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"That's impossible." I mutter.
I curl my fingers around Josh 's absently.
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"That's impossible." I mutter.
I curl my fingers around Josh 's absently.
I have to agree usually. I hug her.
"We go in tommorrow....do you think you should go check...?" I whisper
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I nod, biting my lip.
I already know the answer.
I haven't had my girl thing yet.
I 'm never late.
My hand rests on my flat stomach.
"....what am I suppose to tell them though?" I whisper.
"Tell them... you feel weird." No reason to explain any more than that.
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I give a short nod on agreement.
"Alright." I lean up on my toes to kiss him.
Lingering, I pull away and slip out the door.
"That went well." I mumbled.
Embarrsment was still red on my face as I sat on the edge of the bed.
I looked up at Josh with a lopsided grin on my face.
I smile and sit down next to her, putting my arm around her. "So I'm a father...?" I whisper.
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I feel a grateful smile on my face and tears burn my eyes.
"Yes." I answered simply, my chest swelling in pride.
I cradle my belly, either hand placed above and beneath my belly button.
"I cant believe it Josh." I mutter, my voice barely a whisper.
"Me neither...you're going to make a great mother, you know." I whisper in shock, even though it was my idea and I thought she was pregnant. "I love you, and our baby more than anything."
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I smile through happy tears.
"You 'll be a good Dad. We 'll be the best parents." I decide.
I press my lips to Josh 's, happiness bursting at my seams.
"Me too. I love you so much. And our son."
I draw back, frowning. I take his hand and put it on my belly.
"Okay Daddy, " I say softly, "You have to win for us."
For me. For our unborn child.
It felt good to say that.
Us.
"I will. No one get's in the way of my wife and unborn child. ....Will you marry me?" I ask softly.
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I smile softly.
"Of course."
I laugh in excitment.
"Yes! A billion times yes!" I cry.
I laugh and pick her up and gently swirl her around in a cirrcle. "I love you." I say, as I pull out a small gold ring with a diamond inset.
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I laugh and allow him to slip the ring on my finger.
"Ohmygawd. I love you so much!" I say, kissing him full on the mouth.
I couldn't feel any happier than I was now.
I kiss her back intensely, the love filling me.
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I kiss him more passionately.
Rising my chin up, I exposed my neck and collarbone.
I kiss her neck and colorbone and and stroke her hair with my hand.
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I feel a shiver run up my spine.
Josh feels to...familiar. Just there. Real.
I tangle my fingers in his hair and kiss the corner of his mouth.
I kiss her, she smells sweet like strawberrys and I grin before pulling away. "You have to go tell them." I whisper
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I pull away reluctantly.
"Okay." I coil away from him and out the doorway.
I cringe as our mentors raise their voices and hit me across my face.
I crumble back, surprised by their outburst.
They yell at me a bit more, cool down, and then dissappear.
I almost crawl over back to Josh 's room.