[size=30pt][ carnival ] of the DYING s w a n ,[/size]
[size=23pt]modern day juliet.[/size]
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[justify][size=4]and the flash back starts,[/size]
[size=7pt]Carnival is a small , undersized cat , because she is a rusty spotted cat . " Spots ? Stripes ? Is she tamed ? She must be very special ! " very special indeed ; you don't see rusty spotted cats everyday , do you ? Carnival short fur is usually gray , covering most of her tiny frame , with rusty spots tinting all over the back and flanks, while her underbelly is white with large dark spots. Carnival's tail is thick and is about half of her body's length , and is beautifully decorated by faint spots . there are a six dark streaks on each side of her head, extending over the cheeks and forehead . her eyes can be described by one word ; huge . huge , rounded dark cooper pupils can be found at a normal distance , placed on each side of her tiny nose .[/size]
[size=5]see the party the ball gowns,[/size]
[size=7pt]oh , well , there are many layers of " Carnival " ; call her bipolar , call her undecided , but it's clear that Carnival is a very special she-cat . you first meet her -- first impression is important -- and she's all rainbows and unicorns and " OHMIGAWSH , LOOK , A BIRD ! THAT SO AWESOMEEEEE !!! - squeals - " and you can't help but simply love this silly she - cat . she must be so kind and special ! how come she's applying for an executioner ? a sissy Carnival ? no way in h*ll ! Carnival might appear to be loud and happy and random and such , but a cold , hard , frosty penuriousness is her prevalent characteristic . a covertly triumphant voice s completing this image of Carnival , among with a disturbing aristocracy that is constantly following her . her gaze can give you shivers , depending on which side of her you are ; Carnival is like a big switcher . depending on how you speak to her , and how carefully you chose your words , you can switch between Carnival's personalities .
all this ruthlessness of Carnival can make her a good Executioner , and that's why she's applying for that position ; she can kill while smiling . death is just an easy game to play for her ; and if she dies , the game's over . she lost the game ; death is just a new beginning . it can be good or bad , depending on how you lived your life ; Carnival never expected to reach in Starclan , and never wanted to . in fact , she's an atheist ; religion ? ha , fiddlesticks ! everything is practical kid ; you kill or be killed , another option is invalid .
but , you see , she's not a bad cat all the time ; she can smile , she can love , she can feel all the emotions you do . she can make you laugh , she can make you cry , she can make you feel alien emotions ; and again , depending on which side of her you are . she can be loved , she can love back ; most of the time , she's chilled out and calm and actually loves to socialize . in fact , this cat is so social it's scary . she can befriend every cat her heart wishes ; be it rogue , loner or even prisoner , but she's not naive . no , oh , no ! Carnival is rather smart , and well collected . she can take hard decisions without thinking very much , and it always seems that she choses the right one ; her memory is splendid . she remembers everything ; faces , conversations , former loves and dead family members . you'd love to have a memory like hers , wouldn't you ? in fact , it's more like a curse ; remembering everything means remembering the times you suffered the most , memories that should be deeply buried within your conscience .
Carnival can be categorized as " special " and beyond . she's not a cat you see everyday ; starting with the fact that she's a rusty spotted cat , to her bipolarness and her memory . truly enchanting ...[/size]
[size=5]but you never come,[/size]
[size=7pt]It's ridiculous , how peoples are asking for this section ; some parts of the life should never be shared , with anyone , regardless age , gender or ranks . Some might not be proud of their history , they perhaps suffered a lot or caused a lot of sufferance ; Carnival is in between . She lived a life filled with innocent eyes and warm smiles , but then she was poisoned -- but oh , aren't we all ? -- . It wasn't her fault , it was her parent's ; they were the true monsters , worse than the one hiding under your bed . They were sadists , killed everything that moved and laughed a lot after ; they dates ? Kill a few cats and make a big fire out of them . Romantic , I know . Then , Carnival and her siblings came into the world ; a littler of rusty spotted cats , something you don't see everyday . She was the only one that looked stronger -- stronger than the others , anyway -- so her siblings had to be killed .
Because of her parents sadomasochism , she got a sadistic name as well ; Carnival of the dying swan . You might not see that , but the name has quite a meaning ; a carnival is a big party , a celebration where peoples are happy and cheerful . Death means the end of everything , the stop . And a swan ? A swan means purity , grace , love and everything that's beautiful in world .
They party at the end of everything beautiful ; apocalypse , to be more exact .
Carnival life wasn't hard , not at all , -- no deaths , sickness , illness , drama , her life wasn't a soap opera -- but knowing that your parents are cold blooded killers wasn't pleasant either ; she used to be bullied as an apprentice , some would beat her , knowing that because of her small size she wouldn't be able to protest ; and so , Carnival grew more hateful everyday , until she lost it all . Until she went simply insane , but kept it for herself . She was rotting , from inside out , and still is . Isn't it barbarian , how a rose is meant to grow beautiful and dainty but because of others' selfishness , it dies slowly and slowly , it's white petals turning grudging black . [/size]
[size=5]i love you and that's all i really know,[/size]
[size=7pt]name unknown >> mom , deceased .
name unknown >> dad , deceased .
nameless , nameless , nameless >> siblings , deceased .
lantern >> superior , alive , Carnival can barely stand her .
xxx >> loves
xxx >> friends
xxx >> best friend
xxx >> enemies
xxx >> fake friends
[ PM me if you want to plot with her ! (: ] [/size]
[size=5]so close your eyes,[/size]
[size=7pt]L I K E S ;;
`butterflies
`flowers
`birds , especially swans [ oh , the irony ! ]
`the night's sky
`water
`power
D I S L I K E S ;;
`overly sweet things
`cats that are too hyper
`stupidness and selfishness
`idiots
`cats that think that they are better than anyone else
`being bullied because of her size
S T R E N G H T S ;;
`fierce personality
`isn't afraid to kill , which helps her in her job
`her size -- which is also a weaknesses - , which helps her sneak around
`is a good swimmers
W E A K N E S S E S ;;
`her size , which makes her more vulnerable
`her tail , which is half of her body length and it makes her heavier to run around
`gets angered easily
`is bipolar[/size]
[font=times new roman][size=5]baby just say yes,[/size]
[size=7pt]Hello there my name is Carnival of the dying swan , but I go by Carnival , because it's shorter . This year , I celebrate my twenty third birthday , and I expect lots and ots of presents from you ! If you couldn't notice until now , I am a female and if you ask once again I'm going to twist your jaw around . I see you keep on being curious , what are you , a stalker ? M'kay , I live in the Tribe of Paper Lanterns -- you might not hear of it , but you will certainly do soon -- and I have the wonderful rank of executioner , which means I kill prisoners whenever I'm told ; heh ... I love my job ! [/size][/justify]
[size=6pt]TEMPLATE MADE BY JURATE AT CAUTION 2.0[/size]