[[Ħɛтαℓια~ Lσvɛ Ɩs Ɯαя {ƲsƲκ} ƤЯƖѴAƬЄ~]]

This is an archived version of FeralFront. While you can surf through all the content that was ever created on FeralFront, no new content can be created.
If you'd like some free FeralFront memorabilia to look back on fondly, see this thread from Dynamo (if this message is still here, we still have memorabilia): https://feralfront.com/thread/2669184-free-feralfront-memorabilia/.

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Alfred strained his ears to hear Arthur's teary reply, muffled by the way his the smaller blonde's face was buried in the soft fabric of the American's shirt. Even so, the maple-blonde nation caught England's words, and it made more tears flow freely from sapphire-blue eyes. "Arthur, Y-You don't think i'm a b-bother?" the lightly tanned American sniffed, sapphire-blue eyes looking up to the jade-eyed nation, who was now resting on his lap. Normaly, this position would make a blush form on Alfred's cheeks, but now, embarassment was the last thing on his mind. "I-I promice I will never leave you again. I will never do anything to h-hurt you. Please, believe me, Arthur..." choked Alfred, trying to hold back the tears for the blonde Brit.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().


    Arthur lifted his head meekly, turning away from him slightly as he pressed his jumper sleeve over his mouth, inhaling the smooth scent to try to relieve his shattered nerves, giving a small sniff against it. The water of the tears had cut distinct paths down his face, through his mildly pale skin, and his forest green eyes were still glassily misted over with the reminants of tears, the liquid welling in the corners of his eyelashes. "I-I don't know, I want s-so badly to believe you... But..." He whispered, closing his eyes as a last tear snuck down his cheeks, strands of golden hair caught in the trails of water.

    [youtube]
    ^_^[/youtube]

    ooc: Aw I love that vid!~ <333 UsUk is so cute~ ^^ xD
    ~ ~ ~


    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Moving one lightly tanned hand forward, the American gently brushed the trails of tears away from the jade-eyed Britain, brushing through strands of soft light-blonde hair. He could see small droplets of water on the end of the smaller nation's long black lashes, and pools of tears swelling in the corners of beautiful green eyes. Sapphire-blue eyes were clouded with fresh tears as Alfred freely let them fall in long trails down his lightly tanned cheeks. Blinking slowly, Alfred looked up at England, who was slightly taller now because he was sitting on the maple-blonde's lap. "A-Arthur..." he replied shakily, using the back of his hand to wipe away the newly flowing tears. Will we ever be together again? "You've got to b-believe me, p-please, Arthur," Alfred sniffed, "I-I l-love you so much, Arthur!" Squeezing sapphire-blue eyes shut tightly, the American couldn't help but confess his long-hidden affection for the nation who had loved and cared for him all those years.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    I love you so much, Arthur!
    The Brit's teary eyes widened considerably at this, lips parting as if to speak, but only a small sound winding from between his teeth as he did so. He couldn't help but wish, in the very, very back of his mind, that he didn't look so disgusting at the moment, all clogged up and teary, hardly able to breathe through his fading sobs.
    Alfred... Loved him!?
    How could Alfred love him?
    One hand still over his mouth, the absolute deepest red in his cheeks out of embarrasment, Arthur looked back up to the blonde, suddenly uncomfortable curled the way he was in the Americans lap. He tried again to speak through his mouthful of fabric, but words evaded him.
    How could Alfred love him?
    He couldn't understand it.
    As still vaguely-teary jade eyes searched sapphire for any hint of insincerity, he felt the oddest sensation of butterflies come to twist and dance in his stomach, tweaking at his nerves as he remembered what Alfred had said earlier.
    I'm just, really confused. I can't help feeling nervous around you, Arthur. I don't know why I feel like that. Its just that, whenever i'm near you I start to blush and have butterflies in my stomach..
    Alfred... Loved him?


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by AвsоlцтєlуBlцє ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    OOC: Thank-you! <3


    Great, look at the mess he was in now.
    He'd come here on his high horse, absolutely determined to not show an inch of emotion, to keep Alfred at arms length, to keep them both from getting hurt.
    And what had he managed to do so far?
    He'd managed to kiss him, to break down, to somehow worm a confession of love out of America.
    This wasn't his intentions, this wasn't what he wanted...
    Or was it?
    Was he only so far into denial because he could imagine the hurt to come? He was so afriad of being left alone again, it was better to stay secluded, to shut himself off, right?
    And he really should hate Alfred for this, for causing him so much hurt and inner turmoil.
    But he just... Didn't. Couldn't.
    He could never hate Alfred.
    That ddin't mean he... Loved him, did it?
    ...
    Did it?


    Subconciously nudging apart the Americans legs slightly as he moved closer to him, forehead lowered against his chest, eyes closed tight as Alfreds heartbeat resounded in his ears. The blonde Brit didn't say a word, bent and hunched to fit in the Americans embrace. What was going on? Why did he want this? Why couldn't he stay away? What was wrong with him?
    He was sure of a few things, he didn't want to hurt anymore, he didn't want to be alone, and this felt so, so right...
    Did he... Love Alfred back?


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Arthur?


    The American made not attempt to move away or resist as his legs were subconsiously pushed apart by the smaller blonde. Seeing Arthur shuffle closer to him- burying his head in his chest, Alfred blinked slightly shocked sapphire-blue eyes.


    Arthur... doesn't hate me? But, I thought that he...
    Arthur... do you love me too?


    "Arthur..." whispered the maple-blonde nation, feeling his heart start beating faster. Of course, Arthur would notice that too, since he could hear the American's heart fluttering in his chest. Breathing hitched slightly as Alfred tried to think of what Arthur might be thinking. Slowly, America moved his hands so they were wrapped around England's clothed waist. Alfred could hear his heart pounding in his ears.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    Arthur remained against him, the top of his forehead touching the taller males collarbone. He didn't feel like saying anything, he couldn't think of anything to say, anyway. He missed Alfred being able to carry out the conversation for him. Why was Alfred so quiet just when he wanted inane chatter? Or did the American just enjoy doing the opposite of what Arthur wanted or expected?
    Most likely.
    Hands against the higher plate of his chest, Arthur remained quiet, the rings around his eyes still faintly red from his teary outburst, lower lip pulled in and bit tightly between his teeth.
    What was he supposed to say?


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by AвsоlцтєlуBlцє ().

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Arching his back slightly, the American bent his head down, then shifted slightly so his forehead was touching England's. Sapphire-eyes searched through jade-green depths, trying to find any emotion or feelings that Arthur couldn't say to him. Alfred breathed out quietly, feeling the smaller blonde's hands grip on his chest, feeling those warm, slender fingers through the thin fabric of his shirt. Sapphire-blue eyes blinked, opening half-lidded, hoping to find somthing in Arthur's eyes. Heart beating loudly in his chest, the lightly-tanned American longed to hear those soft words.


    Please, Arthur, tell me you love me back?



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    The television chimed quietly in the background, the favourite comedy of the Americans all but forgotten to the pair, but providing background humming to the otherwise silent embrace. Alfred's heart thumped out a flustered melody in his ears, his honey-blonde hair fanned against the pale blue material of the taller nations shirt. "Why?" Arthur said finally, after god knows how many hours of silence, his eyes closing, not able to meet Alfreds cerulean gaze for an answer.
    Why did Fred love him?
    Arthur couldn't understand it in the slightest...
    "Why, Alfred?"


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    "Why, Alfred?"


    Alfred lowered sapphire-blue eyes at Arthur's question, not wanting to see what horror or discust from the American's confessed feelings might lay in the other blonde's jade-green gaze. Struggling to find an answer, the maple-blonde male fiddled with he hem of his shirt, embarassment washing over his lightly tanned face. How can I make him understand how I feel about him? Maybe... I can explain my feelings to Arthur, or... I could just...


    Finally, Alfred found an answer. Well, it wasn't quite an answer really, but he hoped that it would get his message across to the light blonde Britain. Leaning forward slightly, Alfred closed the distance between himself and Arthur slowly, lightly tanned lips meeting soft pink lips. America couldn't hold back anymore, cerulean eyes closing softly.


    Arthur, I love you.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    Well, America never had been good at expressing himself with words.
    Indignation flooded the Englishman as he was kissed, eyes widening slightly, the tart lines of colour along his cheeks increasing with his embarrassment. Arthurs hand moved against the taller nations chest, giving him a slight nudge, as if to push him away, but as America's lips moved along his in a soft caress, the pale blonde nation felt his eyes flicker closed. Shivers ran across his skin, that twist of butterflies that Alfred had mentioned kicked up a start in his own stomach as slowly, his hand moved up and around his neck. Arthur wanted to be angry, he wanted to push Fred away and yell and cuss out the stupid blonde American, but Alfred had managed again to pull out the warmer side of England, the gentle, caring side of his nature, as America always found a way to do.
    Was that love?
    Was that why Arthur felt so different about America?
    Did he love him?
    Parting his lips slightly to welcome Alfreds warm, sweet breath, he wondered in silent bliss.
    Did he love Alfred?


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by AвsоlцтєlуBlцє ().

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Relief flooded through the American male, relaxing his whole body when Arthur kissed him back. Pink lips pressed against eachother in a warm caress. Alfred felt slender fingers knot in his thick maple-blonde locks, and he felt the Englishman's soft lips part slightly, welcoming the Americans warm breath. The American was never good with words, and he could tell that Britain knew that too. Still happy about Arthur not pushing him back and cussing at him for unvading his 'personal space', Alfred pulled one free hand up to rest on the jade-eyed nation's slim shoulder. Lightly tanned fingers brushed against Arthur's pale bare neck, and America felt himself kissing back with a little more force- but still gentle. He wanted to be careful not to hurt or scare the smaller nation infront of him.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια. ().

    [fancypost bgcolor=#f0ddc5 bordercolor=##000000 #2E2E2E borderwidth=6px]


    [fancyimage]http://farm9.staticflickr.com/…53360740_6ea87a0359_c.jpg[/fancyimage]

    And how to f o r g e t and f o r g i v e?


    Even with his eyelids close, Arthur still gave a roll of his eyes at the blondes tempermental kissing. He pulled free for a second, a little breathless, and moved both hands up into the blondes hair. "Fred you bloody idiot, it's not like I'm going to break." He murmured impatiently, lips still touching Alfreds as he spoke, jade green eyes moving open and up to consider the American. The irritable England gave another huff, before pressing closer against him, the broad shoulders of the maple-blonde moving back against the lounge as the Brit leant him back slightly, pressing his mouth against his in a deep, velvety kiss, fingers knotting into his hair.
    If he was going to kiss him, he was damn well going to do it right.


    What's g o n e is forever lost.


    [font=courier]Now all we can do is l i v e..[color=#470000].

    [/fancypost]

    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    The American's lightly tanned lips curled upwards in a warm smirk at the Englishman's sharp comment. Sapphire-blue eyes blinked up at jade-green ones, and Alfred's pulse raced when he felt his back pushed against the lounge chair. Once again, Alfred felt Arthur's smooth lips press against his own in a deep, velvety kiss. Damn, he can kiss good! Feeling slender fingers knotted in maple-blonde hair, the American moved one lightly tanned hand up to his own face, fingers gripping on the side of his glasses. Taking them off swiftly- not caring if he broke them- America tossed his glasses aside, hearing a light thump as they hit the carpet of the living room. Now with Arthur arched over him, Alfred felt his eyes drop half-lidded and his lips part slightly, wanting more of the sweet and intoxicating taste of England's lips. One hand moved down and wrapped around Arthur's slim waist, whilst the other moved upwards to tangle in a mess of light-blonde hair.


    Remembering Arthur's mumbled comment, Alfred broke away from the other blonde slightly. His lips brushed against England's, and he could feel the shorter blonde's warm breathing on his lightly tanned skin. "Sorry. I won't hold back any more." Shooting forward swiftly, the American caught Arthur's light pink lips with his own in a hard and passionate kiss. He didn't want to hurt the other nation, but America also couldn't hold back his feelings and want for Arthur any longer. England...



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Rσмαиια♥ ().