(I take what others think of my characters seriously. I put care and muse into creating characters because I want them to be perfect...and I am the opposite. I am overly sensitive and have an under eating disorder that makes me want to hurt myself constantly. And when others put my characters down and think the worst of them, because I almost become the character, it really hurts me. :( )
The wind blew.
Oh my gosh.... [size=7]I'm really sorry please don't quite you are super pretty and awesome and you describe your characters with such detail and I wish I could write/rp like you do!!'!!!!!!!!![/size][size=2]oh and I'm super sensitive to and I wish I could be really pretty too. {I always daydream about having exotic green eyes and flawless cinnamon skin and dark, wavy hair. But I don't. Instead I actually have an ugly scar on my face...[/size]
(Scars can never break apart the real beauty. I just have no beauty. I have long dark brown hair that people mistake for black, I have big, admittedly exotic brown eyes with eyelashes that are too long, an oval face with a small nose, small rosebud lips, and smooth light brown skin. No one has ever told me I am pretty, no one ever will. [I wish for platinum blond hair, flawless ivory skin, brilliantly beautiful lavender-blue eyes, and the most delicate, angelic features]
I will stay, and I am sorry for reacting in such a way but lately things have been.. tough..)
A beast cried out.
I wouldn't be too sure about that... No one has ever said I'm pretty either. I have curly brown hair that is too frizzy and REALLY scarred skin. {and when i say really I mean that their is no flawless part on my body. Especially my legs...scabs, scars, bruises, you name it...} grrrr and stupid dull brown eyes. Really, really, really dull brown eyes.
Things have been tough for me too....like, really tough....
An innocent animal was murdered somewhere.
(How did your skin become so scarred?)
The radiantly gorgeous almost iridescent colored feline listened to all the curses and cries coming from around her and the anger and their disappointment began to bury her. But what did they know?! She had lost all of her family in one FIGHT. It was not even a fully fledged battle. The only reason she had signaled the retreat was because she was terrified her clanmate's would be injured or murdered just like the russet she cat. This is my fault...I never should listen to my heart or soul.
{eh, I'm an adventurous person.... One time I picked up a stray cat and it scratched me so badly I had to get stitches....on my under eyelid}
Leaf buried her head in her paws, grief overcoming her. She remembered the first time she was in a battle. That was the time when she lost her brother...
(I nearly got my thumb severed by a Hyacinth Macaw one time...another time I nearly split my forehead right open, and last winter I had a nice little...visit with death. My fever was 105.8. But somehow I get lucky every time and pull through last second. I hope you are more careful.
I know this might annoy you but...can you delete the post of yours that started this?)
"I am sorry." The words were stark and sudden, and then, just like that, Safira left, looking majestic, serene, and almost like a goddess as she said the words that cost so much, and she did not even truly have to say, before reaching her breaking point once she was clear out of hearing and seeing distance of the others.
{yeah sure... And one time I was in the car with my aunt and she started acting really weird. Little did I know that she could potentially slip into a coma and die. We almost got hit by a car. She was really loopy but she managed to get over to my house...two blocks away. I was running so hard I thought I would collapse. Luckily she made it. It was because her sugar was low and she has diabetes and stuff}
Leaf let out a long, lingering moan. It instantly dissapeared into the whispering wind.
Falcon watched the she-cat die and licked his lips to get the blood off. Before all the cats came swarming up to her body and before Safira called the Free called for a retreat he had put he head down on her head as a sign of respect for the female. Then as cats raced up he growled at them fiercely to let them know not to mess with him. Running away he matched pace with Safira. In his charming voice he mewed " Why did we fight this battle. We roam not take territory?"
OOC: Just pretend I didn't post this on the other thread.
"It is time that we settle down and actually focus on reality. We need an actual home, a safe place where we can guarantee that any kits born will survive and we won't have to lose any more cats to the treacherous mountains." Shaking her head with a loud sigh, Safira turned around, her eyes watery with anger and a touch of self hatred. Just thinking about the horrendous pass that they had to cross every year made her feel more and more foolish. "We will never survive this way. And it is indeed my fault."
OO: Oopsie didn't see that...
Falcon looked at her a understanding,warm look in his eyes as though he was a mother giving her scared child a comforting look. Locking his gaze in hers "I think that is a great idea." Then sweeping his tail to motion to every one behind him " I also think they will be thrilled." Then taking on a more serious face "Would you like me to send a pair to scout ahead for such a location. Maybe Broken and Me? Or you and Dawnfeather? Or maybe even Moonblossom and Leaf?"
Leaf padded up beside Safira, her warm emerald green eyes only meant to calm down ones mind. "We will find a home Safira..." she promised with a glimmer of satisfaction. "You can count on me." The drop dead gorgeous she-cat stared straight ahead to only see hope and destiny.
OOC: umm sorry about that she was just mad but she's stil nice and all... And you know could you not describe my cat as plain or dull, because it kind of makes me feel all sad and my confidence level goes down as well... Just putting it out their^~^
IC: Leaf reacted quite fast, and leaped out of the way just in time. She winced and ran over to Safira. "you didn't need to save me..." she whispered, her voice soft and melodic. No mater what Safira's choices had caused, there was absolutely not one reason for her to die. Tears welled up in her lime green eyes, "I-I shouldve died..."
OOC: Birdy guess what?!
[color=rgb(74, 73, 69)]Looking at the brown tabby she cat without even a glimmer of interest she stalked past her, completely ignoring her. But that was because she saw it bearing down on Leaf, aiming to bite her neck. Upon noticing the bear, the radiantly exquisite, flawlessly gorgeous feline leaped in front of Leaf, the one who had recently been yelling at Safira and going through a moping faze that was rather selfish. But she did not care, for her soul was as light and incomparably beautiful as her looks, so as the bear's jaws closed around her neck and cracked her elegant skull, all she could think of was sending out good will.[/color]
[color=rgb(74, 73, 69)][/color]
[color=rgb(74, 73, 69)](Oh and posted with the new response, got rid of old one. Yes?)[/color]
OOC: I figured out how to make banners!
Twb
IC: Leaf reacted quite fast, and leaped out of the way just in time. She winced and ran over to Safira. "you didn't need to save me..." she whispered, her voice soft and melodic. No mater what Safira's choices had caused, there was absolutely not one reason for her to die. Tears welled up in her lime green eyes, "I-I shouldve died..."
Okay thankies ^~^
(Good thing that leader's of the Free are given five lives!)
As she began to awaken only moments later, a strange thing happened, her fur which had already been quite silken and bright, suddenly began to glow like an angel. Safira winced as she slowly awoke, and then you noticed how strikingly flawless every aspect of her had become. With her newly phosphorescent fur and even more perfect details, you could only imagine what her ancestors must have had to do after her body had been semi torn asunder.
Leaf stepped back, her intricate designed pelt soft as wind blew through her fur. She dipped her head in full respect glad the stunning she-cat was alive and would live another day.
OOC: [size=4]awesome!!!![/size]
(Bad part-she can't remember anything. D:)
Blinking against a bleariness that dulled her excellent, superior vision the slender, lovely beauty stared in full confusion at a pretty tabby in front of her who was bowing her head with utmost approbation and loyalty. "Do I know you sweetheart? Are you alright?" Despite the fact she felt like she was in a complete state of delirium and was actually having quite a bit of amnesia Safira would never forget her good manners.