her. He didn't care any more.


    June crumpled in her chair. She felt empty inside, apart from the long, aching hurt left from and iron fist punching into her chest and wrenching her heart out. She could almost see the fragments of her heart lying lost and forgotten on some the, damp concrete floor of heartbreak.


    June's cheeks were dry. She was past crying, way past it. Crying no longer even began to capture the hurt she felt. Her scars were half healed. Cutting didn't drown out the pain any more, it was to great and to overwhelming. She didn't care any more. She didn't care for life, others or even herself.


    Only a week after he had walked away, throwing her already confused and hurt heart to the ground, she was already a mess. Her hair hung lankly from her head. Her clammy hands flopped almost uselessly at her sides. Her pale eyes gazed into the distance, no longer seeing. Her bones stuck out at sharp angles and her lips were cracked from lack of water.


    June stared into nothing, not noticing any thing or any one. She was alone in her own world. No one else existed and she was beginning to lose herself too...

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    Dakota was sitting at the back of the cafeiteria, staring blankly ahead as he listened to loud metal music. It was usual for him to be sitting alone during lunch since most kids thought he was a punk wanna-be or just some killer since he always had this look about him that said 'fuck with me and I'll destroy you'.


    He sighed and pushed aside his cury brown hair, those pale nova eyes of his clouded over in thought.


    Dakota had just moved here from Russia, and already people thought badly of him. To him it seemed all American, or anyone reall, was judge people by their looks and where they came from. They never deicded to actually get to know a person or actually ask if somethings where true or not. But no, they just believed whatever they hear.


    And it was annoying.


    He sighed again and flipped through his Ipod, looking at his music as he stood up and walked off. Passing the girl slumped in her chair, he gave her a glance then decided to sit with her since she looked along as well. He just sat there, with his Ipod, then he looked up at her and said;


    "Hello, are okay?" His voice was deep and accented.


    OOC: mmk Sorry for asking x3 just making sure

  • OOC: Its ok :)


    IC: June raised her head very slowly. Her eyes didn't focus on him, her skin was pale and seemed to radiate cold. She stared blankly at Dakota in silence. She never spoke, she didn't know if she still could.


    June raised her shoulders slightly and let them slump back down in a half-hearted shrug, she looked away, back at the ground. Her hands shook slightly and she wrapped her fingers around the hem of her shirt tightly, trying to hold them still.


    What was the use in trying?


    She lay her hands back in lap and blinked once.

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    "Miss?" said Dakota, leaning across the table to squeeze her shoulder softly.


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