OOC: Aha! Someone posted - therefore I can post for Switch again! *is using every possible excuse to do so* XD
You know what I noticed, Questy?
Shift - to put (something) aside and replace it by another or others; change or exchange: to shift friends; to shift ideas.
Switch - to shift or exchange: The two girls switched their lunch boxes.
...I never noticed this before. It's so ironically adorable XD Their names are so similar. O.o
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I'd been doing pretty good - not screwing it up too bad or anything. I actually barely messed up anymore. It made my life feel pointless and stifled, being a list of commands in the form of a girl. I had wings, yet I couldn't fly, I couldn't be free. I so desperately wanted that freedom, so bad that it made my wings hurt as I stared out that little barred window longingly.
I knew the rules though. As a matter of fact, I HAD the rules, the main ones (although there were plenty more) hung up on the wall. Ten of them - Dr. Lee's own version of the Ten Commandments - on a sheet of paper.
It was looking out the window that messed everything up, this sudden burst of rebellion that did me in. As I was staring out that barred window, I noticed something squirming around on the ground of the yard. It was small, and looked helpless. And I realized it was a baby bird. I don't know how it got there, but I knew that the heat would kill it unless I did something.
So I did. I hopped to my feet, ran to the door - running without my footsteps being soft - then opened the door and went outside. I felt like I was going against God, and the non-existent finger in my back was jabbing so hard, but I needed to save the baby bird. When I scooped it up, it was half-dead, it's little bulging eyes flickering all over the place. It was kind of ugly, but it was alive.
And then Dr. Lee came out. "What are you doing?!"
"The-the baby bird, it was d-dying," I sputtered, holding up my cupped hands as if to prove my point. The bird made a little squeaky sound, and Dr. Lee stared down at it in utter disgust.
"Get inside."
"But-"
"Get. Inside. Now. And drop that thing."
I held my ground. "No. I want to save it."
His eyes flared, he grabbed the bird from my hand, and I lurched for it, "No!"
"You are to obey me. That is your existence. To serve. Not to want." He crumpled the bird like a used tissue, and tossed it on the ground. I watched in horror, and then he grabbed my arm, hard, and dragged me back inside.
Without a word, he started to, armful by armful, take my books out of the room.
"What are you doing?" I whispered.
"These books are getting in your head. They're giving you ideas. I'm taking them out."
One of the books on his pile slid off, and I picked it up and placed it on top again, then watched him go out with the last of my books.
And then it hit me what I'd done. First off, I'd completely disobeyed him, and then, I'd helped him take away my books. I might as well have held the door for him.
Out of the two though, I couldn't decide which was worse.
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Beta Project
Subject: 13
This past week, the subject has seemed to make reverse progress. The books the subject is reading has seemed to give them 'happiness' and 'ideas'. The subject rebelled and disobeyed orders in order to save a worthless creature. The subject has remained stubborn, and as punishment, the books have been removed. Later, a shock was administered. The morning after the incident, the subject seemingly could not stop dripping milk off the spoon, even when the problem was pointed out to them, and they panicked. Another shock was administered, and breakfast was taken away. It has been decided that the surgery is necessary to achieve perfection. The operation will take place tomorrow. Despite problems, the subject has exceeded previous test subjects, and we are hoping that the surgery will not fail like it has before. While in operation, not only will the subject undergo the changes to have a perfect personality, but we will operate on the subject's body, organs, bones, and aesthetics to achieve total perfection physically as well, as we tried with previous subjects.
Measurements will be taken while subject is under anesthetics tomorrow. Major changes will not be made, most likely, eyes will be slightly enlarged, nose tip angle will be brought down, and subject's muscles, bones, and organs will be worked on to gain the highest health possible.
- Dr. Richard Lee