I have Schizophrenia. I am Schizophrenic.

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    echo in the dark. wrote:


    Just try to be positive. Talk with your friends, or find fun threads or look at lolcats. (That always helps me XD) Just remember that sounds and hallucinations can't hurt you, no matter how real they seem. The more you think about something scary, the more likely you'll dream about. Trust me, I had a lot of nightmares when I was younger. I just tried not to think about them until I forgot, and then I could sleep peacefully.



    I could make a funny gif/pic thread for you 8D


    I'm sure we would both like that!! Something to lighten the mood before going to sleep at night.

    Just last night, I had a dream - well, nightmare. When I was a baby, I was pretty much dying from heart problems. Well, the nightmare started out very happy, I went to a beautiful little made up city in England, where we were gonna camp. We were taking a walk, and came across a memorial, and decided to look at it. It was a memorial of small children or babies that died. And I was one of them. My family had to write something about me for me to be put into the memorial, and I know it's fake, but as I read it, I just felt the devastation of my family, how sad it really was. I cried for about an hour before going downstairs and I'm still crying. ;-;


    I'm sad to hear about your schizophrenia. It doesn't sound very fun, or interesting, or anything to look forward to. I hope it gets better.


    Last night I had a dream where I was dressed up with a fancy mustache and a bow tie! :D
    Not really, but I wanna have a dream like that! x]

    Maybe try something like what Cotton said? Maybe talking to her would help you figure out exactly why she is there.


    My dad has schizophrenia, my mom Bipolar. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2 a year or so back. And then there's ADD and Aspergers - which is a form of Autism. Even though I never met my father, his schizophrenia affected me in great ways. He left before I was born because he had to get better. Since then, he hasn't come back. And I don't even know where he is since he hasn't responded to my mom's emails. But I think that they just suspended him from a computer or something.


    We all have our issues that we have to deal with. And one of my friends is actually lactose intolerant.


    I think that we don't really have a say in our lives, because in my opinion, every little detail is mapped out for us. Even us trying to change the future is mapped out.

    Oooh. D8 This must be terrifying. :c


    I hope it gets better. <3


    I would suggest getting some kind of comfort, like a teddy-bear, or a blanket. Or just got your friends house for a few days. c:


    Hopefully you can get something to clear it up, I would go insane if this happened to me. e_e


    I suffer from slight depression, but nothing too serious. I would suggest talking to the 'girl' though, she might actually be a good thing, you never know.

    *Steps forward and clears throat*
    Well, I'm not a doctor, but I'm going to give you the best advice I can. Leahh, I feel so bad for you, it must be horrible, I can relate sorta, which I'll explain in few sentances.


    The girl, the vision, it might be relating to your subconsience -URk, hard word to spell- The whispers saying " It's too late...It's too late.." it might be because you feel something about your dad's death. But anything else, I can't describe it, it's horrible.


    Well, for me, when I was bullied last year, I had a dream one night where I met an angel. Well, something like that with feathered wings and a glowing appearance, came to me. I'm not a super-religious person, but I couldn't believe it.
    She spoke to me....She told me everything would be okay...Everyone that I wanted to would Love me... The next morning I woke up with tiny drops of tears, I didn't know why.


    But, I don't want to make it about me. I'm just glad I can relate.


    <3 Spade