I tear my heart open, sow myself shut my weakness is when I care to much!

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    Tawnyfeather shrank away, her tail between her legs. " I'M PREGNANT! There! I told you! " She hissed, running into the forest. Owlpaw bristled. " Don't yell at my mother! " He snarled, lashing his tail.

    "Since when" he said softly wondering when she found out.


    Giger stopped twitching and one last tear streamed down her face "stop" she said as her breath slowed hoping they heard her they probably didnt though, because she barely could hear it herself.

    Owlpaw glared at Dylan. " Ginger said stop. " He growled, licking Gingers ear. A group of she-cat apprentices sighed dreamily, mooning over how sweet the handsome tom was.

    "All of you" she said stumbiling to her feet "I can't believe any of you.""Even you I thought you were my friend or at least my brother I swear as soon as im well enough I'm gone" she said angrily."My friends are allot busy watching and mooning over my ""BROTHER"" to even bother to worry or help me" in her head she thought I'm not even Dylan's daughter.

    " You know what...Im done. Im done!Ginger after all I think about all day and night is how to keep you safe! Im done! I can't pretend to be your brother anymore! You don't even care! After one fight you leave! Well now Im leaving too!!! I'll be in BloodClan if you need me! " Owlpaw yowled, slashing a paw at the mooning she-cats. He turned dashing away, his claws fully unsheathed.

    She looked down she didn't mean for him to take it as hard as he did. She was just tired of the mooning shecats, them fighting, and everyone yelling. "I'm sorry it's not your fault I -I-I" she couldn't finish and say it was her fault wanting him to say it or Dylan, but seeing they wouldn't."It's my fault isn't it" she asked "my fault you got hurt, Owlpaw my fault Dylan is always on edge my fault that he yells as at Tawnyfeather which makes Owlpaw mad." "I've known it's my fault for a while now, and I'm sorry just please don't go to Bloodclan" she mews helplessly.

    Owlpaw was scilent, his eyes dark with anger. His tail lashing with rage and he dug his claws into the earth beneath him. " Tawnyfeather needs me, On account that she is upset with Dylan...I will stay....For now..." Owlpaw growled lowly, He stalked away into the shadows. His eyes glowed in the darkness.


    Tawnyfeather quietly padded into camp, her ears drooping, tail dragging on the ground. " Where is Owlpaw? " She whimpered to Dylan.

    "It doesn't matter he hates me... now" in her head she goes through her head rembering what he said and it stings. Of coarse if she hadn't asked him to stay he wouldn't have said anything like that. She knew he'd say something like it so why she asked him to stay, she herself doesn't know. So, she laid down her head ready to go into a dream state, where at for a while at least she could forget all this and the sting would go away, and soon enough she fell asleep.

    Owlpaw rolled his eyes, letting out an annoyed hiss. Tawnyfeather sighed and padded beside her kit and started talking to him.

    In her sleep she could hear parts of what they said and see what they did as she found out sleeping does not help. Then her Mom appeared infront of her beckoning her to fallow.


    " Tawnyfeather I asked you a question befor you went in the forest did you hear it" he asked her after she was done talking to Owlpaw.

    Owlpaw padded out of the shadow his eyes filled with his usual happiness. Tawnyfeather trailed after him. " Everything is ok now! For Owlpaw at least...." She sighed, flicking her tail.

    "Wait, what why?" Dylan asked forgetting his earlier question… for a while at least.


    As Ginger decide shed watch this conversation and then decide if she would fallow her Mom.

    " I told Owlpaw that if he didn't calm down, that he'd turn out like Scourge. " Tawnyfeather murmured, she looked like she was about to press her muzzle to his but pulled back, looking away with her ears pinned back. Owlpaw layed next to Ginger. " Ginger....Im so sorry...Your gunna be ok....I promise...."The handsome cream tom murmured.

    Dylan knowing that she probably was mad at him he had 3 things to say "I'm ready for my warrior name and Ginger too, since when have you been pregnant, and is Owlpaws dad the father or me."


    Ginger started to awaken "how do you know, Owlpaw I'm scared I'm going to die" she breathed eyes still closed.

    Tawnyfeather bristled, unsheathing her claws. " Why would you ask that!?You know who the father is! I loved you! " She snarled. Her fur fell flat. " Thats not what I meant! I love you! " She mewed franticly.


    Owlpaw licked her ear. " Because I said so. " He mewed.

    "Of coarse it's not" he licked her muzzle looking down he new his questions would make her angry but not that angry. Though he knew she didn't mean those words it hurt.



    A little sad smile twisted her lips " My Mom wants me to fallow her, everytime I fall asleep I see her" Ginger curled up to Owlpaw as a the wind started blow.

    Tawnyfeather pressed against him, twining her tail with his. " I-Im sorry...." She whimpered, pain filling her chest.


    Owlpaw curled around Ginger. " W-well don't! We need you here! " He whimpered.

    "It's okay" he purred licking her muzzle and rubbing his head against hers.


    "No one does, give me one good reason I should stay, besides you, Dylan, and Tawnyfeather" she said as the wind started to blow harder which made her cough.

    Tawnyfeather curled up at his side, closing her eyes.



    Owlpaw raised an eyebrow. " Eaglepaw...." He murmured, motioning towards a handsome golden brown tom that sat a few mouse-lengths away.