Raccoonhobble
There goes my luck
There goes my pride
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He wasn’t sent on a patrol, for all he knew he was still dubbed and elder. But he snuck away from camp, if not to find a rouge predator to kill him then just stretch his stupidly twisted leg. His leg, the thing that kept him from being crowned a warrior. The same leg that made him bitter that fuelled his hatred for himself. He stopped walking -not noticing how close he was to the Thunderclan border- he stared it down, the fully twisted up, useless, ugly, painful, leg. He let a deep roar out as he thrashed to the ground, he just couldn’t bottle his emotions up anymore, they had spilled over the top again. He ripped at whatever was in his sight ; small bushes, the dirt, rocks were thrown, he was tearing the environment apart. As if that would fix his leg. “I don’t want this anymore.” The harsh words were spoken all so softly in his gravelly voice, “I just want to leave. To disassociate. I want it to just stop.” He screwed his eyes shut, half to block the world and the other half to stop the tears ripping through the dust on his grey face. “But I can’t. I have Batpaw. She can’t loose anymore...” Batpaw, his niece, the only thing to keep him going, to stay strong, to keep up a fight. It used to be his drive to stay a warrior, but that was gone now. Now it was her. His blue eyes flicked open to see a figure in the bush near him. Terror ripped through the pain and anger he felt. He clumsily tracked back his dead leg getting in the way over and over again. His fur spiked everywhere it was long enough and his claws unsheathed.
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