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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Still trembling, the maple-haired America thought for a moment on his reply, sapphire-blue eyes looking up to meet sharp jade-green. "I-I... I'm not scared..." muttered the taller nation unsurely. Of couse, that was a huge lie! Anyone could see that Alfred was terrified. If his shaking body didn't give away his fear, maybe his terrified screaming would. Sighing lightly, Alfred let go of Arthur, leaning back onto the pale brown couch. Taking a peice of rock-candy from the large bowl, the blue-eyed America glanced down for a moment. "I'm sorry, Arthur. I didn't mean to freak out like that..." He felt his lightly tanned cheeks grow hot with embarassment.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur raised his eyebrows at the younger nation. "Fred, you literally just told me that you were scared. Well, not told, more like, screamed." He argued, looking sideways at the blonde as he chewed on a toffee. As he apologised, obviously ashamed by his behaviour, England relented, giving a small sigh. "It's alright. Why do you love horror so much? You can hardly watch five minutes of them, America. And afterwards you can hardly sleep the night."

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Shrugging one shoulder lightly, the lightly tanned American chewed on the peice of candy while he thought of an acceptable answer. Why do I love Horror movies so much? England's right, they scare the living h*ll out of me! But, I don't know why I like them... Blinking, Alfred turned his head, sapphire-blue eyes glowing slightly as the light from the TV hit his irises. "I... don't know." Replied the maple-blonde nation simply, leaning back on the pale-coloured couch and swallowing the candy in his mouth. One hand tugged on the bottom of his shirt slightly, still embarassed on how he reacted infront of Arthur.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur rolled his eyes slightly in disdain, watching the American shift uncomfortably made a small hint of hidden laughter appear in his eyes. I guess not everything changes. Fred'll always be a naive idiot... He thought, standing up and removing the scary movie from the player and inserting a comedy, one he remembered Alfred speaking highly of. No doubt it would be awful and probably kill most of his brain cells, but he couldn't deny wanting to cheer Alfred up. And I guess... I'll never really stop caring for the oaf. The nation sighed gently, settling back on the lounge beside the blonde, yes, actually beside him, feeling the slight warmth of him through the material of his caramel sweater as he pulled his knees to his chest, leaning his head on the gap between as the movie started, trying to think of anything but the gentle carress of the other nations hand in his hair, the slight taste that Alfred had left across his lips...

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Alfred smiled gratefully to the smaller blonde as he took out the scary Horror movie and replaced it with his favourite comedy. Sapphire-blue eyes widened slightly as the American felt England's warmth next to him. Wow, he's really sitting right next to me! I guess Arthur isn't so mean after all. Relaxing, the maple-blonde male couldn't help the habit of stretching and placing one arm on the back of the pale couch. It was a little embarassing now, since it looked like Alfred was pulling the sort of move that a boyfriend would do on a girlfriend on a date. A light pink blush appeared on the lightly tanned face of the taller nation, who did his best to focus on the movie, and not on Arthur. He couldn't stop thinking of how the jade-eyed Arthur had reacted when a hand was caressed along his jawline, and the sweet taste of his lips...



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    The material of the lounge shifted gently with a movement on Alfreds part, and Arthurs jade eyes moved up to see his arm stretched over the back of it, almost touching his bent shoulders. Knees still against his chest, arms wrapped around his bent legs, his gaze moved from the outstretched arm back to Alfred critically, raising a thick eyebrow at him in question. Either Alfred really hadn't noticed, or he was really that lame, this was like something from a bad romance movie, which we was sure America had seen plently of.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Alfred felt a sharp pair of jade-green eyes on his face, and he felt extremely hot again. Maybe i'm burning up. Yeh, thats why i'm so nervous around him. I've just got a fever. Coming to that conclusion on why he has been all hot and blushing lately, the maple-blonde American only just realised that his arm was bent around the back of England. Sapphire-blue eyes widened as he realised why Arthur was looking at him with raised eyebrows. "I-I..." the taller blonde stuttered, embarassment in his thick American accent. By now, his lightly tanned face was bright red.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur gave a small scoff, reaching up and moving Alfreds arm from around his shoulders and replacing it on the back of the lounge. While his hand was free, he quickly took another sweet from the bowl, before again wrapping his pale arms around his drawn-up knees, the sleeves of his slightly too long jumper hanging just over his fingers. "Whatever, Fred, just keep in mind I'm not your bleeding college girlfriend or something." He pointed out flatly. No matter what, he couldn't seem to stop acting like this, cold rude and angry, he'd always had a poor temper, but from what he could remember, he'd only really become this blunt and cold after... After Alfred left, really.
    Arthur wished secretly for the long tanned fingers in his hair again, the gentle tweak as Alfred wrapped a strand of his locks around his pointer finger. He wished he was the kind of person that America was, for once, uninhibited and simple, Alfred wasn't afraid to show how he felt... So why was England so damn terrfied?

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Frowning slightly at the smaller nation's sharp comment, Alfred took another peice of sweet candy from the bowl and un-wrapped it quietly. Popping the small pink candy into his mouth, the maple-blonde American was slightly dissapointed that it wasn't the same sweet taste as Arthur's pink lips. Blinking, sapphire-blue eyes found it quite hard to concentrate on the TV comedy. Alfred didn't get it, usually he wouldn't be able to stop watching the TV, but, with Arthur around he couldn't get the jade-eyed nation out of his mind. Glancing side-ways slightly, catching a glimps of the light-blonde Britain. Just looking at him made butterflies flutter in Alfred's stomach. Geez! Why am I so nervous around him?!



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur kept his gaze forward, though he couldn't help notice the Americans flightiness, his blushing and suddenly awkward nature. Usually you couldn't shut Alfred up, but tonight the honey-blonde had hardly said a word. With a small sigh, the small Brit gave in, turning to face him, head rested across his knees. "What is it, Alfred? What's on your mind?" He inquired, almost hating himself for asking, because even though his tone was heavy and slightly distasteful, he knew Alfred would see through it, and see that... Well... That Arthur cared.
    He had no idea why that thought scared him so much.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    The taller blonde nation turned his head at England's comment. Bright sapphire-blue eyes met questioning jade-green. Giving a quiet sigh, Alfred shifted on the pale coloured couch so he was sitting like Arthur; legs tucked against his chest and arms wrapped around his knees. The American pondered for a moment about telling the blonde-haired Brit the truth about his strange behaviour, but he couldn't. I can't tell him. Lowering his blue eyes for a moment, Alfred parted his lightly tanned lips and spoke. "I'm just, really confused. I can't help feeling nervous around you, Arthur. I don't know why I feel like that. Its just that, whenever i'm near you I start to blush and have butterflies in my stomach..." admitted the taller nation, running one hand through messy maple-blonde locks.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur listened solemnly as America spoke, watching the ridges of his intoxicating golden locks sway as the American pushed a hand through them, finding himself yearning again for Alfreds hand against his own hair... He couldn't deny he felt the same, but his was more like a pinch in his stomach, a catch of breath in his throat, pulse increasing. He wouldn't describe it as butterflies, he wasn't sure how to classify it. Turning his head downwards to hide his gentle pink blush in his raised knees, he didn't respond to Alfred. What could he say, anyway? He admittedly wasn't used to having to contribute so much to conversations between the pair, anyway, usually Alfred did all the talking for him...

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Confusion flashed in America's sapphire-blue eyes as the smaller blonde nation didn't answer, instead hiding his face behind his raised knees. "Arthur? What's wrong?" asked Alfred, softness lacing his usually loud American accent. Leaning forward, the maple-blonde male raised one hand, yearning to touch England's soft skin again, his silky light-blonde locks. Gently, the taller blonde moved his lightly tanned hand to rest on Arthur's smooth, pale cheek. He couldn't deny that he was wanting to feel that soft skin against his own again.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    "What's wrong?..." He inquired in his heavy British accent,, tartness replaced with a more hushed tone as he dug his teeth into the inside flesh of his lip. Arthur almost wished America was his usual obnoxious, oblivious self, unable to calculate the mood of a scene at all. Because after today, after having to deal with the admittedly wide pallette of confusing and conflicting emotion, England was losing grip on himself. He could feel the tears welling in the corners of his misty green eyes as he hid his face against his knees, tears he'd held back for so long, of lonliness and betrayal, of the hurt Alfred had left him with... It wasn't fair on Arthur, it wasn't fair of Alfred to do this to him, after everything he'd already put him through, make him connect only to surely have to lose it all over again. "America... You bloody idiot." He said shakily, not turning to face him as the tears fogged his vision.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    America wanted to take England's comment to heart, so he could feel what the shorter blonde was feeling. Alfred desperately wanted Arthur's tears and sadness to go away. It's all my fault. Its my fault Arthur is always so upset. Its my fault. Its my fault. Its my fault. Its my fault! Feeling something wet drip down onto his lightly tanned hand, the maple-blonde Alfred noticed tears. Arthur was crying. This scene was almost too much for the taller nation, seeing his friend to broken and hurt. Taking in a shakey breath, Alfred closed his sapphire-blue eyes and leaned his head forward. His forehead touched softly with England's, and America could feel the other's silky blonde locks brush against his skin. By now, tears were welling up in Alfred's eyes too. "Arthur..."



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Arthur? What happened to 'Iggy'? To 'Artie' and 'Arth'? England didn't even know why this bothered him at this point, he was admittedly lost to his usual cold and calculated demeanour.
    Why did everything have to change? Why did Arthur always have to end up alone when all he'd ever done was adore and care for the nations under his thumb? Where did he go wrong with it all?
    Sure, it gave him a small flicker of pride to see his younger siblings break away and rise to their own new power, find themselves, but it never truly stopped hurting.
    And none of them had hurt quite as much as Alfred leaving.
    "Y-you're such an idiot, Al..." He stated again in a shivering whisper, eyes shut tightly as he hunched up on the lounge, tears running from his eyes.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    Seeing more tears falling from those beautiful jade-green eyes, Alfred sighed quietly and wrapped both arms around the small blonde nation. It hurt Alfred greatly to see the nation who had raised him, cared for him, loved him, braking down in tears before him. Brushing Arthur's light-blonde fringe out from his teary eyes, the maple-blonde American blinked sadly. "I know i'm an idiot. I couldn't have been more stupid when I walked away from the most important person in my life. You." Alfred's shakey whisper slowly turned into sobs, as tears ran down his lightly tanned face, acompanying England's.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    "Why? Why did you leave me? We were happy together, weren't we?... He trailed off, curled in the Americans warm and tearful embrace. Arthur didn't resist or make a move to be away from him, instead pushing his face against Alfreds broad chest. "Weren't we?" He insisted, voice breaking between hoarse whispers and the quiet breaks of breath between his long held-back tears.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...    [/size]



    "I-I miss you so much Arthur. I'm so sorry I left that day. We were so happy. I was so happy being together with you. I-I'm sorry Arthur!" the taller blonde cried, his voice braking into tears at the end. Tightning his hold around the smaller nation, America pulled England to his chest, missing the other male's warmth. Tears rained down the lightly tanned cheeks of the American nation. "I wanted to be Independent. I-I thought that if I was strong, you wouldn't think I was such a bother all the time. I-I miss you so much!" Sapphire-blue eyes squeezed tightly shut as Alfred admitted his long-hidden feelings to Arthur.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


    Being pulled closer to the American, Arthur was almost pulled into the taller nations lap, but he still didn't resist or move away, letting out shaky breaths against Alfred's shirt as he tried to push back the tears that streamed down his cheeks. "You were n-never a bother, Freddy... I loved being with you, I wanted to care for you... I missed you so much..." He whispered, hardly audible, he wasn't sure Alfred had even heard his words, tart accent muffled by the fabric bunched against his face. "It hurt so much when you left me, America, it hurt so, so much..."