☞ . then
a phantom: she fell unknown into the sea of faces in the passing months, voice stripped of her as she watched with sun-lit eyes the changes before her. familiarity dissipated into undefined features as she realized that she didn't recognize many of the felines who gathered in the days coming, suspicion clawing at her psyche, but she quelled many of her observations. she both seen enough and knew little, little fears that grew with the sudden storm, commencement of the move, and the election of another leader; such changes accumulating around her so quickly, she feared she would collapse from surprise. yet only one thing gnawed inside of her: with the move came the dawning realization that her lover had indeed abandoned her. nimh ( how curious of the suspicious molly, who didn't consider how running away with a near stranger had consequences ), who left her band of 'sisters' for a whirlwind romance with a molly who didn't keep her word, who probably never intended to meet up with nimh in the first place. on the day bloodclan departed she spat at the cobblestones and cursed the girl's name, although she hid her tears beneath the foreboding rain, finally realizing where her loyalty truly belonged. ironic for the feline who at the beginning despised any semblance of false bonds.
she has settled, not truly belonging but not up and departing for lack of a better word. new aromas and new faces are inviting, sure, but the dark-furred cat can't quite comprehend how she's gained the company of two npcs as she cleans rat bones. they ask their questions and make their observations ( that's freaky or why you clean bones from your kills? ) and she just shrugs her broad shoulders, well, how would you suggest i spend my evenin'? or it's nothin', jus' a little hobby. keeps me occupied. the group bloodclan decided to settle with were unyielding in their badgering, but nimh didn't quite mind, just didn't like talking for too long on something so trivial.
( me: tries to read everything that happened since i've been gone
also me: let's just wing it
HOPEFULLY this is semi-accurate & also is her speaking text too dark? )