Look me in the eye[P]

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    [align=center][font=georgia]Then, through all of my snuffles and quiet sobs, i heard a mew of need, no louder than a murmur, come from Darkintentions. Even though I thought It was just my imagination, I rose my head up to look at her, my face now plastered with tears.
    "Yes, Darkintentions?" I whispered, still just thinking I was going insane and she really wasn't alive. "You want me to get you help? T-Then I will. I promise." then, I turned away from her body and yowled out as loud as I could,
    "SOMEBODY! ANYBODY! COME HELP ME! DARKINTENTIONS IS HURT!"

    There came no answer.
    Like a cry for help in the dark of night gone unanswered, the words faded to the mere memory of an echo. 'you want me to get you help, then I will I promise.' the words floated down like a life line through the wall that seperated DarkIntentions from the voice. I promise... DarkIntentions looked up at him, and felt an enraged scream from behind her. "She will not give up so easily, watch your back..." Fadedkit's cautionary warning faded into the nothingness, melding with the scream, which was still going on in the background. But eventually those faded as well. And the light began to return, she opened her eyes, her vision swimming back into focus, the light was too bright, the colors too vibrant, but the form of Flucht looming above her is what kept her focus.
    "F-flucht?"

    [align=center][font=georgia]"PLEASE, ANYBODY!" I yowled once more before crumbling to the ground, defeated.
    "I'm such a failure, nobody wanted me..." I murmured, my gaze locked on the tear, soaked ground below my paws. "Please forgive me. I'm sorry I couldn't save you,-"
    "Flutch?"
    But, my mourning was cut short when a small voice behind me whispered my name. I spun my head around, seeing the blurry figure of darkintentions lying there, like it had been a second ago. I was officially going insane.
    "Is that you, Darkintentions?" I whispered back, slowly turning myself around to face her. [b]"Is that you or your spirit?"

    Flucht's face made DarkIntentions feel guilty. She remembred, she remembered everything, it was crystal clear in her mind, fresh and just as painful. "Flucht? what happned?" she asked, was it a lie? Yes, it was deciet at least, she knew what had happened, but for Flucht's sake, she couldn't bare the thought of his tears. She didn't answer his question, instead she very slowly sat up, but she wasn't strong enough to stand yet.

    [align=center][font=georgia]( this is totally a coldplay worthy moment....)


    "I-I think th-that I k-k-k-ki..." I couldn't finish that word, I just knew I couldn't. I had just made Darkintentions lose her first life. I was just as low as my mother, now. Well, maybe even lower. At least my mom had came in and saved me, or that was at least what that damn flashback had told me.
    I opened up my mouth, trying to say something else like "I'm sorry" or "could you please forgive me?" but the only thing that I managed to slip out of it was a strange sobbing sound.
    Not knowing what else to do, I burried my muzzle into her shoulder, just sobbing into it.

    [Do I have no life if I don't know who or what coldplay is?]


    At the sudden burst of emotion DarkIntentions was taken aback. And as he began sobbing into her shoulder as if he was that angry, and greiving kit he was when she met him, she felt a sudden stirring inside of her. Allmost helpless, she leaned against him a comforting motion, and lacking anything else to do, she rasped her tongue once over the top of his head. She made soothing noises, wincing slightly as she moved the bruisedand sore muscles on her belly. "It's all right Flucht." she whispered, wondering why he was in such a state. "I'm fine, we're both fine." she told him reassuringly.

    [align=center][font=georgia][ it's a band :3 ]


    "N-no, it's not alright," I said, finally maning up and taking my head out of her shoulder. I shook my head, freeing myself from the tears that had not rolled off m face and some of Darkintentions fur that had stuck onto those tears.
    "I just killed you, and my mother saved me from you..." I stopped right there, knowing this was definitely not a good time to tell her about my terrible and confusing flash back.

    And my mother saved me from you? What?
    She thought, but she said nothing. "I didn't lose a life Flucht, I just passed out." she explained to him, that much she could allow herself to know, but what happened before and while she was passed out she pretended to draw a blank.

    "Wait, so you scared me like that...and you just passed out?!" I asked, getting a bit angry. Sure, I was happy she wasn't dead and all, be she had scared me half to death by putting on that little act! Was she trying to make me think I was a terrible person?

    And now DarkIntentions felt both anger and guilt. Just passed out? What about how much he had scared her!? Yelling that she was going to kill him!? So now the world just revolved around Flucht, DarkIntentions struggled to her paws, stumbeling because her legs were giving out at odd intervals. Finally gaining enough balance to remain upright she stood there, swaying, and looked at him. "I'm sorry, I didn't know trying to save you even as you screamed that I was killing you, and even as you hit me, was... oh what was it? 'Just passing out'" DarkIntentions turned then, and sttaggered weakly away.
    Knowing that she had hurt him, she both hoped he was hurt by her words, but at the same time felt guilty. She didn't really want to hurt him, but he deserved it at this point.

    Oh god, now I was feeling like a total d***. Why had I said that? I had been the one to hurt her that bad to knock her out, but then again, my flash back had said that she was also trying to knock me out, permently. What was I gonna do? I had to apologize, but I also needed to find out he truth about the flash back.
    Truth, then apology; I decided.
    "Wait, Darkintentions!" I called after her, rushing forwards. "I need to sk you something!"

    DarkIntentions couldn't move very much farther if she had wanted to. Her legs gave out, but she collapsed against a tree, it held her up long enough for her to lower herself gently to the ground. She looked up at him with a pained expression, and saw her own anger and guilt reflected in his amber eyes. Her expression softened, "What is it Flucht?" she asked wearily, helpless to leave if she wanted to.

    [align=center][font=georgia]"While you were missing," I began, trying to find the right words to use to ask her. "Did you ever fight a large, pampered looking she-cat and a scruffy looking tom?"

    DarkIntentions furrowed her brow, thinking hard back to when she had, yes, she remembered now. She'd been running from a street gang of strays, DarkIntentions with-held a shudder, remembering their intentions, which were much worse than death. She'd been in great danger that day, and every cat she'd met had appeared an enemy.
    She nodded, without saying a word, a growing apprehension growing inside of her.
    "What are you suggesting?"
    She asked hoarsly.

    [align=center][font=georgia]"I-I think those two cats might have been me and my mother." I said, waiting to see her reaction before I continued.

    A dark pit of despair opened up inside of DarkIntentions and she hung her head.
    No, it couldn't have been. But she remembered those eyes now, they looked like Flucht's. I-I was killing him, the only cat I cared about and I was killing him.... it doesn't even matter if it was an accident, if I truely loved him I would have recognized him! she thought, horrorfied at what she'd done/. But she couldn't even deny it unbelievingly, because something inside her told her it was true.

    [align=center][font=georgia]"I-It's okay, though," I told her, seeing the hurt and guilt in her eyes. "I was sick then, and my mind was jacked up. I probably hurt you or something before you fought me."

    Distraught, DarkIntentions looked up I to Flucht's amber pools of light. "None of us know that, a-" DarkIntentions felt the terror inside of her. "Fallenkit told me she is coming back for me." DarkIntentions, the fear eminent on her face. Little could scare DarkIntentions visably, infact, the only cat that had ever truly scared DarkIntentions was Blazingstar. "She was going to take me when I was passed out, but you saved me. But- she hasn't given up."And DarkIntentions began to shudder uncontrollably.