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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    The sapphire-eyed nation glanced upwards, a soft smile gracing his light pink lips, at the sound of a loud ping!


    "Good, the food is ready. I'm starving!" commented the American, opening the oven door and taking out two plates of an English favourite, Fish and Chips. Of course, Alfred couldn't call himself the words best cook, but he wasn't the worst. He had grown to like cooking, but would rather just go out and buy food instead of working to prepare it. "Mmm~" breathed the tall blonde, enjoying the sweet and delicious smell of the freshly-made meal.


    "Arthur! I hope you're hungry!" he shouted from the kitchen, turning and walking out into the living room with two plates in hand. Sapphire-blue eyes gazed over at the blonde locks of the English nation, sat on the couch and flicking through the TV channels. A stiff feeling appeared in the American's stomach, kind of like, butterflies. Why am I nervous? After that, Alfred had quieted significantly, holding out one of the plates to Arthur. "Um, I hope my cooking isn't too bad..." he murmered, turning away slightly as he felt his cheeks grow hot with embarassment.



    [color=blue][size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • [size=6pt]All of them. Said they wanted change,
    I hope that you remain the same.
    To show that this is not a game,
    Let's end this tragedy today.

    Now, take my hand and we will run away,
    Down to this place that I know.
    How did this night become the enemy?
    It's over, it's over, it's over...

    Lay down with me.
    And let me hold you, baby, just breathe.
    This is ending,
    We will get through eventually.[/size]


    Arthur looked up, his fringe, a few shades closer to blonde than Alreds maple-gold mess of hair, brushing along his dark eyebrows as he turned to face the taller nation from his place on the lounge. He considered the plate of food, the smallest hint of surprise and admittedly... Affection in his sharp jade eyes. Of course, being who he was, he quickly shoved it away, taking the plate tentatively from the again-shy American and sitting it across his lap as he gave a small nod, wondering if Alfred had remembered this to be his favourite dish, or if the bold blonde had just made it by chance. Thank-you Alfred, I'm sure it won't be that bad, I've had to endure Frances cooking, remember? Now that was bad." He said in his rolling accent, grabbing the knife and fork and eating in small bites, actually cutting the chips in half and using the utensils to eat them. Yes, Arthur was that pandantic, he ate chips with a fork. He looked sideways at Alfred, arching a thick eyebrow slightly. "Are you going to sit or just look like a startled blooming deer all night?" He asked rather bluntly, pretending not to notice the oddly fit blush on the nations face.
    What was wrong with Alfred lately?

    The post was edited 1 time, last by AвsоlцтєlуBlцє ().

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    Alfred, suddenly realising by the jade-eyed nation's comment that he was standing looking like a deer in the head-lights, quickly moved to sit down next to England on the couch. "S-Sorry! I'm just a little... off lately." answered the honey-blonde America, rubbing the back of his neck with embarassment. Setting the plate down on his knees, Alfred glanced over to his British guest, who was strangely cutting up the chips into small pieces with his fork. Heh, thats kind of... cute. Similar thoughts blew through Alfred's mind, making the pink blush appear again across his lightly tanned cheeks. He hoped that the English blonde didn't notice it, though. Blinking, America glanced down with sapphire-blue eyes to his meal, sticking his fork into a peice of fish. He brought the fish up to his lips, feeling pleasure from the delicious taste as it entered his mouth. Chewing and swallowing quite quickly, Alfed turned to face Arthur again.



    [color=blue][size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • Arthur didn't answer him at first, looking down at his plate of food, which was, although he hated to admit it, delicious. But then again, England wasn't reknown widely for his sense of taste, a trait which he'd passed to Alfred. The two boys sat in silence for a moment, TV humming in the background as Arthur emerged himself in thought. Finally, he couldn't take it, the sapphire eyes of his former subordinate guided onto his face. Finally he lifted his head, facing the younger nation, again ignoring the pale blush, for Fred's sake... "Alfred... What the hell is going on with you?" He asked abruptly, a slight sigh hidden in his heavy, tart accent as he asked the question that had been on his mind for quite some time now.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    Sapphire-blue eyes widened at the tart question of the older English nation. Trying to calm himself, Alfred's eyes glazed over, mind and body lost deep in thought. Should I tell him the truth? Or lie to him? Pondered the honey-blonde American, tapping his slender fingers slightly on the wooden coffee table infront of the two males. No! I can't lie to him! I couldn't do it! I'll just have to tell him...


    "Arthur... I... I miss you..." began Alfred, lowering his sapphire-blue eyes down to look at his slightly untouched fish and chips. "I miss you so much, Arthur. I know that you will hate me, you should hate me. But... I can't take it anymore. Seeing you in all those World Meetings, so close to you and not being able to talk to you like I used to. I miss the times when I could... I could be with you..."



    [color=blue][size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • Arthur listened, face unchanging as Alfred spilled out his troubled thoughts. England knew he missed him, he missed Alfred right back. More than the stupid idiot of a blonde could ever imagine. But... He couldn't tell him... Could he? Not again, he couldn't open up like that again, after what Alfred had done to him. He knew the consequences, he knew it was his responsibility to stop them both from getting hurt like that again, but before he knew it he'd placed his meal on the table, leaning over and brushing aside Alfreds maple coloured fringe. "Oh, Fred." He sighed deeply, looking at the downturned face of the American, hardly able to stop the welling concern and affection inside at this scene. He'd been trying so hard, doing his best to hold back these feelings, Arthur couldn't deny he was still angry, he was still hurt more than words could express, but he didn't hate him. He didn't think he could ever hate Alfred, not truly.

  • ooc: Aw~ Iggy is so cute~ xD
    ~ ~ ~


    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    The maple-blonde American sighed quietly, closing his sapphire-blue eyes at the touch of Arthur's smooth hands brushing away his messy fringe. Alfred, placing his meal onto his brown wooden coffee table, leaned forward. He breathed in the light blonde England's sent as he buried his face in Arthur's chest. He smells the same, sweet and warm... Shiftling slightly, the slightly taller nation tilted his head up slightly so his sapphire-blue eyes met with jade-green ones. "I'm really sorry, Arthur. What will it take for you to forgive me?" his usual cheery and bright American accent was replaced with pleading and soft sadness at the horrible thought of never being forgiven by the blonde-haired England.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • ((Yeah, but don't tell him... XD))


    Arthur blinked, eyes widening a tad as Alfred pressed up against him, going still for a moment, unsure what to do or say. His eyelids moved closed, unable to see the pain in the nations eyes, hand moving from his fringe to the back of Alfreds hair, ruffling it lightly as he held him in an awkward but comforting gesture. "It's not that simple, Fred." He answered simply. Taking in a soft breath, he let his chin rest on top of the blondes head, trying to imagine a memory of theirs not tainted by Alfreds betrayal, that cold day in the rain. "I wish it was, honestly." Arthur added in a hushed voice, eyes still closed as the soft tinge of the taller nations hair brushed along his jawline.

  • ooc: He he, don't worry, i won't tell him~ ;)
    ~ ~ ~


    [img width=505 height=423]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs5…Gravity_by_Vaindelled.jpg[/img]


    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    America sighed quietly into Arthur's chest again, feeling the other nation's slender fingers move to the back of his head. Blinking, Alfred didn't bother to brush his messy maple-blonde fringe out of his now-dulled sapphire-blue eyes. "Its not so simple, huh? Well... I guess I can't do anything then... But I really want you to open up to me again, Arthur. I would do anything to turn back the clock and change everything..." once again his blue eyes closed, long black lashes brushing against Britain's shirt. Slowly, Alfred moved one hand upwards to brush through Arthur's soft light-blonde locks. So soft...



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • England sighed gently, strands of Alfreds golden hair ruffling with the slight movement. "Why, Alfred? Why is this so suddenly bothering you? You've been fine until now, you bloody idiot." He pointed out, eyes closing softly with Americas fingers knotting into his hair. He didn't know what he was doing, he hadn't come here with intentions to forgive, or involve himself more with Alfred's personal thoughts and affairs, but it was hard to stay away. He couldn't deny he... Cared, about Alfred. He hated to admit it, Arthur really did, and he was determined not to show it again, because what would stop America from leaving again? Nothing, like nothing had stopped him before...

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    A slight frown crossed the American's light pink lips, but was kept hidden with his face pressed against Arthur's shirt. "I've been hurt for a long time, maybe you just didn't notice." Alfred gave a mumbled reply, slight annoyance lacing in his American accent. But, he wasn't annoyed at the jade-eyed Britain. He could never be mad at Arthur. Giving a long sigh, Alfred moved his body up slightly, so his sapphire-blue eyes glanced at England's pale face. He really won't forgive me, will he?... Stroking his slender fingers throught the English male's light-blonde locks, Alfred blinked at Arthur. "Arthur, I know you don't hate me. Please, why won't you tell me what I can do? Tell me what to do, Arthur? Please..." Alfred quietened slightly, his usual loud and cheery tone completely vanished from his voice.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • "I did notice, Freddy. Believe me, I did, but there wasn't anything I could do." He said, another sigh creeping into the thick syllables of his voice as he spoke. As Alfred spoke again, the Englishman went quiet, before leaning his forehead against Alfreds. He hadn't meant to give in this easily, to so readily accept the blondes affection, but he couldn't say no to Alfred, honestly, not for real. And it seemed, after all these years, Fred was still the same naive, good-hearted nation he'd raised. He could hear the sadness in his voice, which was actually bordering on a whisper, laced with sorrow and pain, the way Arthurs would sound, if he ever let it. But no, even know, Arthur was holding back on his true feelings. Wrapping his arms around the taller nation, he spoke softly in his tinged accent. "I can't tell you that, Fred, because I'm not sure, myself... That's up to you."

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    A small smile crossed the taller blonde's pale pink lips as he felt Arthur's arms wrap about him. Feeling comforted by the jade-eyed nation's soft embrace, Alfred felt a little better. America blinked open his sapphire-blue eyes as he felt Arthur press his forehead against his own, meeting those familiar jade-green eyes again. "Ok..." the maple-blonde nation mumbled again, but this time there was no hint of annoyance in his thick accent. "I guess... I can think of something, anything, to make you feel okay again. I want to make you trust me again, Arthur." Shifting the hand already brushing through the light-blonde's hair, Alfred moved it down to rest on Arthur's soft cheek. It feels so smooth and cold...



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • Arthur listened to America speak, hardly hearing his words, just the tweak of his accent. Ok... So maybe it wasn't that annoying... It was kind of cute, really, suited him. He did catch a bit of Alfreds words, and found himself sigh, a habit of his which increased greatly in the brash nations presence. "You can't make people trust you, Freddy." He corrected him, voice unusally gentle. In the back of his mind, his own voice shouted back at him. 'What are you doing, bloody git! You're hugging him, starting to care again. Moron, he'll just leave you again. They always do... And when it hurts again, you'll only have yourself to blame, Arthur!'
    His breath caught slightly as Americas hand came to rest on the shallow of his jawline, blinking open his eyes from the recess of thought and looking up at the dusty-blonde nation, the smallest hint of colour coming to his cheeks at the realisation of how much he enjoyed the contact, the forest shades of his eyes searching Alfreds. "You have to earn trust..." He finished.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    "So, I have to earn your trust then?" repeated the taller, maple-blonde nation, his voice teetering on the edge of a soft whisper. The corners of Alfred's light pink lips turned up in a smile as he saw the traces of a faint rose blush across the smooth features of Britain's cheeks. Seeing that suprising reaction from the light-blonde nation, Alfred brushed his slender fingers across Arthur's jawline. Feeling his own cheeks starting to grow hot, Alfred met jade-green eyes with sapphire-blue depths. "Can I try and earn your trust now?" asked the American, his voice now a soft whisper. The American nation shifted again slightly in England's arms, so his face was little more than an inch away from Arthur's.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • A prickling sensation rose in Arthurs stomach at the lines Aflreds fingers traced along his chin. As the American inquired if he could earn his trust, Arthur raised a thick eyebrow, one arm still around the blondes waist from where he'd held him earlier, the other around his shoulder and fingers brushing along the base of Alfreds maple coloured hair. "T-that depends on how you plan to earn it... I'd say not, knowing your harebrained schemes." Arthur flustered, blush increasing as Alfred's breath, warm and remaining sweet, brushed along his skin, their foreheads still connected. Arthurs stomach made a small turn at the closeness of him, but the bright-haired nation didn't move away, didn't make to push Alfred off, as he usually would have done. With one of the blondes hands knotted smoothly into his hair, the other cradling his shaped chin, Arthur was admittedly a little bewildered, but he couldn't deny the pleasure in the touch, eyes never leaving the ocean ones of the other nation.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    Alfred wasn't really paying attention to Arthur's words anymore, but he did catch him inquiring on how the maple-blonde American was going to earn his trust. With one hand knotted in those thick blonde locks, and the other running along the slightly shorter nation's smooth jawline, Alfred was slightly curious on why the usually tart Britain wasn't pushing him away. Could it be that... he likes this? Feeling Arthur's hands on either side of his waist, the lightly-tanned American smiled warmly. Sapphire-blue eyes searched jade-green depths, as if looking for an answer hidden in that forest-coloured gaze. "Arthur... let me..." whispered Alfred, his words brushing across Arthur's pale skin. Moving his body forward slightly, the maple-blonde American pondered whether-or-not to listen to his head and try his best to make Arthur trust him with pleading words, or... listen to his heart and close the distance between the two nations, longing to feel England's smooth lips.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • Arthur was an idiot, honestly. Even more so than Alfred, and he'd never thought that possible. He'd come here with all these resolutions not to let himself get close, to hold back his feelings and keep his former subordinate at emotional arms length. And now look at him, melting softly under Alfreds intense blue eyes, face close against his, his own pale set of lips hardly an inch away from Alfred's lightly tanned ones. Arthur was weak, he always had been... "What, Fred? What are you..." He said, own voice dropping into a pitched whisper as the tall nation pressed closer against him. Arthurs blush increased, eyes closing and head downturning ever-so-slightly as Alfred's fingers smoothed and tweaked his hair, turning his usual stern nature and features into a face of relaxed content, not even bothering to think as he returned the gesture, hand running up along the duration of the Americans spine and twining into his hair as he nuzzled closer against him, lips parted slightly with increasing breath. "Alfred, I..." He whispered against the Americans sealed lips, losing inhibition at the closeness of him, and the intoxicating touch.

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    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na, na na
    I miss you, miss you so bad
    I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
    I hope you can hear me
    I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh...
    [/size]



    The American nation felt his whole body shudder as slender fingers ran up along his spine and intertwined with his maple-blonde locks. His breathing increased also as he felt Arthur's hot breath against his lightly tanned lips. D*mn! I can't take this any longer! a voice screamed in the back of America's mind. Egnoring his inner-self shouting for him not to do it, Alfred couldn't control himself anymore. Arthur, I hope you don't hate me for this...


    Drawing in a shakey breath, Alfred parted his lightly tanned lips slightly and moved forward, closing the distance between the two nations. Pleasure washed through the taller blonde as he finaly felt the warmth and sweetness of Arthur's pale pink lips against his own.



    [size=6pt]Na na, na na na na na


    I didn't get around to kiss you
    Goodbye on the hand
    I wish that I could see you again
    I know that I can't


    Oh
    I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly


    The day you slipped away
    Was the day I found it won't be the same
    Oh[/size]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Aмɛяιcα. ().


  • Arthurs eyes moved half open in mild surprise as the smooth weight of Alfreds lips locked with his. The blondes' free hand, the one not in the honey-brown locks of the other nation, moved to Alfreds chest, as if to push him away. But it softly changed from the intrepid push to tug, sitting along the groove of his collarbone as the two kissed, the usually obnoxious American's tantalising and sweet breath moved across the lines of the Englishmans lips. What was he doing? He shouldn't be letting Alfred kiss him! He shouldn't be enjoying it, for Christs sake!
    But Arthur couldn't help it, gently parting his own pale set of lips as he returned the kiss, shades of embarrassment painted along his face, eyes fluttering closed.

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