WHITE DOVE [ desperado ]

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^{_{* i . general information : ❪ seal my heart and break my pride , I've nowhere to stand and nowhere to hide ❫}}

^{— desperado break drachen / goes by des / cis male ( he / him ; masculine presenting )}

^{— generation 20 from the drachen lineage / pure blooded second generation break heir}

^{— lirim break x fell drachen ; full brother to south drachen / demisexual / ⅓ bird brigade}

^{— loner ; has no stable residence , but remains in the coven ( non hp ) / former coven hp}

^{— chaotic good , loyal to those he trusts / born 6 . 15 . 2015 / 61 months / ages real time}

^{— speaks in a deep , soothing timbre with a notable southern drawl [ vc: avi kaplan ] / oc}

^{_{* ii . important information : ❪ align my heart , my body , my mind , to face what I've done and do my time ❫}}

^{— only heir and reluctant head of the break family ; has tentatively severed ties to blood}

^{— has a home and position on the swift wing, but chose to return to agrelos temporarily}

^{— still suffers from past problems to some extent , but is overall a freer and happier man}

^{— [ faceclaim / voiceclaim / pinterest / playlist ] most are d&d oriented}

^{— power list [ fire manipulation - 100% mastery && earth manipulation - 100% mastery ]}

^{— mostly illiterate , though able to read basic common and speaks multiple languages}

^{_{* iii . physicality : ❪ well yes sir , yes sir , yes it was me ; I know what I've done ' cause I know what I've seen ❫}}

^{red tailed hawk wolf hybrid ; 6'1ft, 275lbs / smells of smoke , spices , cedar wood , bonfire}

^{— there is a rugged kind of handsomeness to the large canine male, rough and weathered around the edges but undoubtedly still pleasant to look at . he is not soft where others would be, with lean and compact muscles spanning the entirety of his body, barely surrounded by any kind of fat that is unflattering. once upon a time, most of his body had been scarred after years of damage, however the magical properties of his companion, dandon, healed all but the biggest of wounds and scars. even those, however, were mended to some extent, and what had been long, gruesome marks that spanned his throat, face, and abdomen were turned pure gold after the transformation. he is above average in terms of size, and tends to tower even those of his own species let alone those of others, but there never seems to be an intimidating aura around him, his entire air warm and open. unlike his mutated counterparts, des is a hybrid between a red tailed hawk and a wolf, with other telltale signs of his body differing from those who simply inherited wings. to begin with, a majority of des' body is covered in wings along with fur, mainly clustered around his spine starting from his neck all the way to his tail. these feathers mirror the markings of a regular red tailed hawk, with a paler tawny neck darkening to a chocolate brown surrounding his shoulder blades and back, then reaching russet orange colors when they part into his tail. alongside his regular canine tail, des sports a split hawk's tail, both the same red coloration as the bird he is a part of. the entirety of des' body is the same regular coloration, mostly a pale brown color save for his off-white underbelly flecked with spots of darker chocolate. instead of having regular wolf claws, desperado's more closely resemble talons, longer than average claws and reminiscent of a raptor's. apart from that des sports a massive pair of dark feathered wings, powerful and capable not only of flight but also of protection against elements and attacks to some extent. des' eyes resemble those of a raptor as well, with small irises lost in pools of molten gold. des can almost always be found with jewelry spotting his body, though some interchangeable collectibles aren't as frequent as some more frequent treasures. he is also almost always found with a pipe in his jaws, though he takes care not to smoke much in public.}

^{inventory | many jewels , feathers , and trinkets woven into or on his fur / rapier / guitar}

^{_{* iv . psychology : ❪ I went out back and I got my gun ; I said you haven't met me , I am the only son ❫}}

^{— positive : charismatic , loyal , responsible / negative : self deprecating , anxious , loner}

^{— wood element | ❝ wood element personalities tend to be ambitious and are explorers . they feel most content when they are traveling in some way . whether it is traveling around the global or on an introspective journey of the inner self the wood personality will be happiest . wood element types can speedily assess most situations and spring into action . at their peak they can rush from one task to the next hardly taking a breath . onlookers often feel exhausted just watching them in action . in full flow wood element personalities can be inspirational to those around them . ❞}

^{— chaotic good | ❝ chaotic good characters are rebels and free spirits who believe in doing good , by their own standards . some don't have a problem with greater systems such as laws as long as they leave them alone ; others are anarchists who believe that too much ' order ' is bad for everybody , and the betterment of all can only be achieved by actively rejecting any higher instances of power . likely to take a intuitive approach to the golden rule , caring about other people's feelings and needs without having to calcify it into specific rules . ❞}

^{— global five type - scuan | ❝ spends more time in group activities than solitary activities , not easily hurt , does not like to do things alone , fits in most places , positive , more comfortable when things are imperfect , more artistic than articulate , does not like to go days without speaking to anyone , more abstract than logical , not self absorbed , not materialistic , self expressive , modest , not vain , likes change , happiest when helping others , loyal to a fault , thoughtful , happy doing mindless work , easy to persuade , socially comfortable , level emotions , fearless , content , positive , optimistic , relaxed, usually happy , able to disregard rules , underachiever , likes to tell jokes , not embarrassed easily , adapts easily to new situations , interested in others . ❞}

^{— sanguine | ❝ the sanguine is a very social person who likes to be with people . of all the temperaments , the sanguine is the easiest to be around socially . they are an outgoing , handshaking , touching person . they bring life and energy into a room by their very presence . their cheerfulness and humor brighten everyone’s life . they are an optimistic type of person who believes life is an exciting and fun - filled experience that should be lived to the fullest . inactivity causes them stress because the pace at which they like to live their lives is fast and furious . ❞}

^{— enneagram type 2 | ❝ people of this personality type essentially feel that they are worthy insofar as they are helpful to others . love is their highest ideal . selflessness is their duty . giving to others is their reason for being . involved , socially aware , usually extroverted , twos are the type of people who remember everyone's birthday and who go the extra mile to help out a co - worker , spouse or friend in need . twos are warm , emotional people who care a great deal about their personal relationships , devote an enormous amount of energy to them , and who expect to be appreciated for their efforts . they are practical people who thrive in the helping professions and who know how to make a home comfortable and inviting . helping others makes twos feel good about themselves ; being needed makes them feel important ; being selfless makes twos feel virtuous . because twos are generally helping others meet their needs , they can forget to take care of their own . this can lead to physical burnout , emotional exhaustion and emotional volatility . twos need to learn that they can only be of true service to others if they are healthy , balanced and centered in themselves . ❞}

^{— infj | ❝ infjs are distinguished by both their complexity of character and the unusual range and depth of their talents . strongly humanitarian in outlook , infjs tend to be idealists , and because of their preference for closure and completion , they are generally " doers " as well as dreamers . this rare combination of vision and practicality often results in infjs taking a disproportionate amount of responsibility in the various causes to which so many of them seem to be drawn . infjs are deeply concerned about their relations with individuals as well as the state of humanity at large . they are , in fact , sometimes mistaken for extroverts because they appear so outgoing and are so genuinely interested in people . on the contrary , infjs are true introverts , who can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long - term friends , family , or obvious " soul mates . " due in part to the unique perspective produced by this alternation between detachment and involvement in the lives of the people around them , infjs may well have the clearest insights of all the types into the motivations of others , for good and for evil . the most important contributing factor to this uncanny gift, however, are the emphatic abilities often found in fs, which seem to be especially heightened in the infj type . usually self-expression comes more easily to infjs on paper, as they tend to have strong writing skills . since in addition they often possess a strong personal charisma , infjs are generally well - suited to the " inspirational " professions . beneath the quiet exterior , infjs hold deep convictions about the weightier matters of life . those who are activists - infjs gravitate toward such a role - are there for the cause , not for personal glory or political power . infjs are champions of the oppressed and downtrodden . they often are found in the wake of an emergency , rescuing those who are in acute distress . infjs may fantasize about getting revenge on those who victimize the defenseless . the concept of ' poetic justice ' is appealing to the infj . accurately suspicious about others' motives , infjs are not easily led . these are the people that you can rarely fool any of the time . though affable and sympathetic to most , infjs are selective about their friends . such a friendship is a symbiotic bond that transcends mere words . infjs have a knack for fluency in language and facility in communication . in addition , nonverbal sensitivity enables the infj to know and be known by others intimately . ❞}

^{— disorders : suffers from depression , anxiety , ptsd , insomnia , and impostor syndrome}